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Hey hey! I'm back! Sorry for taking so long...*cries* Well for this chapter we get to look inside BB's head

BB's P.O.V.

My brother and Light have been getting close these past couple of days. Ever since they hung out in my twins room those two have been touchy feely with each other. The two ignored me too. Its like I don't even exist. I don't get a 'Hi' or a 'bye' they just go on with their little merry fucking ways. Yesterday in chem we could work in groups of three but when i went over to sit with them, they moved just like that. Why? Also I wonder what L meant when he said 'Each other' when I asked him what they were doing.

I feel so unloved at the moment. HA! I don't even know the meaning of the word 'love'. Well I do but feeling it with another person, I just don't see it happening. I'm too freaking psychotic and insane to know the feeling of love. Getting up I walked over to my dresser to grab my knife that I keep handy. Walking back to my bed I laid back down but had my head hanging off the side. I liked seeing the view of my room upside down. I took the tip of the blade and poked the tip of my right middle finger. As the blood slowly made its way down my finger I could feel blood rush to my head.

I started to zone, letting the voices inside my head try to help me figure out what to do. They argued with each other and occasionally I would give my input.

How are you going to get Light?

I shrugged. "Why do you think I'm letting you guys talk?"

You should kill off your brother. He's just in the way.

I think you should torture him! Do something really really evil!

"Hyuk hyuk hyuk!" I laughed out evilly and the voices joined me.

Kill Light? One of the voices suggested to me after we died down a little.

"How about no." If I could I would've so murdered that voice right then.

Just think BB, wouldn't it be grand if you killed one of those bastards?

"Yeah but I still have a bet to win, hyuk hyuk."

soooooooooooooooooo!

The voice sang out to me. Flipping off the bed I laid on the floor. Hmmm? Would it be nice if L wasn't here? How would Light feel towards me if L left? Would he care for me? Or would he hate my guts? Those same questions ran through my mind as I laid there, like a corpse. I pictured myself looking over L's lifeless body. The color of crimson covering him from head to toe. An evil chuckle came from my mouth.

Just then I heard the two coming down the hallway talking. I got up slowly and opened the door. I was greeted with L and Light's smiling faces. My twin was about to knock on the door. "What do you two want?"

"We would like to know if you want to come and hang out with us in the game room." L said.

DO IT! Grab his throat and choke him!

I ignored what the voice said smiled then almost nodded. "WAIT! Now you guys want something to do with me?" I felt the anger build inside of me. "What the fuck changed your minds?"

Light looked a little taken back by my sudden out burst. "Well we were acting like total asses and wanted to make it up to you."

I rolled my eyes. So they think playing games with me is going to make me forgive them just like that? Well Light has my vote but I still want to kick the shit out of my twin.

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