/Well this has a lot of smut, not all of it is consensual. If that doesn't float your boat don't read it :). Reviews make me happy 3


You know how stories start with 'It was a dark and stormy night…' this isn't one of those stories. It wasn't dark, and it wasn't stormy. It was a normal day. Just a Wednesday in late fall; how was I supposed to know it would change my life forever.


Thad sat anxiously in the field house waiting for Dane, they had been dating for almost a month and he was honestly the happiest he'd ever been. He finally felt like himself, he felt loved. He couldn't believe how lucky he'd been but there was something bothering him. Dane had said that he didn't date, and while they had never discussed it, this was a relationship, wasn't it. It had to be. They were so perfect together.

Dane walked to the field house, horny as hell. He was getting really tired of Thad, he was hot and sexy of course, but he was such a kid, he didn't want to do anything. That was the most tiring, he needed release, he needed it. He took a deep breath and pushed into the field house. He pushed the door closed behind him and locked it. He looked back at Thad and smirked. "Hey gorgeous." He murmured

Thad got up and crossed to the taller boy. They embraced and Thad smiled softly. "You know I've been thinking, we really should go to like a movie or dinner or something. You know a date."

The older boy draped his arm over Thad's shoulder and led him to one of the benches. "You know I think you're right." He said a charming smile spreading over his features. "Why don't you go back to your room and take a shower, get all nice for me, and then come up to my room, and we'll go out to dinner." He said gently. He leaned over and tilted Thad's chin up kissing him softly. "We'll have tons of fun tonight." He murmured before releasing the younger boy. "See you later?" he asked.

Thad nodded and kissed Dane goodbye. "I'll see you soon." He said before grabbing his bag and leaving the field house.

Dane left soon after him and walked to his car, he needed condoms and lube, lots of it. Thad was a virgin after all.

Thad tore through his room he had just got out of the shower and needed to find clothes for his date tonight. What should he wear, a polo shirt, jeans? He threw his clothes on the bed and threaded his fingers through his hair. "Wes you gotta help, I don't know what to wear." The other boy looked up at him and smirked. "Thad your gay is showing." Wes murmured laughing.

The glare that Thad shot his friend could burn through walls it was so harsh. But Wes got up and walked over throwing a pair of jeans at his friend and picking up a white collared polo. "Go change." He said and Thad smiled and ran to the bathroom. "I hate you." Wes shouted after his friend before climbing back into his bed and grabbing his book.

When Thad reached Dane's room later his nerves were at full force. He couldn't think he couldn't breathe. He just couldn't wait to go on this date, with his boyfriend, with Dane. He bounced on his toes with excitement before knocking on the door.

Dane stood in front of the mirror sliding his fingers through his still damp hair. He looked around his room, it was clean it was orderly. Just the way he liked it. He also noted that inside the bedside drawer were condoms and lube; and he just couldn't wait to use them. "It's open." He called not moving from where he stood.

The door opened with a click and Thad looked up at Dane who stood by the wall fixing his hair. The older boy beckoned him to shut the door and he complied before walking over. "You do realize your hair is perfect right?" he asked smiling.

"If it wasn't perfect I wouldn't be me now would i?" Dane asked smirking. He turned away from the mirror and looked at Thad. "You look hot." He mumbled pulling Thad in for a kiss.

The kiss got heated quickly and Thad moaned audibly into Dane's mouth, he could feel the older boy's tongue press down against his own and suddenly his pants felt too tight. He wrapped his arms around Dane tighter and staggered slightly until he was pinned against the wall. He felt Dane's hand slide down from his waist over his ass and to his thigh which he gripped slightly and hoisted up around his hips. Thad brought his other leg to wrap around Dane and the older boy pushed him against the wall tighter never breaking the kiss.

Dane's fingers played with the hem of Thad's shirt before he pulled it off of him. He dropped his mouth to his neck and sucked lightly at the skin, listening as Dane moaned and squirmed. "Maybe dinner is overrated." He murmured before he tightened his hold on the younger boy and pulled away from the wall. He walked the few paces to his bed and dropped him on it. The loss of contact caused Thad to whimper reaching out a hand to Dane to pull him down next to him. The older boy chuckled slightly. "Needy now aren't you Thad?" he asked slipping his shirt off over his head and slipping off his shoes.

"Dane get back here." Thad murmured successfully capturing the older boy's hand and pulling him down on top of him. Dane straddled the boy on the bed and they kissed their mouths opening up and allowing the other's tongue to roam.

As the kiss intensified both boys were affected by it. But Thad felt nervousness grow in the pit of his stomach. Especially when he felt Dane's hands fumble with the buckle of his belt. "Dane stop." He murmured turning his head away from him and took a breath. "Dane get off of me." He said pushing the blonde.

Blue eyes flickered in annoyance as Dane looked down at Thad. "Come on baby." He whispered letting kisses fall against the younger boy's neck. His lips parted and he sucked lightly at the skin there, creating a series of red marks and bruises down Thad's neck. He heard a moan escape the younger boy's mouth and he grinned. "You know I've always liked you." He whispered licking at a particularly dark bruise on the boy's collarbone. He felt hands against his chest pushing him back again and he lashed out a slap sounding as his hand met the side of Thad's face. "You will not push me away." He said harshly.

Thad touched his fingers to his stinging cheek and stared up at Dane. "You just…" he trailed off and watched as Dane's features softened and he felt the boy's soft lips against his hot skin. "I'm so sorry." Dane murmured brushing Thad's hand away. "I didn't mean it baby I didn't mean it." He whispered. He kissed Thad lightly on the lips and rubbed his thumb underneath the boy's eyes drying the tears that had appeared.

The younger boy's eyes fluttered closed as Dane whispered assuring words into his ear. He wanted so badly to believe them, so badly that when he opened his eyes to view Dane's, he did. "It's fine, I know you're sorry." He said quietly, a gently numbness and fallen over him, and he brought Dane close kissing him softly.

Thad's eyes were closed as Dane pulled away and he smirked, before leaning across the bed and opening the bed side drawer. He pulled out a condom and some lube and settled it next to them before getting off Thad just enough to undo his pants and pull them off. Thad's eyes fluttered open and he looked at Dane oddly as the blonde got undressed. "What are you doing?" he asked quietly, the numbness still heavy on him.

Dane's blue eyes flickered playfully and he bent down to whisper in Thad's ear. "You." This sent a jolt through Thad's body and the haze lifted and his hands immediately went up to push Dane off of him but he stopped short, scared of getting hit again. "I don't want to." He said, fear evident in his voice.

The blonde nuzzled Thad's neck gently and pushed him deeper into the bed. "Too bad." He murmured gently brushing kisses against his neck. "If you want to top, you have to learn to take it like a man." He said smiling as he pulled away. His hands dropped to Thad's jeans and he pulled them down sliding his shoes and socks off with them. He let his hands run gently over the soft fabric of his boxers and looked up at Thad whose eyes were squeezed shut. "You have to relax, or this will hurt a lot more then I intend it to." He said harshly.

Thad took a deep breath in and fluttered his eyes open to look at Dane; his features were still soft, like he was sorry for what he was doing. Like he loved him, and this was for his own good. "Dane I don't want to." He whispered again before he felt a hand close over his mouth. "Good thing you don't have to do anything but lie there." Dane's voice whispered his blue eyes boring holes into Thad's brown ones. A whimper escaped his lips as the hand pulled away and he felt his boxers being pulled off of him. He was still hard from their earlier contact and Dane smirked grasping Thad roughly in his hand. "This is going to feel so good." Dane murmured pumping his hand on Thad's hard cock, the contact made Thad's muscles tense but he couldn't deny that the contact felt good.

Dane's fingers slid lightly over Thad's cock, making sure it was good and hard before he pulled away. He watched as the younger boy tried to regulate his breathing and a smile ghosted over the blonde's features. "I promise if you relax it gets better." He said softly as he popped the cap on the lube and ran some over his fingers. He forced Thad's legs open, and the boy didn't give much of a fight, his limbs reacting as if on autopilot. Dane frowned slightly, he didn't want to rape him, he was going to enjoy this, he just needed to relax. "Thad." He said softly leaning up and kissing him softly. "Please, this is to help you." He murmured. He pulled away slightly and looked into the younger boy's brown eyes. "Please." He whispered kissing him again as he pressed a finger into him.

Thad whimpered slightly clutching the sheets. "It hurts." He whispered against Dane's lips that were still pressed against his. The older boy didn't respond just kissed him harder as he moved his finger gently inside Thad. "Breathe. Relax." Dane murmured before pressing a second finger into Thad and scissoring them gently. Thad let out a breathy moan. "Stop please." He said again his muscles tight around Dane's fingers. He felt a warm hand pass over his arm.

"If you would just relax everything would feel better." Dane murmured kissing Thad again. Thad let out a breath and forced himself to relax, to focus on the feeling of Dane's lips on his instead of the feeling of his heart breaking. Dane figured it would be easier just to fuck him instead of stretching him, it was so achingly slow and he was tired of waiting. He pulled his fingers out and Thad gasped.

The younger boy wasn't sure what to feel, was the aching good or bad, or was the empty feeling that spread through him good or bad. He didn't know what to do when he felt something pushing against his opening. "Dane." He whimpered. His whimper turned into a muffled scream as Dane's hand replaced his mouth as he felt Dane push his cock inside him. The blonde wasn't rough, he didn't go very far and he didn't push anymore instead letting Thad stretch around him.

Dane's lips pressed against Thad's as he bit back a moan of pleasure. He usually didn't fuck others, instead loving the feeling of someone fucking him, but this was a special case, because Thad was a special guy. "Baby, you're alright." He murmured against Thad's lips. He kissed him gently letting Thad grow accustomed to the feeling of someone else inside him. "I've got you, I would never hurt you." He said. He couldn't help feeling that it wasn't enough. "I love you." He whispered finally, the words fell from his lips like any others would, he didn't mean them but they worked like a spell and he immediately felt Thad's muscles relax.

"I love you too." Thad said looking up at Dane. He started to relax, he felt Dane shift and pull out inside him. "Just go slow." He murmured. Dane thrust gently into the boy beneath him their soft moans mixing in the air. The football player pressed his lips against Thad's and kissed him passionately, only breaking the kiss to moan loudly. He had been waiting for this, and soon, Thad would be returning the favor.

The pair's soft moans soon filled the room as Dane and Thad both neared their individual climaxes. Dane gasped loudly and his thrusts into Thad became deeper and harder. Thad winced but didn't tell him to stop, he wrapped his hands around Dane's back his nails scratching into him. A moan escaped the younger boy's lips and his back arched slightly as he felt Dane hit that particular spot. "Fuck." He said audibly his voice dark.

Dane's thrusts pushed deeper into Thad and he smirked as he heard the boy curse. "You're so hot." He murmured his head falling to the crook of Thad's neck as his thrusts became more erratic. "I'm so close." He whispered. He moaned loudly before coming into the condom he felt Thad tighten up around his cock and he came again from the sensitivity as Thad's cum shot out onto both their chests. Dane's arms wobbled and he pulled out of Thad before collapsing onto the bed next to him his arm draped securely over Thad's chest.

It was several minutes before either boy spoke, Thad was still stunned that what had happened had really just happened and Dane was spent from having to fuck his little hockey player senseless. The blonde rolled over onto his side and looked at Thad. "Next time, you're topping." He murmured bending down and kissing the boy lightly he trailed his lips down Thad's chest licking at the still sticky residue there. "You taste good." He murmured before wiping some off his chest and pressing his finger to Thad's mouth. "Taste yourself." He said watching as Thad tentatively licked the blonde's finger. "Next time, all this." He said gesturing to the younger boy's come. "Gets to be inside me." He said darkly kissing Thad gently. He moved away from him laying back down on his bed his arm falling over Thad's chest again.

Thad listened as Dane's breathing slowed down until he was asleep. Then he pulled Dane's arm off of him and got up, wincing with pain as he walked slowly to the mirror. He was covered still in a sheen of sweat and he could see the dried cum on his abs. He didn't look any different than he had earlier. There was no glow, there was no physically change. He was still Thad, so why did he feel so empty inside. He looked back at the boy on the bed, he could leave, he could not let him take advantage of him anymore, but he didn't want to leave. He wanted to stay, for as long as Dane would have him. He walked back to the bed and crawled into it wrapping the blankets around them before drifting off into a dreamless sleep.


Flint wrapped his arms around Thad and held him close. "You never have to feel like that again. Do you understand?" he asked kissing his boyfriends forehead and trying not to let the tears that built in his eyes roll down his cheeks. "I love you. And even if you don't believe it, I know, I know you love me too." He said quietly.

The older boy sobbed openly into Flint's chest, his voice sounded hollow when he spoke and he dared not look up at Flint. "But I tried to do that to you, I wanted to use you for sex, but I let myself get to involved." He said. Flint closed his eyes briefly. "I know you did." Flint whispered. "But I fell in love with you, just like you fell in love with Dane, but there is one difference between you and him, and that's you love me too. You love Thad, you love me, you loved him, but he doesn't love anyone, he's a heartless asshole who uses people for sex. You're not him, that's why you couldn't do it." He whispered.

The boys sat like that for several moments, Flint rubbing Thad's back until the older boy calmed down. "We don't have to go tonight if you don't want to." Flint murmured. Thad immediately pulled away and looked up into Flint's blue eyes. "No, we're going. If I see him, I get to finally tell him off, and if not, well then we get to enjoy a wonderful art show." He said. He wrapped his arms around Flint's neck and pulled him in for a kiss. It was light and soft but sent waves of goosebumps down Flint's back. Thad really did love him. More than he thought they were capable of at such a young age.

"I love you too." Flint whispered after the kiss looking deep into Thad's brown eyes. They kissed again and got up. "Now you've got class Mr. Wilson." Thad murmured dusting off his boyfriend's blazer before handing it to him. "Don't be late or they might give you detention, and then where would that leave me?" he said before kissing him again.

The pair left the room, holding hands, a warm glow of happiness surrounding both of them.

If only it would last.