Author's note: well elloz ppl. wow it has bee forever since i have updated, T.T I am sorry I will try to keep up with this, but R.L cought up with me. heheh. anyways hope you enjoy this. Must give love to my beta weave the magic, she is just wonderful, without her man would this story not work heheh.

Disclaimer: you know the deal don't own a thing, but the story here written. Enjoy.


chapter 2

Oh shit

'What is he doing here?' Looking at him I could still see, that smirk on his sexy mouth.

'Crap! Did I say sexy mouth?'

"Emerald pourquoi ne pas donner à ces deux messieurs belle quelque chose de plus à boire?"

Madam Esme said as she batted her eyes at carlisle, he chuckled at this obvious flirting. As I stood up, Jasper grabbed my hand to pull me back. I looked up at him but he was looking at Esme.

"Je pense que je voudrais profiter de mon entreprise d'autre où si vous n'avez pas l'esprit?" Madame Esme smiled.

"Bien sûr Emerald la salle privée suffirait pour ce soir." Nodding I took Jasper's hand.

"Ainsi monsieur." I tugged him along with me going up the stairs to the private room where all the high class customers were 'entertained'. Once we reached it, i pulled him in clsoing the door. I took a breath trying to calm my nerves, I then turned back to him and sees him sitting on the bed, looking at me with his honey golden eyes. I walked to the liquor table that was ever present in s lot of the rooms, getting him a drink, I wished I could have one too, but rules state I can not drink unless my patron allows me too.

I walked to him handing him his glass, I stand there waiting for what he wanted to do next. Raising the glass to his perfectly rounding lips, he takes a drink and he smiles. I do not know why , but that smirk really makes me angry! It is like he is trying me say that he is better then me. Taking a deep breath again, I tried to clam my herves.

" nerveux?"

I shook my head at this comment.

" Alors pourquoi êtes-vous là, debout?"

"Parce que vous avez à me dire ce que vous voulez." cocking a eyebrow he smirked.

" Je pense que vous savez ce que je veux." Nodding I pulled of my sash to my robe, then letting it fall off my shoulders onto the floor.

I saw his eyes go wide as they looked me up and down, like he was trying to memorize every part of my body. I felt uncomfortable, patrons never really look at me, they usually just throw me down, have their way with me, then leave. I prefered it that way. He stands up and steps towards me, stopping a inch away from golden eyes intense, he reaches up his hand to caress my cheek.

'What in gods name is he doing?' I grabbed his hand that was on cheek, I lead him towards the bed reaching down I let my drawers fall, laying down with my legs opened in submission. Turning my head as always, my mind went blank; my happy place as Esme called it. Always go to your happy place where no one could touch you. However, I was brought out of my daze by a blanket being draped over me, turning towards him, I saw the sadness and ... anger in his eyes.

"Que faites-vous?" I asked, He looked at me.

"Damnit!" he said in english, I cocked my head wondering why exactly he said that. Soon he started to pace muttering to himself

'just great he is duranged' I hold the blanket to myself as I sit up. I watched him. I Only caught a few words like 'stupid', 'scared him', ' kill them', and 'mate'. However, mate was the one that got my full attention. Why would he say mate? Having enough, I did what I could think of at the time and spoke in English.

"What are you doing?" His head jerked to me, "you speak english?"

"Of course I do I am English after all."

Nodding he looked at me with a sheepish grin. "So you heard what I was saying? I smiled, "Not really I only got a few words"

He moved to the bed, making himself comfortable against the head board.

"So if you are English, why are you in france?"

"well..." I looked down feeling my cheeks heat up. Why does he have to ask questions; and rules state it they ask, you have to tell.

"I was left here," keeping my head down as I said this.

"what do you mean left here" Keeping my head down I told him my story.

"My parents left me here, we were a well off family that was going though rough times; they had a debt to be payed here in France. So me being the oldiest, they thought that I should be the one to pay their debt. I was only 16 at the time so I really did not have any other choices but here. well I paid off the family debt, but when it was time for my family to come and pick me up, they came with other news instead.

You see, since they were now debt free and there fortunes picking up, they were able to start reestablishing the family name. But if they took me back and others find out about my past, they would lose it all again. So they made to decison to leave me here... so I have been here ever since." I took a haggard breath, Jasper put a hand on my arm.

"Emerald are you alright?" Looking up at him I knew that my face was blank,shocked face told me so.

"I am fine I stopped caring a long time ago" He reached over to caress my cheek again. He smiled.

"Your a strong one aren't you?" I grabbed his head, moving it away from my face.

"No I just do not give a damn anymore."


Well I hope ya'll liked it. why dont you tell me in a R&R, it the pretty on in the middle there. tell me if you liked it loved, or just pllain ol hated it.

well till next time bye now.

Here are the tranlastions in order:

"Emerald why dont you get the men some more to drink"

"I think I would like to take my company else where if you dont mind?"

"of course Emerald the private room would surfice for tonight"

"this way mister""nervous""then why are you just standiing there?"

"Because you have to tell me what you want"

"I think you know what I want"

"what are you doing?"