**Ichigo
I am the pretender.
The one that pushes it all away
I'll smile in your face,
To make you stay happy
And I'll lie for your own good.
But it'll never be revealed,
How I'm really feeling.
So it'll stay wrapped up
For only me to bare.
For only me to understand.
Is it worth it?
When I see you smiling at me,
I want to be better.
But then I realize
That it won't happen.
You see,
I have this issue.
This problem with faith.
I don't have any hope.
So give me one good reason why I should pray to your name
I hate myself
But I try to hate you
And you see that I can't
You're silently watching
And I know you are
So then why leave me like this?
Is there a lesson to be learned?
Or a point to be made?
Either way,
I need some guidance.
I need a direction to go.
A place to rest my head.
A way to end this pain,
This eating feeling in my chest.
As it hurts,
It burns.
It sings.
And when I fall to my knees
I don't know what else to do.
So I'm here.
And I've never been so scared.
Hey! Here was the second piece to my newest drabble. What did ya guys think? And like I said before, all of it is through Grimmjow's eyes except for the ones with Ichigo's name above it. So this one was low and behold through Ichigo's eyes. Occasionally some of it will be from Ichigo but the majority will be our favorite blue haired sex god Grimmjow. But how I'd do folks?
~Lady Erin