Hope you liked the first chapter. I know it was short but some chapters will be short. I don't go in with that in mind but it happens since this will be only Carly's POV for most of the story. But I will still try my best to make each chapter enjoyable. Anyways..so Carly maybe like's Sam but hasn't wrapped her head around it yet, hopefully I can clear that up with this chapter.
iThink I love Sam
The last few weeks have been very confusing for me because I'm having these feeling for Sam. On top of all of that I am trying to come to grips with the fact that I'm pretty sure I like girls. I mean I always appreciated other girls looks but I am finding myself more and more attracted to girls. I have even been fantasizing about them and even though I try not to a lot of my fantasy's star Sam. I mean my body is reacting to her slightest touch or when I have a good view of Sam's let just say naughty parts. No it's not like we stand around naked in front of each other (well there is gym) but I mean thing like her bending over in front of me or when her shirt rides up and see her amazing stomach. It can be unbearable at times when her brushing up against me gives me a feeling no guy has ever gave me.
So I know that I am attracted to and do like girls girls but the big question is do I like Sam. That's kind of hard for me to wrap my head around because I have known Sam since I was little. I mean could we be a couple? It's not unthinkable or anything, I mean we are already very close and enjoy doing almost everything together. We have similar likes and tastes in things and we do have a weird friendship where I think some people mistake us for a couple sometimes. I am starting to kind of see what they mean though because we can come across that way sometimes. That hasn't been a problem as of late though.
See me and Sam haven't been hanging out or doing much of anything and it's all my fault. See we met these two guys Fleck and Dave and they had a fight. My genius self decided that me and Sam should try to help them and it had f'd everything up royally. See Fleck is like Sam and Dave is like myself and after me and Sam realized that and we took sides. Anyways we said some not so nice things to each other and it was bad and not like other fights. I wanted to say sorry almost right away but I just can't for some reason. Me and Sam are both right in some ways but how we both went about things was wrong. And now we are both standing in front of this window washers platform arguing.
Sam looks so cute when she is mad, most people wouldn't notice that but because I am not afraid of her and I see it. And now the geniuses that are us are outside on the window washers thingy. I don't know why this Is such a bad thing, I will just stand outside till Sam gets her happy little ass back in there. I mean how high could we be up? I'll just wait here until Sam decides to go back in, yeah I'm not going to move. Sam's genius self happens to push the button to the window washer thingy and now we are going down and then the bottom drops out from us and I am holding on for dear life.
OK this is very scary, I am hanging from the window washer's platform how many floors up, But Sam is here to save me, right? I don't understand why in these situations people like to tell people to hold on. Of course I am going to hold on, it's either that or death, still Sam is going to save me. Why hasn't she saved me? And then her hand is in front of me and even though I am scared I grab onto it. I am starting to come to my grips that I am probably going to die because Sam isn't pulling me up and still all I can think of is Sam. I will never be able to apologize to her and she is going to one hundred percent blame herself for the thing that are about to happen. I hear someone yell something and Sam scream at them and next thing I know I am being pulled to safety. I knew Sam was going to save me and now that I am in relative safety I can make out that Spencer is yelling something. All of a sudden Sam has fallen and my heart stops as she starts to slide. Thankfully she doesn't and I grab her legs trying to help her and lucky for me Sam is as strong as she is and soon we are both upright and tying the rope around us.
Spencer and the boys pull us up and get us through the window and I am relieved. Me and Sam try to play the whole deal off but that doesn't last long before I am bawling my eyes out. I was so scared and we almost died, I mean you don't realize how close we were to dying and most of all how close I was to losing Sam. I am crying my eyes out and I feel someone move me into someone else. I realize it is Sam almost right away and notice she is crying, and all I want too do is hold her. I am in her arms and she s in mine and I realize that this is where I belong. I mean I almost died but all I can think about is the fact that I almost lost Sam. I realize with that thought that I am in fact in love with Sam and there is nothing I can do about it.
Anyway there you go, I hope you enjoy. Next chapter things are going to get interesting.