A/N: Dare I Say It? … Upload Mania ;) Nami x
"So where to first?" I ask them, Noah laughs. "Ours, duh." I nod at him and start to drive. "So, did you find Teenage Dream on your ipod?" Quinn asks me. I shake my head. "You took your time trying to find it guys." Santana says. I turn to Sam and he smiles at me. "We just wanted to double check." He says to them. We get out and go inside. Elsie walks past us. "I'm away to work." We nod at her and walk upstairs to Noah's room.
Sam stands beside me and holds my hand behind my back. "What is up with Rachel?" Brittany asks. "She is just being a bitch." Santana says. "It's not our fault if we like you." Brittany says to me. I smile at her. Somebody knocks the door and Noah goes down to get it. I walk over to the CD player and turn it on. "I'm going to see what is taking them so long." Sam says and walks downstairs. They smile at me and I bite my lip. "What is going on?" I shake my head. "I don't kiss and tell." I say to them. They all have shocked expressions. "You kissed?" I nod at Santana. "Maybe, just a little." They smile at me.
We hear them coming back upstairs, with Finn and Rachel. "Hudson. Rachel." I say to them. They nod. The doorbell rings and Noah rolls his eyes. "I'll get it." We nod and Sam walks back over to me. He puts his arm round me and I smile at him. "Dude, you're not welcome here. Leave." We all look round. "I just want to see her Puckerman." I close my eyes and take a deep breath. We hear them running upstairs.
"Nicola." I open my eyes and see Jesse walking in. I move away from Sam. "I need to talk to you." I nod. "Can we talk outside?" he scrunches his eyebrows and sees Rachel. I nod at him. He shakes his head. "I still love you." I turn my head to the side. "Outside." He shakes his head again. "What? Do you not want to talk to me because you're friends with basically William McKinley's entire football team and their Cheerleaders?" I shake my head. "Or is it because you don't want them to know why I am here?" I shake my head. "Stop, please." I look round and at Rachel.
"We better give you two some privacy." Rachel says, urging everyone to move out. "Huh, your friends with her now?" I look Jesse in the eye. "I didn't say I was. Please, just stop this." He smiles. "They don't know? Do they?" I shake my head. "Just stop it. I want this to end." He shakes his head. "I want to be with you." I shake my head. "Well, I don't want to be with you." He looks round at them. "You don't? Or you don't want to be with me because I cheated on you." I shake my head. "Stop it." "With-" I stop him. "Stop this now." He breathes in. "Rachel." He looks at her and I look away. "Or is it because she knew there had been a you the entire time?" I slap him. "Get out of my life, and don't let your ass hit my door on the way out." He nods.
"Happy Holidays everybody." He walks out and I look down. "Is it true Rachel?" Finn says to her, she nods slowly. Santana comes towards me and I shrug her off. "I need a minute." They nod and I walk out. I go into my room and ring him. "Hey." He says to me. "I want you out of my life, forever." I say back, a tear escapes my eye.