A Story To Tell Chapter 9: Last Kiss, a vampire diaries fanfic

Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me

So why did you go
Away
Away?

Jeremy shut his door slowly before sliding down to the floor as he tried to process what had just happened. He'd just witnessed his ex-boyfriend and some slutty fake blonde playing tongue tangle. He knew it was over he did but he just didn't imagine...this. He looked at the window and remembered when Tyler would climb through just to kiss him. He went away though and just…left.

I do recall now
The smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

He couldn't turn his head away from the window; he prayed and prayed that Tyler would just climb through it again, just one more time? Didn't he deserve that? Just once? He felt his eyes sting slightly and rubbed at them quickly, trying to dry out the tears before they could escape. He cared for Tyler, but then he left. He left him. Alone! Jeremy squeezed his eyes shut as he forced himself to pull away from the window. Come back, He thought to himself.

But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Jeremy pulled out his phone and looked through the contacts, he scrolled down until he found Tyler's number. Just delete it, He thought to himself simply, just press delete. But Jeremy couldn't. It was too hard to let go of him, especially when he was still in love with him. He looked at the picture next to the name; Caroline had taken it without them knowing. Jeremy smiled as Tyler kissed his cheek gently. His cheek began to tingle at the memory. Tyler, Jeremy thought to himself as he cried.

I do remember
The swing in your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did

Jeremy walked into the hall, sadly he and the rest of the children of the founding families needed to learn the coming of age routine. Jeremy didn't even like events let alone dancing at them. The dance was sort of like the Miss Mystic Falls one, except there was more people and not a competition. He looked over to the side and saw Tyler talking with Caroline and his mother.

Because I love your handshake
Me and my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions

Throughout the routine, well, when Mrs. Lockwood wasn't looking, Jeremy would look over at him with begging eyes. Practically screaming; 'Kiss me! Please, I miss you! Let's just get out of here!' but it useless.

Jeremy walked out of the room quickly when they were excused. He felt his eyes begin to sting again as he left. When Jeremy made his way round back to avoid Elena he froze, looking over at the bleachers. He remembered when Tyler had come up to him after Vickie had left with Matt when they fought, they started yelling at each other telling the other to 'fuck off' and 'go to hell' until Tyler kissed Jeremy making him freeze in shock. The tears stung as they threaten to fall but this time they refused to move.

So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

Jeremy ran up the stairs into his room. He pulled opened the bottom draw in his desk and started ripping and shredding the drawings by Tyler inside of it, "I hate you. I HATE YOU!" He shouted as he tore and broke everything he could until he came across an envelope. He pulled it out and inside was all the pictures. He pulled one out and it was him and Tyler in the woods. Tyler had told Jeremy to turn around and then he kissed. Forcefully but in the gentlest way he could.

And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and town
But I never planned on you changing your mind

Jeremy pulled his legs up into his chest and wrapped his arms around his knees looking down at the picture in his hands. He smiled as he remembered the way Tyler had touched him. Tyler was always kind to him and would always going on about how he planned to change anything could one day but Jeremy never thought that involved his mind.

So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Tyler shut the door behind and pulled out a picture in his pocket; Jeremy laid there with his head on his chest asleep. Tyler had kissed his head. He slid down to the floor and looked up finally, his eyes were full of the tears that yet to fall. He hated himself for leaving Jeremy; he had felt his eyes boring into the back of his head, "I'm sorry." He whispered knowing he would be unable to say it to Jeremy's face.

Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last

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