I Always Thought I'd See You Again

Jeremy Gilbert stood there frozen, what had just happened? Did he really just see Tyler with Bonnie? Was he going to lose Tyler? When Tyler looked over at him he avoided his eyes and began to walk away. He heard Tyler call his name but he ignored it walking away and trying his hardest not to let the pain on the inside be shown on the outside.

No, I'm not making that promise again
Nothing can change my mind
Nothing at all
'cause love has a way of coming' undone
'till I'm all alone with my heart
And here I'll stay

Jeremy ran up the stairs and slammed his door shut; he sobbed loudly and allowed himself to cry while he was on his own. What was he doing? What was she doing? Touching him, flirting with him; what gave her the right? Tyler was his. He was his damn it! She didn't even deserve him, Jeremy did. Jeremy deserved to have Tyler care about him like he did. He deserved to happy for once in his life and now she was just trying to take it away from him! Jeremy sat on his bed ignoring his phones continuous ringing.

It would only be Tyler, he didn't want to speak to him, and he wanted to punish him. Jeremy looked over at his; he saw that there were over seventeen messages. No one could say Tyler Lockwood wasn't persistent. He listened to the entire message all of them said the same thing basically 'Please talk to me' and 'what did I do wrong' but the last was the one that court Jeremy's attention, the last one was the most painful.

'You know what, fine! Act like a five-year-old I don't care! That's it! I don't care, I'm through with this!'

And I always thought I'd see you again
Oh how it hurts, every time you've crossed my heart since then
Gonna give it all it takes
To hold what might have been,
But I always thought I'd see you again

Jeremy sat there pain clear on his face as he listen to the beep on his phone. He held onto the phone tightly before allowing it to fall to the floor. What was going on? Jeremy had gotten jealous of the fact that Tyler found it alright that anyone could flirt with but Jeremy couldn't even talk to another person without him getting annoyed! Everything about this 'relationship' was messed up! He looked around his room and stopped at his desk he got up and opened one of the draws pulling out a picture. He gulped as he saw it;

Tyler and Jeremy. 25/12/09.

He turned the picture around and felt the tears fill his eyes as he and Tyler stood next to one another smiling. That was his favorite Christmas of all time. He remembered that he prayed it would snow, it didn't. It rained instead and Tyler's car had broken down leaving them outside in the cold waiting for someone to notice them. Tyler kissed him after they took the picture. He loved him.

Now there's no reason to run for the phone
No need to hold my breath
Hoping' it's you
Each time I see someone we used to know
Or go some place we used to go
It's not the same

Jeremy walked into school the next morning hoping that Tyler had calmed down now. He was kidding. He had to be. He wouldn't leave Jeremy, he couldn't. He walked into the school and looked around for him. He stopped suddenly as he saw him in front of him; he was leaned into Bonnie flirting while she blushed.

Jeremy looked down at the floor as he passed them. What was he going to do now? Why was Tyler doing this to him? He stood there at the end of the hall unmoving. What was going on? Tyler had left him? After everything they've been through Tyler had finally left him. Jeremy wiped at his eyes and walked into the boy's bathroom cleaning his face quickly.

'cause I always thought I'd see you again
'oh how it hurts every time
You've crossed my heart since then
Gonna give up all it takes
To hold what might have been cause I always thought I'd see you again

The whole day was like a nightmare. Tyler and Bonnie had continued to spend time together. Flirting, smiling, laughing, and it made Jeremy feel sick, as if he were going to throw up. As if he couldn't move and was paralyzed. He sat through the lunch hour painfully, praying that Tyler would stop talking to her and look over at him. He didn't though; he didn't even make it seem like he knew who Jeremy was. Jeremy sniffed looking down at the floor he pulled out his phone and began to text him;

Why are you doing this? No reply.

Tyler, please talk to me! Again, no reply.

Don't you love me anymore? No reply.

Jeremy looked up over at him and gasped painfully. Bonnie and Tyler sat there in front of him…kissing. Tyler cradled her cheek like he did with Jeremy and would stop every few moments leaving small kisses on her lips like he would with Jeremy.

Jeremy couldn't take it anymore.

He ran.

Love doesn't come when you need love
It's not always there when you fall
Try as you may, you got nothing' to say
Nothing at all

Jeremy slammed the door shut as he stormed into his room, ignoring his sister and aunt as he did so, and lay down on his bed crying. Why was this happening to him? He didn't want this! He just laid there for a moment before it finally sunk in.

I always thought I'd see you again
Oh how it hurts every time
You've crossed my heart again
Gotta give it all it takes
To hold what might have been
Cause I always thought I'd see you again
Cause I always thought I'd see you again
Again
Again

He had lost Tyler forever.

XOXO

ManaMcC