A/N: This story is dedicated to SlashyAntics. I hope you enjoy it! *Grins* By the way, I would really love it if you listened to Toby Keith's 'you shouldn't Kiss Me Like this' while reading this chapter.
Forgiveness?
Tyler Lockwood walked up the stairs of the Gilbert home, lucky to find the door unlocked but also slightly worried. Why would the door be unlocked? He and Jeremy, who he had been in a relationship with for six months now, had made plans to spend the day together. Tyler had to cancel on the morning but promised to come by in the afternoon. He smelt some strange smell as he began to get to the top of the stairs. His pace quicken as he walked to Jeremy's room.
Tyler found the bedroom door unlock and pushed it open, what he found inside could only be describe as a nightmare. Jeremy sat up straight in the bed and stared at Tyler with fear in his eyes as he laid there naked with a stranger standing by the bathroom door with a towel wrapped around his waist, Tyler looked over at Jeremy in disbelief before shutting the door and leaving quickly. Ignoring the yells for him stop and listening to Jeremy, ignoring the strange looks from the neighbours and other driver as he drove home lifelessly.
He pulled up outside his home and walked inside, "Oh, Tyler," Carol froze as she saw the look of shear disbelief and sickness on her son's face, "Honey, what's wrong? What happened?" She asked stepping towards her son slowly. Tyler didn't say anything he tried to but all that escaped was a sob, "Sweetheart." Carol said pulling her son into her arms like she would when he was child. He began to cry roughly, sobs breaking through his body as he stood in his mother's arms. This was Jeremy he was talking about here, he didn't do this;
Until now.
XOXO
Jeremy sat in his bedroom, his knees brought up to his chest as he sat on his bed waiting. Waiting for something that would be able to turn back everything and make him say that he wouldn't leave with Josh that day. His aunt knocked on his door telling him to come downstairs. He did as she asked and when he did so he was met with a heated argument between Elena and Carol Lockwood. A woman you didn't want to fight with. Not only because she was mayor but also Tyler's mother.
"Ah, You!" She said pointing over to Jeremy, "What the hell did you do to my son?" She yelled bitterly. Jeremy didn't say anything; he just looked at her in shock wondering what she was talking about, "Well? Tell me what this is about." She held out Tyler's phone and Jeremy looked at the text message on the screen;
See you in an hour, I love you,
Jeremy.
Crap, Jeremy thought to himself as he tried to think about how he could explain this with everyone in the room. He couldn't think of anything and just turned to Carol before asking; "Can I see him?"
XOXO
Carol and Jeremy walked into the house, she told him to take off his shoes and that Tyler was in his room. He did as she asked and ran up the stairs of the Lockwood Manor and into Tyler's room making the eighteen year old on the bed sit up quickly, "Baby, I'm..."
"Save it," Tyler interrupted, "Just go back to whomever the fuck he is and leave me the hell alone." Tyler spat out bitterly standing up and moving away from Jeremy. Jeremy stared at him in disbelief, he couldn't be serious. Could he?
"Tyler?" Jeremy asked, "Tyler!" Jeremy tried again but Tyler still only stood by the window staring out at the garden, "What you're just going to ignore me? You're going to stop loving me?" Jeremy sobbed out afraid. Tyler didn't say anything; Jeremy moved towards him and grabbed his arm Tyler pulled away from him and grabbed the back of his neck pulling his towards the window.
"How would you like it if you found me someone down there? HUH!" Jeremy sobbed again shaking his head as Tyler pushed him away from him, "I don't love you anymore Jeremy!" Tyler yelled loudly. Jeremy began to shake as the tears ran down his face, "GET OUT!" Tyler yelled making Jeremy run out the room the tears falling down like rain in a storm.
Tyler slammed his fist into the wall and continued to punch the walls, leaving dents and holes in the white walls surrounding him, imprisoning him. Protecting him from Jere- him. He hated him! He hated that son of bitch! That son of a bitch, that that made his Jeremy do this! He couldn't hate Jeremy. That was impossible; he loved the punk too much to even think about blaming him for this. Why did Jeremy go along with this?
XOXO
It had been three weeks since they had broken up with one another and Tyler was getting angrier and angrier, he needed Jeremy. He really needed him. He sat in the locker room of the changing room and waited for the couch to get over with this team meeting so he could leave and wallow in self pity, "OK, boys, as you know we've had to one of our players will be leaving the team but we have finally found the replacement," Yep, Tyler had quit the team, he wasn't in it anymore and besides; who wants to be with a bunch of losers?
The replacement walked into the locker room, "This is Josh, and he'll be our new defence." Everyone clapped all except Tyler, he knew this kid. How the hell did he know this guy? Holy shit, Tyler thought to himself, it couldn't be! Standing in front of Tyler wasn't only his replacement in football but with Jeremy. This was the guy Tyler had court him with. Tyler tried his hardest not to the chock the guy then and there and it took all his restrain when he smirked at Tyler smugly. Son of bitch was wannabe Tyler!
XOXO
Jeremy and Josh sat on the bed putting their clothes back on, "Guess who I ran into today?" Josh said getting Jeremy's attention, "Your little boyfriend Tyler Lockwood. I'm his replacement on the football team." Jeremy stared at him wide eyed.
"He quit football?" Josh just nodded, "Why wouldn't he talk to me about something like that?" Jeremy mumbled to himself.
"Hmm, maybe, because you cheated on him and he isn't your boyfriend anymore?" Josh said rudely. Jeremy rolled his eyes and looked at his phone, his heart and brain were both begging him to call him but something stopped him. He didn't know what though. He sure as hell wanted to, and then he could tell it to get lost and leave him alone.
Jeremy rolled his eyes as Josh continued to ramble on about himself while Jeremy stared at him phone praying for him to call, just once? To make sure he was OK? Couldn't he at least know that? Jeremy sighed as he leaned back on his elbows. I'm so sorry Tyler, he thought to himself, come back to me, please? Jeremy would do anything to feel Tyler's arms wrapped his body holding him close.
XOXO
Tyler lay on his bed lifeless; he had been doing that a lot lately. He missed him. He didn't want to but he did. He missed walking up to him kissing his cheek or his neck and then surprising him when he would flip them over and he would invade his mouth. He missed the small shine in his eyes whenever he would smile at him and he missed being able to Jeremy moan and cry out late at night, he used to believe he was the only one, all because Jeremy let. Of course that was a lie.
His eyes started to sting again and he gripped his head to try and stop the tears falling from his eyes. It was useless, he laid there in dark of his room allowing the tears to flow from his eyes and stain his cheeks.
What Tyler would've never of expected was Jeremy was doing the exact same thing. Tears fell from his eyes and he tried his hardest to sleep, knowing that it was useless; he decided to just lay there and allow the pain in his chest to be released. He wanted Tyler back but...he screwed up to badly.
XOXO
Tyler had just finished his last day playing football and was about to leave when he overheard an interesting conversation on the other side of the lockers, "So, what's the policy about gay kids around here?" That Josh or Jack or whoever said.
"Well, the towns old mayor, Richard Lockwood, made it a zero tolerance rule for homophobic bullying in schools," One of the others explained, "If you even breathe the 'F' word you'll be expelled, and your tongue will be cut by Carol Lockwood." The new kid laughed.
"Damn," He said, "There goes my good plan then."
"Huh?"
"I'm gonna out the Gilbert kid tonight," He explained, Tyler mouth hung open, "Hoping for a good show." The other two said nothing as he walked away. Tyler was seeing red, he couldn't stop shaking and he swears to God, he was going to kill that son of a bitch.
Tyler stormed out after him as soon as he found him again he shoved him to set of lockers, "Woah man, what's your problem?"
"Stay the hell away from Jeremy or I will kill you myself!" Tyler threatened. Josh stood up laughing saying something about jealousy before Tyler punch him in the face knocking him to his feet for second before he stood back up and tackled Tyler to the floor. Punches were thrown and they were both tackled here and then until finally being pulled apart from one another, Tyler fine except for a small pain in his side, whereas Josh looked like there were ten guys at him and not just one. Tyler was pushed towards the principle office not missing the shock on Jeremy's face as he walked past him.
XOXO
Tyler had gotten expelled; he had gotten expelled because of Jeremy. He had gotten expelled for Jeremy. He breathed in deeply; did this mean he still loved him? It had to, didn't it? He wanted to call him but Carol would pick up the phone first or Tyler would throw it at a wall either way it meant that they weren't talking. Even if Jeremy missed him more than anyone he had ever missed; more than Vickie, more than Anna, maybe even more than his parents...Defiantly, much more.
Jeremy could see him tomorrow though during the town event, they could talk about what happened and then they would be alright. They would be together again; they would be in love again, if he would listen to him. He looked over at the time and began to drift off to sleep trying to stay awake to think about what they would say tomorrow but it was useless, they didn't need to be the exact same as before, just something like that. They loved each other still, why should they fight it? Why couldn't Tyler just love him again? Why?
XOXO
Jeremy was shoved into the room told to get ready by Ms Lockwood, when he looked up he was met by the pair of darks eyes he wanted to see that day, "Hi," Jeremy said quietly as Tyler stared at him. Tyler cleared his throat and turned back to the mirror sorting out his tie, he looked behind him. Jeremy had already been half dress just needed to sort out his shirt and tie. Probably slept in, Tyler thought to himself. He rolled his eyes as he saw Jeremy try to sort out his tie. He walked over slowly.
He turned Jeremy around and sorted it out for him. Jeremy's eyes burning into him as finished sorting it out and got it straight. Jeremy and Tyler just looked at each other for a moment, unsure of what to do next normally Jeremy would kiss him as a thank you and Tyler would joke, half the time that they skip the event. Jeremy leaned in and kissed him for a second before Tyler moved away from him quickly, "What the hell, Jeremy?" He yelled at the other boy making him jump and look down at the floor like a child.
"I'm sorry," Jeremy whispered, "I'm sorry, I just missed you." Tyler shook his head trying to ignore the voice in his head that told him to kiss him back, told him to push him down on the bed and mark him as his own again. I love you, he thought to himself as Jeremy walked downstairs. He soon followed and spent the night flirting slightly, talking to complete strangers, standing with my mother when she needed him to support or to possible kill someone and wishing that he had kissed Jeremy upstairs and spent the night with him, not here.
XOXO
He removed his tie as he sighed walking into his room; Jeremy walked in a few minutes later and grabbed his stuff, "Baby?" Jeremy froze turning around to look at Tyler with wide eyes. Tyler laughed slightly and pulled Jeremy towards him, still in shock. He brushed his lips against Jeremy's, "You're not evening going to try to convince me to let you stay?" Jeremy gulped and looked at Tyler in disbelief and slightly afraid as if he thought this was a joke. Jeremy's eyes closed slowly as Tyler leaned into him again and kissed making Jeremy sigh dreamingly.
When they pulled away Jeremy was blushing slightly and Tyler was smiling, "I missed you, baby." He said softly making Jeremy's cheeks redden more. He smiled before Tyler kissed him again pushing off his suit jacket off his shoulders and then doing the same to his own. He ran his tongue across Jeremy's lip and slowly slid inside when he was allowed. Jeremy moaned as they both fought for dominance, even though Tyler would win. Jeremy wrapped his arms around Tyler's neck while Tyler tightened his grip on his waist. Jeremy felt a shiver run down his back as they kissed.
"Tyler," He sighed and Tyler's lips started kiss his neck softly. Tyler kissed his lips again leading him over to the bed and lying him down underneath him before returning to his neck. Jeremy gasped and gripped onto the back of Tyler's shirt and he bit down of the skin in between his neck and shoulder. Jeremy ran his hand up Tyler's covered chest and slowly began to undo his shirt, "I missed you too." He said into his ear pushing away his shirt and discarding it to the floor. He kissed Tyler's shoulder as he gripped into his back.
His fingertips were digging in so tightly that they were leaving white marks. Tyler began to suck on the same piece of skin he had bitten, "Oh god!" Jeremy cried out hopelessly, "Tyler." He said sighed again as he felt one of Tyler's hands moved down and begin to undo his shirt throwing it on the floor. Running his hand down Jeremy's chest before kissing him once on the lips and moving down to kiss his neck and then on to his chest. He licked around his nipples making him moan loudly, urging Tyler on to do more to him.
"Tell me what you want Jeremy," Tyler said grinding against his erection showing him how much he wanted him, "Tell me what you want." Jeremy moaned as he continued to rub against his erection. Tyler stopped and looked Jeremy in the eyes.
"Kiss me again." Tyler smiled and leaned down capturing Jeremy's lips with his own, Jeremy moaned at the feeling of Tyler's rough lips marking him as his own again, "I want you, Tyler, please." He begged when they pulled apart. Tyler smiled down at him unbuckling his belt and undoing his trousers, before doing the same to Jeremy's pulling them down quickly wanting to feel Jeremy tighten around him.
Jeremy started to kiss Tyler's neck as he entered his slowly, making Jeremy moan against his shoulder. He continued to kiss Tyler's neck softly and he rolled his hips inside Jeremy making cry out. Tyler started out slowly, thrusting into him softly until he was inside of him fully, "Mm," Jeremy moaned, he felt like he was on fire and he absolutely loved it. Tyler pulled out of him slowly only to thrust back into him at the same pace as before, hitting something that made cry out.
"Oh, God," He said as Tyler hit it again, "Please Tyler!" Tyler quickened his pace just making Jeremy shiver in ecstasy. Tyler's thrusts became faster and harder as the heat raised inside of him begging him to make Jeremy moan again, "Ah!" Jeremy cried out wanting more, "Oh, God. I love you." He moaned as Tyler thrusted as far as he could and as fast as he could.
"I love you too, Jeremy." He said as both he and Jeremy finished at the same time. They both laid there panting. Tyler kissed him again as he pulled out of the younger boy. He pulled Jeremy into his arms and pulled sheets over the naked forms running his fingers through Jeremy's hair mumbling something about needing a hair cut while Jeremy drifted off to sleep.
"Tyler?" He said quietly, "Do you really love again? Or were you just saying that because I slept with you?" He asked with droopy eyes.
"Jeremy, I love you more than anything," Tyler said honestly, "I didn't even stop loving you when I found you with him that day." He said quietly.
"So, you forgive me?" Jeremy asked hopefully.
"I do forgive, yes."
XOXO
XOXO
ManaMcC