A:N So Here we go again. Third Update in as many days! I've been writing on my phone if google drives and then finishing it up on my desktop so it's going super fast. ARE YOU GUYS READY FOR THE FINALE...I know i am. But I'm also a little scared. I hate not knowing if someone is gonna die or not..but I promised myself I'm not gonna cry. (I probably will though.) and I'm hoping this fic can get me through the season break..that I am sooooo dreading. But anyway. Here we go another chapter for your reading needs.
Review...if you get the chance..if not oh well. I'ma still keep writing.
Lyrical Inspiration:
" I heard that you like the bad girls honey, is that true it's better than I ever even knew they said that the world was built for 2 only worth living if somebody is loving you..well baby now you do." ~ Lana Del Rey (Videogames.)
WARNING PRETTY HOT SEXUAL CONTENT AHEAD also some racial slurs (sorry.)..and Spelling and Grammar mistakes. You've been Warned.
Chapter 3: Let it out.
"Breakfast! Breakfast everybody come and get it." Carol"s voice echoed through the cells.
Michonne groaned and rolled over trying to smash her pillow around her ears. She didn't know what time it was all she knew was last night once her head hit the pillow she was out..
like a rock.
"Come on...Everybody let's go! Get it while it's hot." She heard again.
Michonne thought it over in her head.
What was the possibility that she could cut carol's tongue out and get away with it?
She finally rolled over. The light from the day seeping through the barred windows.
"Errggghhhh." She let out a deep groan. Her eyes shutting back again and her hand coming up over her face.
"That was such an attractive noise." She heard from her cell door.
"What do you want merle?" She uttered not bothering to look over.
"Just wanting to know what took y'all so long yesterday. Missed going huntin with daryl." he said leaning against the door.
"Why don't you ask daryl?" She said getting annoyed quickly. Grump michonne was 10x worse than regular michonne.
"I don't know your cell was a closer walk." He said with a raspy laugh.
"Go away merle." She said in a warning tone.
"Aww..is someone a little grumpy?" He said with another laugh.
"I'm serious merle I will jump up and cut your other hand off if you don't go away." She said through gritted teeth.
"Damn girl..Just joking around with ya. Jesus." Merle said pushing off the cell door and walking away.
"Don't nobody mess with michonne..she's in a pretty bad mood." He said walking off loud enough for her to hear.
She was bone tired. Not just physically. Emotionally as well. Her dreams just helped play up the thought of her and daryl together and every time she rolled over a different one started out.
this was no day and time to have a puppy crush.
She felt like she couldn't afford to have feelings for someone when every time she did they got ripped away from her.
it was better off for her to be alone.
Even if she hated the thought of it.
It wasn't until 3:00 Michonne got up. Daryl watched her amble into the main room.
"where you been at all day?" He said. "Hiding under a rock." He asked jokingly.
"Hiding under my pillow you people..make so much noise." She said shaking her head grabbing a soda and popping the lid.
"What do you mean you people?" Daryl asked a sense of mock hurt on his face.
"Ha ha very funny." She said leaning against the wall.
Daryl roamed over her body.
Tight blue jeans and a black throw over jacket with a green tank top that sunk dangerously low on her chest line.
"You gotta a staring problem?" She asked watching him watch her.
"When it come to you..Damn right." He said smiling.
"damn right what?" Merle said coming around the corner.
"Nothing just admiring how good we did on that last run." Daryl said defensive mode.
"Not that it's any of your business." Michonne said sipping her coke.
"Anything involving my brother is my business." Merle said stepping into the room locking eyes. "Glad to see your awake sleeping beauty." He grumbled.
"glad to see your still an asshole." Michonne shot back.
"now will y'all calm down?" Daryl said looking between the two. Merle just laughed.
"calm down baby brother we're just joking.." merle said looking to michonne.
"Yes joking..ha ha ha." Michone fake laughed.
"well I was joking I don't know about lone warrior over here. she's always taking things too seriously..Needs to loosen up." Merle said shaking his head. Mumbling "damn" under his breath.
"Maybe you do need to loosen up.." Daryl said moving to stand in front of her.
"You got any ideas?" Michonne said setting her drink down.
"I think I got one..meet me in the boiler room when I get back from huntin..I'll show you how to loosen up." Daryl said with a wink. Leaving Michonne blushing to her self.
"what are you all smiley for?" Carol said walking in with the baby.
"nothing nothing..so how is she?" Michonne said stepping over to take a look. It had been so long since she'd seen a baby.
"She's doing fine. Glad you guys brought back more formula." Carol said laying her down in the crib.
"Oh Yeah and I got this." Michonne said reaching into her bag pulling out a pink rattle in a blue packaging.
"I figured she could use a small sense of normality even if she doesn't know what normal is yet." Michonne said handing it to carol.
"thanks michonne. I think that's a good idea." Carol said giving her a warm smile. michonne couldn't help but feel a little guilty for fooling around with Daryl. She didn't know what he and carol had going on and it seemed from what she heard carol had already lost a lot.
"i'm gonna go..see if rick needs anything." Michonne said quickly leaving the room. It wasn't like she was stealing him away from her..at least not emotionally. This was just about the sex.
'Keep telling yourself that michonne.'
"Hey Rick?" She said coming out on the balcony.
"She rises!" rick said with a tired smile.
"Sorry I was just exhausted." Michonne said with a small smile.
"Yeah i get you..You feeling better now?" He asked looking her way. It was amazing how far they had come to trusting each other and even though she hadn't fully opened up to anyone yet He could feel them becoming closer and closer everyday. it was a huge change from the first time she came to the prison.
"Yeah." She said looking out around the yard. Seemed like a lot of walkers trying ot get through today.
"You mind taking over for a bit? I'm waiting on Glenn and Maggie to get back with more formula" Rick said handing her his gun.
"Yeah sure it'll help clear my mind." She said moving to let rick past.
"So do you actually like running around with that girl?" Merle said stalking through the forest.
"She's not as bad as she seems." Daryl said eyeing a squirrel going over head.
"Not as bad as she seems? She took a mans eye out and slayed at least 10 walkers all by herself. I say she's damn dangerous." Merle said moving infront of him.
"she's also damn fine..I mean for a black girl." Merle added in quickly.
Daryl's grip on his crossbow tightened.
"what?" he said threw clenched teeth.
" I mean come on she's not what we're used to but you gotta admit she's pretty solid. Stays clean, in shape, not too bad looking, got all her teeth. If I didn't hate her adittude I might be interested." Merle said jumping back as a arrow flew past his head.
"Jesus! Little brother watch where you point that thing, almost took my damn head off." Merle exclaimed.
"sorry thought I saw that damn squirrel." Daryl said spitting to the ground.
"let's keep quiet all this talkin's chasing off the game." Daryl said walking past merle.
"Wasn't no damn squirrel." Merle said trying to catch up.
"excuse me?" Daryl said shooting a straggling walker.
"There wasn't no damn squirrel and you know it." Merle said wiping his brow.
"The fucks your problem? Mad cause I'm talkin bout that girl?" Merle said watching Daryls face.
"She's gotta name.." Daryl said as he kept walking.
"She's gotta smart ass mouth is what she's got and an uppity attitude too. What is with you and this girl?"
Daryl stopped walking.
"There's nothin' going on." Daryl said frustrated and unstable.
"The hell there ain't. I know you little brother.." Merle said locking eyes with him. Blue on blue.
"You think you know me." Daryl said keeping Merle's eye contact
"How much has really changed about you huh? You're still the same insecure boy that would get mad and sulk when someone got something you wanted..now I'm not sayin I got her...I'm just saying I could have her..if I wanted" Merle said with a grin.
Daryl raised his crossbow. "you shut your mouth.."
Everything was Deadly silent before Merle's laughter broke through.
"I was just joking but god-damn if your face wasn't priceless." Daryl lowered his bow a look of realization and then regret flooding his face.
"listen don't go back there runnin' your mouth." Daryl said watching merle crack up.
"so you fell for this black girl huh..she trick you with her voodoo spells? Some of that black magic..get it?" Merle said still laughing.
"Fuck Merle can you leave all the racists shit behind and quit all the jokes for one second? I'm serious."
Merle laughter died down. Until it was just the sound of roaming walkers.
"hmmph you are serious. Damn. So you and the psycho bitch? I never would have imagined I always though it woulda been you and the old biddy."
Daryl lifted his bow to shoot another walker that stumbled a long the path.
"Carol and me.. are just friends I mean I respect her and I'll protect her but I don't think I can be with her that way."
"but you have these feelings for michonne? Someone you met maybe a month ago?" Merle said wiping his face.
"Not exactly I don't really know about any of this."
It felt weird talking to his brother about girl problems especially when that girl was michonne. They never really discussed stuff like this before the apocalypse. Daryl figured out everything he'd learned from girls from the T.v. and experience.
"Have you told her..What's he say in this?" Merle said squinting at the sun. He wasn't the best brother in the world he knew that. But at least in this moment he could try and understand his little brother just this once right?
"she wants to keep us a secret... no emotions involved."
"No emotions involved in what?" merle said a little shocked. Maybe this was deeper then he realized.
"The sex." Daryl said awkward looking away.
"WOOO Boy. You already had sex with her? that a boy. You got that dixon blood flowin' through you alright."
"Merle.." Daryl said walking away sounding exhausted hoping by him walking away the conversation would magically disappear. It was a mistake to tell merle. But foolish him thinking just this once he could actually talk to him like a human being.
"what?" merle said following behind.
"why do you do that? Huh? why everytime we talk about somethin serious you gotta pick it apart make it a joke?" Daryl said turning around to face him once again.
"Okay Ima ignore the fact that you sound like a total bitch right now and chalk it up to the heat and if its not the heat and you're actually askin' me this question..its because I want you to think about this...really think. Do you really wanna emotionally invest in this girl? She's already proven to be unstable, hell we found her with chained up walkers. DO you really wanna do this when people are dying left and right? I could be dead tomorrow. I'm only thinking about you little brother trying to protect you." Merle said stepping past him.
Daryl tried to open his mouth and speak but nothing could come out. He realized what his brother was trying to say. It was the feeling he got when he found carols knife wedged in that walker. the sense of dread. The sense of losing someone only this time...it wasn't a friend or even a close friend. It was michonne someone who in the last month had captivated him and made him want to be a better man.
"now come on let's hunt we already lost light." Merle said patting him on the shoulder.
Michonne paced around the boiler room. Her mind going a mile a minute. She smoothed her shirt down and before too long resorted to sitting against the wall.
waiting. Impatiently.
she wasn't this person the person who acted fidgety and nervous at least not anymore.
She'd done a lot of thinking on the watch today. A lot of thinking about them, about things. About how slippery this slope was that she was climbing. It was a ridiculous notion to think that all this could resort to was unattached sex.
She already had feelings for him. Feelings that crept up on her and took her by surprise and now as a way to get out at least some of those feelings she was resorting to sleeping with him. Doing something , anything to get closer to him.
She let out a long sigh. She hadn't been this conflicted in a long time. Maybe because for a long time it was just her. then andrea came along and now she had a whole prison full of people who were starting to care about her and someone she cared about deeply.
she could handle this. She's a lot stronger than the person who started this thing out and whatever happens...she could handle it.
She heard footsteps coming toward the room.
It was weird that just a couple weeks ago he was holding a crossbow to her head and now they were screwing around.
Calm down michonne its not like wouldn't do it again.
This was just a way of relieving stress nothing more nothing less right?
"Hey." Daryl said coming through the door.
Michonne slide up the wall to a standing position.
"Hey.." she said nonchalantly.
"listen before we do anything. I gotta tell you somethin' " Daryl said biting his nails.
"what is it?" Michonne said eyeing him suspicious. Did something happen on the trip?
"Its about Merle. Merle found out this about.. us.." Daryl said looking down at the ground.
The room stayed silent he kept his eyes down waiting for her reaction.
"merle knows?" she said stepping closer to him.
"One thing led to another out there and then..." Daryl was cut off from his sentece by her laugher.
"what are you laughin for?" Daryl said confused. He was sure she was gonna be pissed.
" I thought it was something else..something more serious."
" I thought This was serious keeping us a secret." Daryl said watching her approach.
"Merle's done a lot of fucked up things...I know but I don't think gossiping is really his thing." She said with a smirk on her face.
Michonne tried not to let it worry her. try not to think about what the other people would say if they found out. They weren't guaranteed tomorrow and if they had feelings they shouldn't be wasting there time pussy-footing around. They should get straight to it.
But there was the possibility he didn't feel the same way she did. A possibility that the only reason he was even in this was for the sex.
How is it that life just get's more and more complicated?
"hey now I was just informing ya..didn't think you wanted people knowin'" Daryl said eyeing her over.
"We decided we didn't want people to know..keyword there we." she said coming to stand in front of him. "we decided this together are you sayin you don't agree?" Michonne said he hands coming to pull him toward her by his belt loops.
"Ima do whatever you feel is best." Daryl said not fulling answering my question.
"Don't try to word walk your way outta this Dixon. I'm not the only one in this relationship."
Daryl's breath hitched at the word relationship.
"I thought this was just sex." Daryl said his heart starting to beat a little faster.
"If that's what you want it to be." Michonne said acting as if this conversation wasn't killing her.
"It's...It's not." Daryl said starting before finishing with a sigh.
"Don't you think all of this is a little complicated?" he asked out of the blue.
Michonne leaded back to get a full look at his face.
"What do you mean?" She said looking him over. Thought was etched into his face. He was thinking hard about something.
"This this thing. Don't you think it's a little complicated? I mean...Okay don't get me wrong I really wanna respect your wishes on this keep it a secret but come on. All this time spent apart all this time we could be spending together. You never know what could happen tomorrow. I could be taken out by a walker or one of the governor's people. You could die just the same and just because we're tough doesn't make us immortal I've learned that several times since this whole thing started." He said taking her hands in his. She looked down at the gesture then back to his face.
"So what are you saying?" She said unbelievably.
"I'm saying let's just let whatever happens happen. Damn I'm sick of having to live my life according to someone else. It's high time I started making my own decision and there aint no better way to start then saying I want this to happen. I want you and me. You and I..to happen."
Michonne let a grin spread across her face.
"And if you don't feel the same way I need ya to let me know so I can.." Daryl was cut short when Michonne's mouth covered his.
He dropped her hands out of his grasp letting them go around and pull her flush against him.
Michonne pulled apart for a second.
"Has anyone ever told you, you talk too much." Michonne said looking into his eyes.
"Hell girl you don't talk enough for the both of us." Daryl said licking his lips.
"Yeah well.." Michonne said covering his mouth again.
Daryl let his hands slip under her shirt feeling the smooth expanse of her back. Michonne quickly shrugged off the jacket and shucked the tank top standing there in a purple bra.
Daryl took the opportunity to place kisses going all the way down. Unclasping her bra on the way.
"Your mine now." Daryl said his mouth closing around the puckered peak. Michonne cradling his head to her. Her head falling back.
Daryl moved to get on his knees. His hands traveling down her stomach to the button of her pants. He make quick work of the button pulling them down her long shapely legs.
He continued his work on her chest. Michonne letting out airy gasps.
She pulled him to his feet. Yanking at his pants and his vest and his shirt. fever took over her all she could think about was how hot she was getting and how much she needed him.
Daryl was quick to get off his shirt and his pants. Michonne rubbing down his arms and his defined torso. he was muscular but not overly so. He had battle scars that added even more to his persona.
She watched her hand slide down his chest, pecs, abs. all the while he was watching her his breathing deep.
She loved the contrast of her hand on his skin. She trailed it further to rub down the patch of hair leading into his penis.
Her hand barely touche dit before she brought it back down to her side.
"Come here girl." He said moving them so she was against the wall.
"do you have any idea how bad I want you?" Daryl asked in her ear. Michonne let her hands come back to his member give it a full stroke.
"I think I have somewhat of an idea." She said with a grin.
Daryl smashed his mouth on top of hers. His tongue moving inside her mouth. She moaned into the kiss. Hands hands yanking down her panties.
The only think Daryl could think about was her and merle's words earlier.
'Do you really wanna do this?'
Fuck yeah he did.
Michonne wrapped her legs around his waist. He held her up easily breaking the kiss to leave any mark he could on her.
"I can mark you anywhere I want now." Daryl said sucking on her neck.
Michonne let out a moan bucking at him.
She was sloppy wet and she just wanted to feel him. That's what she loved about him. He made her feel. Feel beautiful, Feel important, feel special. That turned her on even more.
"Daryl I need you." She said when his tip brushed her clit. She shudder when they touched again and again. He moved his hips to the brink but kept pulling back.
"Need me to what darlin'" daryl said watching her. She looked even better in the throes of passion.
"Daryl You know what I need." She said locking eyes with him. Those eyes that seemed to pierce right through to her soul.
"I know..I just wanna hear you say it." He said in her ear earning a shiver and a moan.
"I need you too.." She said starting off. She couldn't breath right when he was circling his hip to poke at her clit.
"Go on." Daryl said. His eyes filled with a predatory gleam. He never felt so alive. But then again he never had anything making him feel this way.
"Fuck me..Please Daryl just fuck me." Michonne said breathless. Daryl Plunged forward in one surged making her cry out.
"Dear god.." She said panting.
"naw it's just me." Daryl said pistoning his hips.
Michonne never felt so weightless. So out of control. Usually it was her calling the shots but it felt different exhilarating to have someone else holding the reins.
"Oh my.." Michonne said when daryl thrusted up into a particular spot she could see stars.
She was tight. It made him wonder just how many people she'd been with in her lifetime. Couldn't have been many. She was virgin tight and fuck was she wet. He could hear himself sliding in and out of her. Just the sound of her moans, his grunts and then connecting.
He used the wall as leverage pressing her back onto it so he could get more lead way with his hips. Anything to keep that fountain of moans from running out. Her nails were raking down his back and she was bobbing on his dick so nicely. He slowed it down giving it slow hard thrust.
"Mmm..ahhh.. Fuck." Michonne said biting her lip. Daryl moved forward to take her mouth in a kiss. He pulled off her mouth with her bottom lip in between his teeth.
"mmmm..you taste good." he said Kissing her again. Michonne was getting dizzy.
Pleasure moving to flood everywhere.
The edges of her vision was blurry but she couldn't stop kissing him. She couldn't get enough of him. they were going at it like wild animals. He was slamming into her and she was trying her best to keep her hips moving she scratching and biting any place she could reach. He was loving the small bits of pain that came with his pleasure.
"Daryl.. I think I'm gonna." Michonne said her eyes falling closed. All she wanted to do was enjoy it. Feel it run and coarse through every vein.
He could feel her tightening around him. He hissed when she clenched and unclenched his dick between her walls.
"Then do it..fuck..let it go.." He said.
Michonne whined out. It was so close. she was so close. Daryl increased his speed.
Leaning over to talk into her ear.
"cum for me michonne." He said drawing out her name.
She felt it break. Her hips moved uncontrollable. She was tight. She leaned forward and bit down on his shoulder. He couldn't hold back.
"Fuck, michonne." He grunted as he came inside of her. She could feel pump after pump of hot liquid release itself inside of her. She whimpered as daryl pumped out the remaining of his orgasm.
He lowered himself and her down..sliding to the floor. Out of breath.
"Damn." Daryl said panting.
"Is it always gonna be like that? Feel like we're fucking exploding together."
"I don't know.. I hope so." Michonne answered out of breath.
Daryl nodded taking her hand in his. Moving to sit beside her.
"Damn we're good together." Daryl said. Michonne head coming to rest on his shoulder.
"Yeah I know..too good." Michonne said tiredly.
"What are you tryin' to say?" Daryl said finally catching his breath.
"That if I end up pregnant I'm gonna kill you." Michonne said with a tired laugh.
Daryl chuckled as well.
But in the back of his mind..he was starting to think..
maybe that wouldn't be so bad.
A:N Well there we go. Another chapter. I hope you guys enjoyed. Once again review give me some feedback I have no idea if you guys like it or if my story is highly frowned upon so tell me what's up. I can't wait until the season finale..and when it comes back on. I'm in love with the walking dead and Danai Gurira so...yeah.. that's about it. See you guys probably tomorrow.
Love,
Gabbie 3
P.S. I spent all last night watching the marathon..and I felt guilty because I really wished carol would have stayed missing but she didn't...unfortunately.