I have to kill you, I want to love you Chapter 4, a naruto fanfic

Thanks for the review aynonmous reviewer! Of course I'll continue it! But I might drop Mr. and Mrs. Hatake. I don't have much motivation to do it.

It's been how many weeks sinced I knew Kakashi?

Ah yes!

I picked up my bag as I left my class. Ignoring the giggles from behind me and I headed to the door. I had no more classes for the day, but I still had to work. I didn't mind. I actually enjoyed my job at Yorokubi Bakery. Entering my dorm room I found my uniform in my drawer. I placed the white chef coat on with a pair of black jeans. My eyes flickered to the mirror in the bathroom and I glimpsed the blue earrings in my ear. My hair had gotten longer...particularly my bangs.

Kakashi

Kakashi Hatake

Dr. Hatake

Scarecrow

No mattered what way I said his name I felt molten lava swirl in the pit of my stomach. But still it was a weird name to give to a kid. Maybe he looked like a skinny kid with funky hair when he was born.

Ding

The fresh smell of sweets hit me full blast. I'd never thought I'd be working somewhere that served sweets. I wasn't a big fan of them. But not all of it was sweet. Some were just sour or spicy and some about 80% alchohol. I waved at the busy Neji at the register before heading in the back to prepare more cupcakes that I noticed were low.

The steps to making them were monotone so my mind began to wonder. And it wondered to Kakashi. My stalker, My kidnapper, My hired hitman, but most importantly

I wasn't in love with the man, but I couldn't say I wasn't attracted. His pale skin. His bored eyes. His plantinum hair and that scar.

I was attracted to it. It was an angry red line down his left eye. So beautiful. So very beautiful, I thought. I placed the cupcakes in the stove and started working on the frosting. I loved tracing my hands with it. The gentle rise if scarred skin contrasted with his perfect pale skin sent shivers down my spine. We haven't had sex, but on many occasions I wished we had. I remember that one time he tried to pull my arm behind my back while I was walking down an empty hall only to have me push us into a storage closet.

For several minutes their was struggling and panting. He somehow got me to face away from him, but I continued to struggle until I felt it. Right above my ass. His cock that was very hard pressing against me. In the darkness, I went rigid and as a result so did he. I thought maybe I should be scared or try to seduce him or something.

So, I did the only thing I could think of.

I pushed backward.

His breath hitched and so I did it again. For some reason it felt good. After a few minutes of thrusting backward, he thrusted forward. One powerful thrust that had me squished into the wall. He gabbed my hips harashly and pressed them backward as he thrusted forward. I bite back a moan doing my best to keep up with him.

ohh fuck!

I thought. Kakashi had slipped his large warm hand down my pants. He stroked my cock long and hard while his cock pressed into my back. It was so good. I took in a deep breathe and inhaled his musky sent. It was cross between leather and wood? I didn't know but it smelled like him. Lazy and strong.

Ah Ah

I was so close. My mouth was open in silent screams. It's been so long since I've been touched. A year maybe two. I can practically hear the groan wanting to rip through Kakashi's throat. I rolled my hips into his as reward and he slammed into me. I was pressed into the wall. Pants came in heavy. Kakashi's hand moved faster. His thrust were much less timed. He lips were near my ear.

"S-Sasuke" I shivered. I wanted to hear it again.

"SASUKE!"

I blinked upward to see Suigetsu. He looked slightly annoyed to now I wasn't listening to him.

"..Yea?" I asked.

"Me and Neji are gonna go out for drinks , ya wanna come?" I rolled my eyes at the request. That was code for we're going to bring our boyfriends and hope to god we find you a boyfriend.

"No." I responded. I hoped that would be the end of it, but this was Suigetsu. It was never just that easy.

"Too bad because Neji says if you don't come your fired." I sighed.

"On what grounds."

"The one that says your an anti-social bitch." answered Neji coming in a rush."Did you finish the cupcakes?" I scoffed at him. Nobody was like Mr. Perfect. Everything he did was perfect and pure and made him look holier than thy. Bastard!

"Whatever" I had nothing better to do anyway. I handed Neji the cupcakes. "Where are we going?"

"Sekus" I rose a brow at this. Since when did Gaara loosen his leash enough to let Mr. Perfect go to a stripper club. Oh well, I didn't mind. Nekobaa owned that district so there was no harm in going.

It's getting late
I'm making my way over to
My favorite place
I gotta get my body moving
Shake the stress away
I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way
Possible candidate, yeah

I scanned the area blocking out the ridiculous giggles of Suigetsu perched on Juugo's lap. I saw both men and women going up and down the poles in what they thought was sensual.

I scoffed before sipping on my vodka.

I could do circles around these bitches. Their movements were so predictable and over practiced. I never practiced. I got on stage and moved to the music. They stared out lustfully at the stage. I looked on with hate and that only made them want it more.

Who knew
That you'd be up in here looking like you do
You makin' staying over here, impossible
Baby, Ima say your aura is incredible
If you don't have to go, don't

Over pass the moving female body, I glimsped silver.

When I looked again, I saw him.

What was he doing here? He looked bored and utterly emotionless. I noticed the 3 other professors there and understood immediately that he was dragged here.

I felt a tap on my shoulder

Do you know what just started?
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin on the dance floor, actin' naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand chest to chest and now we're face to face

Mama-ko, mama-sa, ma-ka-ma-ko-ssa (X5)
[CHORUS]

Up the dark brown wood, I saw an old wrinkled hand littered with sparkling rings clasping a gold handle. Nekobaa stood their with a friendly face.

"You wanna take a turn up their, child" Nekobaa always took a chance at putting me on stage. It took business away from Orochimaru when people saw Raven on stage. You never knew when he popped up. Nekobaa would get an increase in revenue since I was in her district. I always went to her district.

I nodded. I owed Nekobaa so much. I headed back with her. None of the guys said anything.

I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we can be the perfect soul mates
Talk to me girl

I stepped out in tight black shorts and a matching top. My hip matched the music rythum. The spot light was on me.

Baby, it's alright, now you ain't gotta floss for me
If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks, just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

I mouth the words to the song. Making sure to do a little dance before I went on the pole. When my head turn to the left I saw my ex and them. Sitting one table down from Kakashi.

Baby if you strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?

I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
And let me see ya strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like

I came up with a brilliant plan. Leaving the stage I went to the pole near my ex and did a small tease for him. I turned my back to him and bent down by my waist. The I was up again. Before he could touch me I promptly left. Smirking slightly to let him know I intentionally did it. His eye flowed me with a cold glare that I ignored. Kakashi was my main target.

He looked greatly displeased by my performance for some other man. My smirked widen.

It was almost like he was jealous.

The thought sent butterflies throughout my stomach.

I ain't got no Visa
I ain't got no Red American Express
We can't go nowhere exotic
It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that loves you best
Talk to me girl

Baby if you strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?

I was having too much fun. Kakashi was so clearly hard. Well, clearly to me. He did an excellent job at being impassive. I did my best to make him crack. I did unnatural yet eroctic twists on the pole before giving the silver haired man a lap dance. I twisted around so I was facing him rolling my hips erotically in the chair. Kakashi had his hands blantantly on my ass clearly for everyone to see. I whispered the lyrics to the song in Kakashi's ear. "I'm about to strip and I want it quick...Can you handle me the way I are?" The vodka was buzzing through me.

I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
And let me see ya strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are

Baby girl
I don't got a huge ol' house
I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl
I ain't got a motorboat but I can float ya boat

Reluctantly, I pulled away. Back up the stage letting my hips continue to sway.

So listen baby girl
Once you get a dose of D.O.E.
You gon' want some mo'
So listen baby girl
When I make it I want you back
Want you back, yeah

Yells were everywhere. Money was thrown carelessly. I didn't pick up not one. I got what I wanted. Now all I had to do was wait. I didn't change out of my outfit. Instead, I came out as Raven.

Raven was sadistic.

Raven was lustful.

Raven was everything you wanted and couldn't have.

I strutted out. Screams. That was my welcome when I came out. Music played and other strippers danced, but were promptly ignored in favor of me. I had no problem dropping it like it's hot.

Raven's only lover was the pole. That was the rumor and everyone wished they were the it.

I danced in unison with 2 of the dancer. My hips popped to one side while my opposite arm waved in the air. Promptly I snapped my finger, headed to the pole, and dropped my ass to the floor then rolled it back up. I knew they were watching me, but I didn't care. I wanted Kakashi.

In a poof of smoke, I was gone. Adernaline coursed through me. I couldn't wait for tomorrow.

Friday

It was too far away. I would think of the way that cock pressed against my ass for hours. I hoped he took me rough! Those angry eyes seemed to promise it. Sex with my kidnapper. How Kinky!

Heading back to the dorms in Neji's car, I listened to Suigetsu blabber about me on stage while Gaara glared at Neji. Neji got half hard watching me. I snickered with Suigetsu when we saw Gaara slap him.

Twenty minutes later I was in bed.

For once I was excited for next day to come.