The morning after the night before was even better than the night.
Kendall and I didn't sleep at all, we talked til morning about everything and anything.
We had sex again too.
It was just approaching 9am, I was still very much entangled with kendalls body when his alarm sounded.
"Damn I gotta get ready, I'm meeting my mom at 10 for breakfast" he tried to free himself from our tangle.
I made a sad face at him."Will you be back home tonight?" I asked.
"Yes I will" he kissed my forehead as he got out of bed."Is that your way of requesting my company again miss Lloyd?"
"It might be Mr Schmidt" I toyed.
He climbed back in the bed on top of me.
"In that case I will see you at 7:30" and he kissed my neck seductivly, working his way up to my mouth to give me a parting gift kiss with his tongue.
His sweet cool breath on my face made me light headed.
He made his exit to the bathroom and I heard the shower turn on.
Wow!
Time to collect my thoughts. Definitely no regrets still in them. I glanced to the window, another beautiful day was beginning in LA.
I wondered if kendall wanted this to be a regular thing? Like a couple thing?
Geez calm down sheriden, its only been one night... One night! and my feelings for kendall had totally flipped round and upside down. It made my heart ache for him just thinking about it.
Jesus how can I just suddenly be in love with the guy.
Kendall had said he felt strong for me for a while, had I felt strong for him too without even realising it? I got out of bed and spied my clothes on the floor.
Kendall must have lobbed my bra off in all his haste. I found it almost over the other side of the room.
I giggled to myself, and climbed back in to my Calvin Klein dress and buckled my shoes back on. I shoved my underwear in my purse, no one will no if I'm commando under here I thought.
Kendall emerged from the bathroom, his hair a damp scruffy mess on his head, and wearing only a towel around his waste.
His beautiful green eyes smiling at me."Hope you were going to say goodbye?" he smirked.
I strutted over to him, kissed him on the lips."I think I may be a bit in love with you right now kendall".
Our heights matched now I had my shoes on. His eyes shot through me like bullets.
He smiled his American smile at me.
"Wait two minutes and I will walk you down to your car". He said.
He quickly dressed, and towel dried his hair. He didn't take my hand once we were out of the safety of his hotel room, but I slyly slid my hand in his palm as we got in the elevator.
"I wasn't sure if you wanted this public?" He raised our clenched hands to point at them with his other.
"public is cool" I whispered.
Kendall laughed and looked up to the elevator ceiling grinning.
Walking through the hotel lobby with kendall holding my hand and wearing last nights party clothes was exhilarating stuff. I had held his hand a bunch of times, but it was always at some function of some description, it had never just been for fun, and this was fun. I could just see the headlines now read "sheriden lloyd bags toy boy" .
Ah what the hey! We made our way across the lobby and in to the car park elevator. Kendall seemed nervous.
"All okay in there" I questioned.
He smiled, "yeah all fine, my heart feels like its going to explode".
I laughed out loud. "Your first public scandal, its gonna be rough" I teased.
Kendall pulled me in towards him and kissed me slow and sensual, biting my lip as he broke free, his hand on my waist slipped further down, giving my bum a circular stroke. He then realised I had no underwear on and gave me a gentle pat before he gave out a chuckle. My face flushed, and welcomed the elevator doors opening in to the dimly lit parking lot.
We found my Mercedes.
"See you tonight?" His blond eyebrows high with hope.
"7:30 as agreed" I promised.
I found the key fob in my purse and pushed the button to unlock the opened the door for me.
He kissed me on the cheek as I walked up to the open door.
"See you sheriden" his voice almost a whisper, he closed my door for me, I started the engine and gave him a nod of my head before driving off.
He was still stood there as I checked my mirror before turning out of the lot.
As I returned home, I could hear the beep of my answer machine, I wasn't in the mood to be bogged down by work just yet, it had been so long since I felt care free, I wanted to enjoy it. I ran a bath, turned some music on. I found my cell to check Twitter quick, some party pictures had made their way on already. But nothing of great interest for me, I got in the bath and drifted away.
I ended up having spent half the morning in the bath, by the time I was out and dressed it was near on lunch, I listened to my answer machine, James had left me one asking what time I'm getting to the party and that he wouldn't forget the guitar for kendall. I presumed he just covered all angles seeing as he had sent a similar text.
I wondered why kacey hadn't gone in the end, his text definitely mentioned her.
I wondered what he would make of me seeing kendall. He found the brief idea of me and Logan hysterical.
I rummaged through the fridge for something I might find tempting. My stomach and head still didn't feel great from the shots I had last Night, so I just settled on some grapes for now. I spun my phone in my hand, do I or don't I tell Carlos about kendall?
I decided not to.
I liked it being the kendall and sheriden show for now. We didn't need any extras just yet.
I grabbed my keys and left for work.
The drive home from work was hot. I fiddled with my air con, but it must of died on me.
When I got home I needed to shower, I got my clothes out ready for my date with kendall, just simple, white shorts and a floral top. I did my hair in a scruffy bun, found a nice pair of sparkly sandals and left the house for kendalls.
Kendall lived just over half hours drive from my house, he lived in a posh looking rented town house. I had been there only a handful of times. His house was homely, the only expenses he had really splashed out on for his home were the electronic gadgets and a cleaning lady, kendall had the reputation of being messy. I know Carlos constantly moaned about kendalls bad habits.
I pulled in to the drive and parked up. I gave my hair one last check in my mirror.
As I walked up to kendalls door I panicked that maybe he had decided it was all a mistake. I wished I had called him before I left the door opened before I reached it, and kendall stood in the doorway smiling. He wore a black tee and red cargo pants. His blond hair swept over his face, some strays covering his eyes. He looked at ease.
Why would I ever of worried. This is kendall I was talking about after all.
"Miss Lloyd, I do believe your early" he jested.
"Hello handsome" I kissed him lightly on the lips.
"Come on in" he had a cheeky smirk on his face.
I surveyed kendalls home with new eyes. a huge cream long piled rug filled the room, there was a large glass topped black table that looked like it had been pushed to one side to house a games controller for easier reach from the couch. His flat screen tv had a playstation game paused on it. He must of heard my car pull up to drag himself away from that.
To my surprise Kevin, kendalls brother walked in the room holding a soda in one hand and a glass in the other, he had a bag of chips clenched between his teeth. He sat down on the black leather couch and took the chips from his mouth.
"Hi" he said as he picked up the games controller.
"Hi" I replied with a small wave of my hand.
Kendall ushered me through to the kitchen. The kitchen had white units and a black marble top, the whiteness of the units made the kitchen feel bigger than it was.
"sorry I didn't realise you had a guest" .
"Well its only my brother for now, but some of the boys will be 'round later. They kind of talked me in to it. I didn't know kev was gonna be staying till I got back here quick after lunch".
He looked embarrassed that he had momentarely cocked our first date up.
"I would of called you but I didn't want to put you off. Your the only thing that's kept me going today" he rubbed the side of my face with his hand.
"No its my fault, I just assumed when you said you would be home you would be alone, it doesn't matter that you're not" I caressed his arm.
"We could go out?" he offered.
"No kendall honestly, I'm good for this, I know its early days but I really want this to work, and that usually entails people knowing, so..." I pulled him in for a kiss."Why don't you start with your brother" I entwined his fingers with mine.
"Kev already knows sheriden" he looked at his feet like a naughty school boy.
"Well... that's good," I lifted his chin and smiled at him, his beautiful eyes smiled back."Are you ready to let people know? I mean if you've changed your mind its cool, we can still go back to how we were". My smile had faded a fraction as i spoke.
"No way, I want this so bad, I want you so bad, I just don't wanna scare you off by coming on to fast". His own honesty had embarrassed him.
"Kendall I'm a big girl, your thinking about stuff to much, I'm just me remember, not the girl they print shit about in the press. Just sheriden, you can't always please every one, but I need to know you can try to at least cope with this situation... I don't wanna lose you to the trolls in the papers or the fake friends in your life that pass judgements"
"I'll be fine" he kissed my nose and walked over to his fridge."Drink?" He waved a soda in my direction.
"Sure, thanks" I replied.
He walked back to me and put the drinks on the counter top, he pushed his body in to mine, I was backed up against his kitchen counter.
He kissed my neck. It felt cool on my warm skin and sent shivers down my spine. He moved to my lips, letting my tongue slip inside him. He felt so gentle, my heart ached.
His arms wrapped themselves around my tiny waist and visions of last night came flooding back to me, his tongue felt more seductive now, he was teasing me with it.
"What the fuck is this?!" Carlos yelled as he entered the kitchen.
Kendall was glued to the spot. He never mentioned Carlos to me in his fears of people not wanting us to be together, but I knew Carlos would of been on the top of his list.
"Hey los" I chided.
"Dont hey los me, why didn't you guys just tell me?" He seemed annoyed."Well..." I looked at kendall, and continued "...its a very new development" I added a wry smile to my face.
"Well I wish you had of warned me at least". He snapped.
"So... so what do you..think?" Kendall mumbled.
"I think your way out your league kendall. And I think the press are gonna beat you down" Carlos argued.
"Carlos, may I just say that I really don't give a shit what you think" My adopted American accent from my years here faded from my voice as it snapped at Carlos.
Kendall took my hand to try calm me down, Carlos eyed this kind gesture with scepticism. After what seem like an eternity of silence Carlos spoke.
"she could do worse I Spose" he paused to think.
"don't fuck her about, I don't want it weird between us!" he added, He then gave a weak smile and left the kitchen.
Well if Carlos was at the top of kendalls list, I would say the rest would be easy.
"He must really like you" I giggled and gave kendall an excited squeeze.
Kendall let out a laugh, grabbed the sodas and my hand and walked me to the living area on the opposite black leather couch to where Kevin and Carlos were playing their basketball game.
"It's weird! gonna take me a while to get used to seeing you two together like that" Carlos said as he shifted in his seat as he spoke but didn't move his eyes from the flatscreen.
"Carlos YOUR weird, but I don't tell you how to live your life, or what girls to date"
My immature comment made Carlos look away from the screen. He tried not to, but he let out a laugh.
A knock came to the large glazed front door of the house. My heart pounded, I could do with out James' ridicule right now, and wished I had taken kendall up on his offer of going out.
Kendall left my side to answer the door, and relief washed over me as I saw Logan and dustin walk in. dustin was one of the guitarists from the boys band, he was also part of our unconventional family, I knew him well.
Kendall walked them through to the kitchen. I could hear them swapping tales of last nights party.
Carlos and Kevin were exchanging basketball insults, and complaining to the flatscreen.
I briefly thought about feigning ill to escape this awkward evening, but then reminded myself of what I had just said to kendall about handling the situation. I would ride it out. Just hope James would go easy on me when he arrived.
Just after 11 the boys decided to call it a night from the playstation.
The evening went smoothly really, Carlos had a laugh with me, Kevin seemed nice, we had made some small talk in the kitchen. I think he was expecting me to be wilder, but I didn't feel any dissaproval coming from his tone about me dating his brother.
Logan and dustin didn't seem too fascinated by the new turn of events. I got the impression Logan knew this would happen, maybe kendall had once told him he liked me more than a friend.I recalled Logan and mines conversation in the car yesterday, and the look he had given me when he asked if I was looking forward to the party, that made my mind up that Logan must of known something.
I stood up from the black couch to say some farewells, Kendalls guests left with a flurry of cheek kisses towards me, and some brotherly hugs between the boys. Kevin made some awkward chit chat before declaring that it was his bed time.
My mind flashed to james. I wondered why he hadn't come. I didn't ask kendall, I knew he must still think James and I had slept together when he didn't return to his hotel room in Florida all those months ago.
I really should clear that up with kendall, but that story can wait for another day.
"Alone at last" kendall sighed.
He took both my hands and pulled me in for a kiss.
"That wasn't so bad, was it?" I probed him with my finger.
"No that was nice" he smiled.
"Are you up early tomorrow?" His eyes scanning my face.
I grinned, letting him know I had decoded his intentions.
"Erm...fairly early, but I think I might be able to lose a bit of sleep if it means I can be with you" I replied.
Kendall laughed. I kissed his chest through his black tee, then pulled him over to the couch.
He seemed shy today, I guessed the alcohol in his system helped him out last night. I tugged at his tee, he got the message and took it off.
Kendall was medium in build, he played sports more than working out, but he was at ease with his own body, his lightly tanned skin felt good to touch.
I kissed his chest, he gave out a small moan. I had to hand it to him, kendall handled sleeping with an ex supermodel well. I didn't intimidate him one bit, and I loved that.
I stood up and took my top off. kendall sat back and enjoyed the show.I teased him by slowly unbuttoning my shorts and slipped them down my long tanned legs. I un clipped my brazier and kendall stood up, he pulled me in close, kissing my shoulder. I undid his cargo pants, and he freed his feet from them. with his hands around my waist he lifted me up round his. My legs wrapped around his body. He knelt over and placed me on the huge cream rug, he lay on top of me, the weight of his body on mine made my breath shallow. I could feel his erection against my underwear.
His kisses were hard and fast. I stroked my hands across his back. He worked his mouth down to my breasts. And took it in turn to lick each of my nipples.
I let out a groan to show my appreciation.
His attention turned back to the kissing, he worked his mouth across my stomach, and to my thighs, another moan escaped my lips. And he removed my panties.
He went back to kissing either sides of my inner thigh.
He worked his hands up my legs and caressed my breasts in turn.
I needed him to make love to me, I gently guided his head back level with my own and pulled his underwear down with my feet. I was urgent now, I wanted him to please my body, kendalls breathing was intense as he kissed my lips.
He slipped himself inside me, the weight of him adding to my pleasure, his body slowly rocked against mine. kissed his neck slowly, running my tongue against his skin his breathing became staggered.
He went deeper inside me. He was gentle and in control of how he wanted to please me. His hand travelled down to my thigh, taking in every detail with his fingers. my heart ached,"I love you" I whispered.
His gorgeous green eyes smiled back at me as he went to kiss me in approval, his tongue pleasuring my own.
Biting my lip and working his way to my neck, my body pulsed. I couldn't take much more of his pleasure, he teased his tongue on my neck. Mixed with small delicate kisses.
I moaned and moved my hands down to his lower back, I pressed on his back to guide him even deeper inside me. I panted at the feeling.
His body movement steady and slow, he made the climax ease out of me. It felt so good, waves of pleasure entering my body. I had lost control of my vocal chords, and moans of pleasure escaped my lips