( h - a - t - e)
You blame yourself for their deaths. First Dominique, now Fred- all your siblings have taken their own lives. Perhaps if you had been a little more interactive in your home life, they would have felt more accepted. Perhaps if you had been a little more worried about talking to them instead of making sure your hair fell in place perfectly, they would still be alive. Perhaps if you had laughed a little more and screamed the word hate a little less, you wouldn't be feeling so guilty.
'Cause as much as you had claimed you hated them, you knew you were wrong in the end.
For Aiiimy's drabble challenge over of the HPFC forum.
prompt: hate
disclaimer: if you recognize it, it probably doesn't belong to me.
word count: 133