So sorry that it took so long for me to update! I completely forgot about my story :P I don't own SWAC.
Sonny's POV
It's now November. Chad has become more arrogant. Miley and I have become a lot closer. She's like a sister to me now. I still have the same friends, they're great. Chad and his model-like girlfriend are more annoying. Damn them. She thinks I like Chad when I clearly don't. Ugh, anyway, it's Friday and Miley and I are at the mall shopping for Chad's party tonight. I thought she hated him.. why is she making me go with her? I have a headache.
"Miles, why are we here? I don't wanna go to some stupid party." She rolled her eyes and turned to look at me.
"You need to get out of the house. You're always at home and you should find a guy!" I scoffed at her and folded my arms, glaring at her. What the hell?
"I didn't come to Clalifornia for a guy and you know that. Even if I did then I'm capable of finding one myself."
"I'm sorry but I just really wanna go." I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at her as if she had two heads. I am so confused. Is she bipolar or something?
"But you hate Chad! Why the hell do you-" I turned my head to see a tattoo parlor and my face changed instantly. I've always wanted to get a tattoo but my mother never allowed me to get one. But I'm almost 18.. yeah in like 9 months, smart one. Who gives a flying fuck? It's close enough. What my mother doesn't know, won't hurt her. I could really care less about her though.
"Miley! Let's go to the tattoo parlor!"
"What?! Are you insane? Your mom would kill you!"
"Does it look like I give a fuck? No it doesn't. Plus, who said she would know?" I took her hand and ran into the tattoo parlor named 'Tattoo's R US' Hm, that's pretty stupid name for a tattoo place.
"Ugh, fine but I'm not getting a tattoo"
"Please! It doesn't hurt, I'm sure." I scanned the pages for the perfect tattoo and spotted a blue feather. Ooh, that would look perfect behind my ear. Plus my mother wouldn't know about it. Who cares if she finds out, to be honest.. I looked up at the guy walking towards me and Miley. I read his name tag which read 'Joseph'.
I looked over at Miley who seemed to be having a heated debate with herself. She turned me and sighed. "Fine I'll get a tattoo!"
"Great"
"Hello, ladies. Find any tattoos that interest you?" I stared at Joseph, he wasn't old. He was probably in his early 20's. Wow. He was really good-looking. Maybe I could take him to Chad's party. You just want to see Chad jealous. Shut up conscience, no I don't. I snapped out of my thoughts when Miley spoke.
"Yeah, I want 'Love' on my ear." He nodded and looked towards me.
"And for you?"
"A blue feather behind my ear"
He started our tattoos and after about an hour and 10 minutes of Miley's screaming. We were done! We thanked Joseph and walked out and over to the Forever 21 for dresses. Yeah.. I decided to not take Joseph because it would be weird since he doesn't even know me.
Miley was squealing like a little girl when she spotted her 'perfect' party girl. I laughed under my breath and followed her as she ran to the clothing rack. She pulled out a strapless black dress with random writing on it. It was gorgeous!
"Miley, that's gorgeous! You need to get it!"
"Really?"
"Yeah, go try it on!" I shoved her into the dressing room and locked her in there. She laughed and I walked back over to the clothing rack. I spotted a thin strap black dress. It was hot. I wonder what Chad would think when he saw it. Wait, I don't really care. You're a bad liar, Sonny. Ugh. I went into the dressing room that was next to Miley's and tried on the dress. I looked in the mirror and stared at myself in awe. Wow. I look sexy. I smirked and took it off, changing back into my outfit that I had on before. Oh, I was definitely getting this.
Miley and I paid for our dresses and went back to my house. I already had a pair of shoes that matched our dresses perfectly. We made our way to my room and dropped our bags on my bed.
"Sonny, can you do my hair? I'm lazy as fuck. Gosh, who knew shopping could be so much work."
I faked a gasp. "Oh my, is little Miley turning into a rebel? She said fuck." She flipped me off but I smiled and shrugged it off.
"Yeah, I'll do your hair." I plugged up the hair curler as Miley sat on my bed. Hmm.. I wonder..
"Hey, Miley, do you have any crushes?" She stayed silent for a while.
"No.. why?" Terrible liar.
"You liar! Who is it? Do I know him?"
"It's Nick.."
"Really?" She nodded.
"That's cute."
An hour passed and I finished Miley's hair and make-up. She looked hot! Nick would definitely date her. Damn, I'd date her! Haha. I was in the middle of brushing my hair out to make it wavy.
"Wow, Sonny. I look hot. Thank you!" She kissed my cheek in a friendly manner and then she went back to staring at herself in mirror. Conceited much?
"Yup." I slipped in my black dress and zipped it up. I slipped into my black Christian Louboutin heels and then added my smoky black eye liner around my eyes and cherry scented lipgloss on my pink lips. I stepped back and looked at myself in the mirror and smirked. I put on silver hoops, spiked bracelets to cover up my scars and a spiked bow ring. I saw Miley staring at me from the corner of my eye.
"You're staring. That's rude, Miles."
"I'm sorry, you just look.. hot!" I laughed.
"Thanks, ready?"
"Ready!"
Here goes nothing..
Chad's POV
It was 7:45pm and my party started at 8pm. I looked at myself in the mirror and grinned. I had on a simple gray t-shirt with blue jeans that looked more like uniform pants but I liked it and a brown leather jacket. I looked good! I brushed my hair slightly and put on my new Ray Bans. I thought about Sonny.. Hm.. would she make it? I know that Smiley.. or whatever her name is, is coming. Maybe Sonny will be with her. Yeah, right.
I ran downstairs to see Skylar all ready.
"Hey man. You ready to have the best party ever.. again?" I laughed.
"Yup!"
"I brought a girl if you don't mind"
"Sky, there will be hundreds of people here. Does it look like I care if you bring a girl?"
"Well true.."
I turned the music on blast and laid out snacks. I made sure everything was ready before my security guard let people in through the velvet rope. I nodded at him when I was ready and he started letting people in. It didn't take long until the whole house was full with people.. people I didn't even know! I smiled as my girlfriend walked up to me.
"Hey Chaddy!" She kissed my cheek.
"Hey Lexi, having fun?"
"Now that you are here.."
"Great!"
"That Sonny girl isn't here, is she?" She looked around for Sonny. I shrugged not paying attention to her much.
"I don't know.."
"Okay good. See you later."
I walked passed her and over to the mini bar in the corner of my house. I asked for a cold beer and shooed the guy who was making it, away. A certain brown head caught my attention. She had on a tight black dress that hugged every curve on her body. She was hot. As the guy came back, I took my cold beer and drank some of it before realizing who I was looking at. That wasn't just some girl.. That. was. Sonny. Munroe. Oh my god! I'd love to tap that.. did you seriously just say that? What are you? 12?
I continued looking at Sonny from afar when a wave of jealousy came over me. She started dancing with some random guy who was taller than her and had sleek black hair. They danced to 'Drop It Low' and they were basically grinding each other. No one touching my girl.. Hm! So you admit it? You like her.. or do you just wanna tap that? A little bit of both.
I set the now empty bottle of the counter and waltzed over to Sonny when the music stopped playing. "Hey Sonny." Her smile was instantly gone. Ouch..
"Hi Chad." She turned back to the guy who she was talking to. What the actual fuck?
I grabbed her arm and walked towards the backyard. She kept scoffing at me and trying to get out of my hold. I just smirked when she couldn't. I'm stronger than her.
"Chad, what the fuck? Let go!"
As we reached the bench in my backyard, I let her go and sighed.
"Um, what the hell was that? I was in the middle of a conversation and you just pull me out here! What do you want? It better be important too." She snapped at me and looked pissed off. I have to say, Sonny is gorgeous when she's mad.
"Who was the guy you were dancing with?"
"His name is Zach. Why?"
"I didn't like how you were dancing with him."
Everything went silent and you could actually feel the tention out here.
"What. the. hell. You come out here to tell me that you don't like the way that I was dancing with a boy! We aren't even dating so why should it matter to you? Oh, that's right. It shouldn't. You're so annoying and rude! Don't you understand that I don't like you. at. all. You have a girlfriend. I just came here because I wanted to make my friend happy and now i'm starting to regret-"
I pressed my lips to hers softly so she could stop talking. Her words hurt.. She tensed up but relaxed and kissed me back slowly. Our lips molded together as I grabbed her waist and pulled her on my lap. She wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me closer to her. We were like this for 2 minutes until a slight gasp was heard. I pulled away and saw Alexis, standing there with tears in her eyes. Oh no.. Sonny slid off my lap.
"Ale-"
"No! I don't wanna hear it, you fucking jerk. She walked closer to me and glared at me. She then made her way over to Sonny and murmered something that I couldn't make out. After that, a loud slap was heard. I turned around to see Sonny holding her left cheek with tears in her eyes. Alexis slapped Sonny! Whoa! What the hell?
Everyone started making their way out in the backyard to see the drama happen. Sonny blinked away her tears, glared at me with so much hatred and stormed out of my house. Great move, smart one. Eh, whatever she'll be over it by Monday, tops.
Sonny's POV
I was yelling at Chad when all of a sudden, his lips were on mine. HIS FUCKING FLAWLESS LIPS. I mean.. no.. I didn't mean that. Anyway, I was going to push him off but his lips on mine, felt so good. I couldn't resist. We were kissing for a long time when I soft gasp was heard. I pulled away and looked at Chad's girlfriend who looked like she was gonna cry. Nice timing. I slid off his lap and sat next to him awkwardly.
"Ale-" Chad tried to say but Alexis had cut him off.
"No! I don't wanna hear it, you fucking jerk." Damn.. someone took a left turn off the happy train.
She made her way over to me and glared at me so hard.
"Listen here, you slut. I never liked you because I knew that you liked Chad. You know I knew! Yet you, kissed him anyway? That's fucked up, Allison." I bit down on my tongue from responding to her. How the hell did she know my real name? "This is my first and last warning.. Stay Away from my boyfriend. If you don't then I'll make sure you're life is a living hell and that's a promise not a threat." She growled at me which was followed by a loud, hard smack across my face.
I breathed in deeply and held my left cheek, tears stinging my eyes. I didn't dare blink. I promised myself a new start, no fights or anything. I just sucked it up.. right now, I hate California so much. I glared at Chad before storming out of his house. I took out my phone from my purse and started a new text to Miley.
'Leaving early, do you think Nick can take you home? I don't wanna ruin your fun.' - Sonkiss
'Yeah he can. Are you okay, Sonny?' - Smiley:)
'Yeah, uh, I'm fine. Just not feeling well.' - Sonkiss
'Oh okay. Get better ttyl, xo.' - Smiley:)
I closed my phone and sighed. I got in my car and started driving back to my house. It only took 10 minutes until I was in the driveway. I sat in the car and broke down into tears. Huge tears covered my face. I cried for about 20 minutes. No one knows that I break so easily.. no one.. not even my mother knows. I only put up this whole bad-ass front because I don't want people thinking I'm a softy. I hate being called a softy.. This all started in elementary school..
Flashback..
I was 13 years old and I was at a new school.. I hated being new. There was a group of girls called the "Populars", they picked on my for no reason at all. They would call my fat, ugly, loser, nerd.. It was terrible. They'd push me around and taunt me. It made me feel like I was nothing and that no one loved me. I always wondered why these girls picked on me? I didn't want to tell my parents because that would have made things worse. So.. I started cutting myself.. one of those girls found out about it and taunted me more. They'd call me "Emo girl".. I actually started acting how I was labeled in school.
"Hey look it's Emo Girl! Get away or she'll cut you!"
"Emo Girl! You're such a fatty"
"You'll never be loved Emo Girl. If you do.. it's out of pity."
"Ew who would want to touch Emo Girl?"
"Hey Emo Girl, do you wear make-up to hide the hideousness?"
"One day, you'll die from what you do Emo Girl and no one will miss you."
"Go back to the hell you came from."
"I hate you."
"You're stupid.."
"You're a worthless slut.."
"No one will ever love you.."
End of flashback.
I got of the car silently and into my home. I slid down the door and cried again. My mother just looked at me disgusted.
"Don't get your worthless tears on my carpet." I ran upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door. I stared at my red, tear-stained face and sighed before lifting up the small rug and grabbing a razor blade. I held out my wrist with the blade into my other hand.
"No one will ever love you.." "You're a worthless whore" "You will die alone" "I hate you" I glared and slid the blade violently across my wrist three times. I hissed loudly and dropped the blade in the sink before grabbing a towel and rinsing my wrist off and the blade, putting the blade back under the rug.
"Yeah.. well.. Emo Girl doesn't love herself either.." I whispered and walked into my room, locking the door. I changed into my pajamas, took off my smeered make-up and hopped into bed. I let one more tear fall down my face and fell alseep.
I'm such a wreck. They are right.. no will love me. Just keep smiling, Sonny, you're fine..
REVIEW! Woohoo! That was chapter 3. Hoped you like it, just thought I'd tell you Sonny's backround and everything.