It has been three weeks since I moved here and I was due in a week or so. I haven't seen any of the people that I had been dreading to bump into like Esme, Edward, or Rosalie. I was quite sure neither of them was quite fond of me. I have ran into Tanya a few times which wasn't a surprise since I'm living in her house but we haven't said much. She was always in a hurry, I suspected she was headed to meet up with her lover, Edward.

Carlisle and I finally can be together freely. We spent a lot of our time on the porch in the swing over looking t he mountains. It was so beautiful and peaceful here. I grew to be pretty good friends Kate and helped her with her horses. I was amazed she had horses and that they weren't frighten of her since its animal's natural instinct to be frightened of vampires. Though centuries ago, before she became a "vegetarian", she adopted about four horses after the owners of the horses had became well….dinner. She had been looking for a new hobby back then so she worked with them every day until they finally gained her trust and the horses she has now are just decedents of those.

As I brushed Paris, I ask, "Do you think they will be scare of me once I become a vampire?"

Kate smile's as she brushed London, "I'm not sure though may be best if you stayed away from my horses, would not want them to become your dinner."

I grin at her and then asked, "Are they scared of the other vampires…"

She says, "Not my family but only because they have been around them for as long as I have but not sure if they are like that to all vampires. The Cullens don't come near the horses or rather I don't let them. I am a bit over protective."

I say, "I am sure they wouldn't…." I was going to say "eat them" but didn't sound right so then I was going to say, "drink their blood…" but that sound too much like it came from a Dracula movie.

Kate sighs and knew what I meant, "I'm sure they would not intentionally attack my horses but their prime choice of food is animal blood and I know Carlisle….at least in his early days has drank a horse or two…so not taking my chances. "

I scrunch up face a bit disgusted and Kate says, "Animal blood will be your prime choice of food too….unless you rather feed on humans….."

I look at her disbelief, "No I don't want to drink humans but to me drinking a horse is like equivalent to human's eating horses…it's just wrong."

Kate laughs, "Oh yeah I forget American humans don't like eat the cute animals."

I roll my eyes and then look at my watch it was almost 8pm and Carlisle was probably done hunting. I lay the brush on the shelf next to me and say, "Well I am going to head back to the house. Carlisle should be back."

She nods and says, "Have a good night Bella."

I decide to walk into the main part of the house instead of the door that leaded to my room because it was on the other side of the house and I was getting eat up by mosquitoes. As soon as I walked into the house Tanya was walking down the stairs and smiles, "Hey Bella."

I smile sheepishly back at her, "Hi."

She says as she steps on the last step of the stairs and walks towards me, "You know you have been living in my house for three weeks and we have yet to have a conversation."

Oh crap where is this going? I know she probably hates me….the ex of her lover.

I nod, "Uh…yeah."

She ask, "So how are you liking it here?"

I say, "It's nice. Thanks for letting me stay….I know it must be weird."

She looks at me confused, "Weird? Why would it be weird?"

I say looking down at my feet, "Well Edward was my ex and now you two are together…so…."

Tanya laughs, "Together? Edward and I? What makes you think we are together?"

I bite my lip embarrassed, "Well you two….."

She says "Oh because we had sex…..I only did that because I had wanted to have sex with him since I met him and he needed a favor. I forget that sex is such an emotional thing for humans."

I ask, "It's not for vampires?"

She shrugs, "Sometimes if you are with your soul mate….or maker. Though most of the time it's just pleasurable."

"Oh."

I then asked, "This may not be any of my business but what was the favor Edward needed?"

Tanya says, "To see what happens when he has sex….would he become animalistic or have some control. He figure out he had some control but then he just got addicted to it. I always had thought he was my soul mate but felt nothing after the 136 times we did it….so now we are just friends."

I nod awkwardly and say, "Oh."

She gives a big smile showing all her perfect white teeth, "Now that we have that all in the open we should get to know each other. I think you having a half vampire baby are amazing and I have no animosity over you what so ever. I hope you feel the same."

I shake my head, "Nope I don't have any bad feelings about you either."

She smiles, "Good."

She then looks at her watch, "Well I have a date with a very looking human in like 10 minutes. So see you later."

Then before I could say bye she was gone.

Well that was a very awkward conversation.

I walk into my room and Carlisle was sitting on the bed and I knew by his expression that he heard the whole conversation. I shrug, "I just wanted to know..,"

He smiles, "One thing about Tanya is she is honest."

I then yawn and he says, "You must have had a long day."

I nod, "Yes I made myself busy while waiting for you. I cleaned in here and cleaned out my closet to give away some of the maternity clothes that no longer fit. Alice then took me shopping and then when we got back I cooked dinner and then helped Kate with the horses."

Carlisle smiles, "Well you have had a full and busy day. I'm happy that you are starting fit in well…"

I shrug, "I oddly feel comfortable here…."

He pulls me into a hug and says, "Well my dear I have nice hot bath waiting for you."

J murmured into his shirt inhaling his wonderful smell, "That sounds wonderful…"

CPOV

After her warm bath I help tuck her in bed and snuggle next to her until she fell asleep. I decide to go outside and look at the stars but was met by Esme when I went out the door.

I say in almost a whisper, "Esme….is everything okay?"

She sighs crossing her arms, "Yes I am fine. I just wanted to talk….I need some answers."

I nod, "Okay and you deserve them…"

Esme says, "I will never understand why you decided to have an affair with a high school girl but not any girl our son's first love…"

I pull my fingers through my hair, "I didn't plan it. You just can't control destiny…"

Esme laughs humorlessly, "Destiny? You still believe that we are destining to be with someone…"

I nod and she says, "Well I don't anymore because I always thought I was destine to be with you."

I say honestly, "I'm sorry Esme that I hurt you but I know you will find someone far better than me…"

She shrugs, "I'm not so sure about that…not many vegetarian vampires out there…"

I then suddenly hear Bella's heartbeat began to rise and she start to breathe harder.

I was to her bedside in an instant and I gently lay her back. I have help with many births in my time but this was my child which made me nervous.

Her legs were already bent and legs spread and she moaning in pain. I was afraid with her feeling so much pain so early on in the labor…contractions are painful but they don't start out being unbearable, usually. I rip away any garment that block the passage of the child and when I was finally able to see, I was shocked that she was already fully dilated.

I asked, "Have you felt any pain today…"

She was breathing hard and I look up to see Alice by her side with a cold rag patting it on her face. Bella shakes her head, "N…o…I—I felt find to—day…"

I say, "Well you are already fully dilated so I need you to push…I'll count to three…"

"1-2-3 PUSH" And she did very well and I hardly notice that the whole household and my family were standing around watching…astonished to see the rare birth of a half vampire half human child.

After she pushed a couple of times the baby was out. It was a beautiful baby girl….I cut the umbilical cord. Alice gasp, "She is beautiful!"

I smile and if it was possible I would be sobbing now looking down my beautiful baby girl.

Bella rises up sweaty and exhausted. She smiles and I wrap the child up in a towel that Alice had lay beside me and then hand her to Bella. I saw the tears in her eyes as she held her…our child and my unbeaten heart swelled with love….we had a family now.

"Carlie Renee Cullen." She says lovingly to her daughter and looks up at me, "Do you like it? Carlie is a combination of your name and my father's"

I smile and bend down towards her kissing her forehead and then kissing our daughters little cheek, "I love it."

She sighs happily and we look at our beautiful daughter. The rest of the family look awe, even Edward, Rosalie, and Esme were looking….amazed.

Jasper was around but he stood out on the porch since there was a lot of blood around from the birth.

BPOV

It has been a week since Carlie was born and I was sitting on the front porch in the rocking chair feeding Carlie when I heard footsteps on the porch and I look up seeing Rosalie standing there.

She says, "Bella. I-" She seemed to be lost for words which was a shocker.

I say, "Yes?"

Rosalie says, "I just want to tell you that Carlie is beautiful and though I know I haven't agreed with you and Carlisle's relationship but I willing to admit that maybe I was wrong…."

I raise an eyebrow kind of taken a back. Rosalie saying that she is wrong….if she wasn't a vampire I would think she was sick.

I ask as I start burping Carlie, "What made you change you your mind."

Rosalie says, "I just watch you and Carlisle together with Carlie and you both look so happy…I'm almost jealous of your little family."

I say, "Oh. Well thanks…"

I then ask, "Would you like to hold Carlile?"

Her eyes lighten up and nods, "Yes I would.."

I hand her over Carlie and Rosalie carefully takes her, at first feeling awkward with Carlie but soon becomes comfortable holding her and swaying her back and forth in her arms. "She is beautiful Bella…."

She sits in the rocking chair and rocks her, "Bella I've always been jealous because you were human and it frustrated me that you were human and complained about it…wanted to become one of us….I just thought it was ridiculous….because you had the ability to get marry, have children with the house and the white picket fence something I have dreamed of as a human….that is why I always was so harsh to you….."

I shrug, "Maybe I have been a bit selfish and rude complaining about being human. I just never thought marriage and children were something I wanted until I became pregnant….I would have been fine if he changed me and it was just us, I mean 9 months ago children would be out of the question never had the desire to have children until I got pregnant…"

I lovingly look at Carlie, "Though now I couldn't imagine my life without her."

She smiles, "I can see…she is beautiful."

I nod, "Looks like she likes you…."

Her face lightens up and coos at the baby, "Hi, I'm your Aunt Rosalie…"

Emmett was suddenly by her side, "And I'm your Uncle Emmett…."

Carlisle's BMW pulled up and came out with 20 grocery bags and I reply, "Carlisle you do realize I'm the only one who eats around here…."

Carlisle smiles over at Rosalie holding Carlie and then smiles back at me bending down kissing me on the lips softly, "I know but I didn't know what to get so I got everything…."

My life seemed more normal than it should be with me having a half vampire child and living with a house full of vampire but I had a family a real family and Carlie is lucky to be able to grow up in such a big family. Life was good.

I had decided to wait till I'm at least 21 before being changed, I wanted to be closer to Carlisle's age and maybe take a few college classes….plus I was afraid I wouldn't be able to be a mother to Carlie if I were a newborn vampire at least by then she will be close to 3 and we may could sort of explain it to her.

Esme soon found love with no other than a human she met at the pottery class she as taking. His name was Peter. After a few months he admitted that he knew she was not normal and she revealed her secret. They soon got married and he was changed to a vampire

Edward one day went with Alice to meet the hybrids and they talk them into coming to visit us to see that it was possible for a vampire father to love their child. Edward fell in love with the female hybrid Sarah which sounded fitting….she was human and vampire which were perfect for him.

We were all now a big family and still travel around together. I do miss my human family a lot but as a year goes by it gets easier and easier. I just look forward to the future…

AN: I'm sorry but I had to complete the story because really I ran out of ideas I got down to the part that I had originally intended the story to be about and I then got writers block and had no idea where the story should go from there so I decide to just make the last chapter the ending. I so so appreciate the support and everyone reading it and overlooking my grammar mistakes lol. I do have more stories coming so you will read them!