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Previously on "Not Yet"
Finally, the doors opened. Looking around a little I didn't see him at first but then, looking closer, I realized he was right in front of me.... with his back turned….in a lip lock with some red head.
Now:
Stopping the moment I saw them, I was, to say the least, shocked. No... I was more than shocked, I was absolutely crushed. 'God Kagome, how could you be so stupid,' I think, 'of course Sesshoumaru could never be that serious about you, he hardly even knows you.'
Dodging into the elevator before he has a chance to see me, I select our floor and lean back into the corner while I struggle to catch my breath. Glancing at my reflection in the door, I look as if I just witnessed someone die. But I guess, in a way, I did. I just watched the death of what I thought was a meaningful relationship.
Upon reaching our floor I dash quickly to the suite, open the door and walk as calmly as I can through the living room, trying to avoid everyone else's eyes.
"Umm….Kagome? Where's Sesshoumaru, is he not coming up?" Asks Inuyasha
"I uh…I didn't seem him downstairs, so I um, just decided to wait for him to come up. I…I think I am going to go freshen up or something, I'll see you guys in a bit." Going into the bedroom I close the door, lock it, lean against it, and then just collapse. Vaguely, I can make out the voices of the others.
"I don't know about you guys, but she didn't look too good, what do you think happened?" Miroku starts the conversation.
Sango answers, "I'm not sure, but if I didn't know any better, I would say that she was about to start crying."
Kouga asked her, "What do you mean 'if you didn't know any better?'"
"Well," she starts, "In the two plus years I've known her, I've only ever seen her cry once, and it wasn't even that much when she did."
"So she, like, never cries?" Inuyasha asks, "I didn't know there could be girls like that. Why doesn't she cry?"
"She just doesn't, at least not so that people know." I can just imagine Sango shrugging her shoulders as she tells everyone this.
"Well," says Miroku, "I guess we'll just have to wait for her to come out, or for Sesshoumaru to come up."
It was while I listened to them that I realized my face was, in fact wet with tears. It's true that Sango only ever saw me cry once, but in reality, I can cry fairly easily….when I'm alone. Getting up from the floor. I make my way to the bathroom. Nothing helps me think things out and, if need be, cry hard without anyone knowing, like a nice warm shower.
I spent an unknown amount of time in the shower, and had a wonderful cry fest. Drying off and changing into fresh clothes, I collapse on the bed, hair still wet. I didn't feel like going out of the room and facing everyone just yet. Worse than that, I couldn't stand the idea of Sesshoumaru being out there, possibly pretending nothing was wrong.
'What are you doing?! You should just go out there and confront him!' Sighing, I push my thoughts out of my head and stare blindly at the ceiling. A few minutes later someone knocked on the door startling me. "Who is it?" I call out, 'Please, oh please, don't be Sesshoumaru.'
"It's Miroku; can I come in for a bit?"
"Hold on, I'll be there in just a second." I take a quick look in the mirror and decide I don't look too bad for someone who's just been crying for 30 minutes. Walking over to the door I unlock it and stand back as he comes in.
"So…how are you?" He asks after sitting down on the edge of the bed.
"Fine, I'm Fine!" Laughing nervously, I continue to babble on, "Couldn't be better, I mean why wouldn't I be fine I just…"
"You know Kagome," he interrupts, "I haven't known you all that long, but even I can tell that you're a very bad liar."
"I know..." I sigh, "I never could lie easily." I sit down next to him.
"So does this mean you'll tell me what's wrong because I have an idea, but I want to know what you think."
Slowly, I proceed to tell him what I saw and why I rushed back up so quickly.
"So he has no idea that you saw any of that?" He asked after I finished my story.
"No, I mean he had his back to me and was kinda preoccupied at the time, but it's not like I care or anything…" Even I think my response is pathetic.
"Okay, I'm going to say this again, you're a bad liar," Miroku starts with a smile, "but I came in here to tell you what happened after you ran away."
"WHAT!?" I begin, "How could you know what happened, you were up here the whole time!"
"Well, about five minutes after you locked yourself in here, Sesshoumaru sort of stormed into the room…looking very angry….and when Sessh looks angry, you know he's pissed. He asked if any of us had seen you around because he needed to tell you something before he risked you hearing rumors from someone else. When we pointed to your room, he attempted the door only to find it locked. Sighing he turned and sat down on the couch."
"So…" I begin, "You asked what was going on?" In truth, I was terrified of what his answer was, but I had to know what happened.
"Yes, and he proceeded to tell us about the fan girl downstairs. He was signing her autograph and talking with her, just like we all do with our fans. He said that as he turned to head towards the elevator, she grabbed his arm, spun him around a kissed him."
"So how did he react?" I ask. I'm worried, to say the least, that Sesshoumaru realized what he's giving up if he stays with me.
"You know, I asked him the exact same thing." Miroku hesitated.
"And?" Seriously, I think He was just toying with my emotions now.
"And…He said that at first, he was so stunned that he couldn't react. Then, once his brain caught up with what was happening, he growled and pushed her away angrily before heading towards the elevator. He said that as he was walking she called out an apology...said she just wanted to see what it was like to kiss him."
"So what did he do then?" I was literally on the edge of my seat.
"Sesshoumaru told us that he stopped and, speaking over his shoulder, told the girl he was just glad there were no paparazzi taking pictures. That he was with a, and I quote, 'great girl, and seeing something like that would crush her.'"
"He said all that?" I avoid looking directly at Miroku because some fresh tears had formed in my eyes.
"Well, that and that she'd regret it if she ever laid a finger on his person again without his permission. But if you don't believe me, maybe you'd like to hear it straight from him." I knew he was asking if Sesshoumaru could come in. Now that I think about it, Sesshoumaru probably would have liked to tell me all of this in person, but no, I had to go and react without the whole story.
"Miroku, is he still out there?" I ask
"Yes, he's been waiting for you to either come out or let someone in." He said as he gets up and walks out of the room.
I compose myself as best I can, before I head to the door. I lean against the frame to watch Sesshoumaru sitting on the couch with his head in his hands…how very uncharacteristic of him. I clear my throat slightly, letting him notice me before he slowly stands up and follows me into the room, shutting the door behind us.
"So…" I say as I sit down on the bed.
He joins me on the bed "So, I guess, by what's happened in the last hour or so that you saw some of what happened downstairs."
"I saw, I assumed and fled. Now, I just feel like a fool after what Miroku has told me."
Sesshoumaru put his arm around me, "You are no fool Kagome, and I don't blame you for jumping to conclusions. I myself would have jumped to the same ones if I saw you kissing some strange guy. However, I would have been tempted to kill him rather than run"
He had me laughing, "Me?! Kiss some guy I don't know?! Yeah right. You do remember how long it took me to kiss you right?"
"Hnn…" He smirked "How could I forget, it was only like a week ago. So do I have your forgiveness?"
"I guess you never really needed it. Do I have yours for reacting so dramatically?"
"Does this answer your question?" He leaned down and pulled me into a deep kiss.
Gasping to get my breath back I smile. "I guess it does. Now I know that I should find out the whole story before reacting so strongly. I…I'm glad I was wrong." 'Way to go Kagome,' I think, 'you almost said that you loved him, it's way too early for that."
"I'm glad," he kisses me back, "and I'm just happy you believe me. Now...What do you say about getting out of here and doing something?"
"Well, before all of this drama, I was going to suggest we go out for a drink or something."
"I think that sounds like a perfect idea. Let's just go out and have some you and me time." He pulls me in for another kiss and after a few seconds pulls away, "I'll let you get ready and meet you in the living room ok?"
"Yeah, I'll see you in a bit."
When he left, I got up and made my way to the closet. Tonight we would be going out alone; Just Sesshoumaru and myself. The plan was to hit a club, have a few drinks and dance the night away, basically forgetting the few horrible hours we just went through. Going through my clothes, I pull out some tight, black hip-huggers and a deep, burgundy red, cold-shouldered top that I have yet to wear. It's single sleeve splitting just off the shoulder and ending in the slightest ruffle. The bottom hem, also having a slight wave to it, split on either side just above my waist and revealed about an inch of skin on either side. Pulling on a pair of comfortable, yet stylish, shoes, I finished off the look by pulling my hair up into a ponytail, with a few tendrils loose to frame my face, to which I apply the barest amount of makeup.
Thanks to the shower my eyes weren't puffy or anything, so after one last inspection in the mirror, I was ready to go. 'Not bad for someone who was bawling their eyes out a few hours ago. Sesshoumaru won't know what hit him.'
Knock Knock
Wanting to make an unforgettable impression, I walked out of the bathroom and stopped in front of the door so that the first thing he would see would be me. "Come in."
"Are you almost ready to g…" Sesshoumaru stopped, his eyes darkening the slightest bit. I had to admit…I was impressed with myself, I mean how many girls can say that they made Sesshoumaru, god of music, speechless.
"Thank you, you're not so bad yourself," I grin, "are you ready to go?"
"Yes." He reaches my arm and wraps it around his. Together, we head in to the living room.
"Bye guys," I say to them, "We don't know what time we'll be back, so don't wait up for us okay?"
"Are you kidding, we're free tomorrow morning, there's no way I'm staying in!" Miroku cheers. "Come on Sango, let's go out somewhere."
"Umm…" She looked unsure, "I think Sesshoumaru and Kagome want to be alone tonight."
"San," I smile, "there are more clubs than I can count in this city, I think you'll be fine."
"Oh, right, I knew that. Give me a minute to get ready okay Miroku." she shouted as she disappeared into their bedroom.
'Wow, I think that's the fastest I have ever seen Sango move.'
"Shall we Kagome?" Sesshoumaru nodded his head to the rest of the guys before whisking me out the door.
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The taxi pulled up outside a place called Club One. From the outside, it didn't look like much, but Sesshoumaru mentioned that it's his favorite club. As we approached, the bouncer gave a brief nod in our direction before turning his attention back to the long line of people waiting to get in. As we pushed the door open, a blast of music hit and I felt as if I was physically being pushed back. Stunned at the fact Sesshoumaru could stand the volume, I looked up at him. "Do you think it's loud enough? How can you stand it?" I shout.
"Demon powers….I'll explain later. Just wait until we actually get down the stairs and into the room." He leaned down to speak into my ear, rather than shout back.
'Wow, it's going to get louder, hope I don't go deaf.' Shaking my head, I follow Sesshoumaru down stairs into the club.
When we finally reach the bottom of the stairs, I could have sworn that I couldn't even hear myself think. However, the volume, surprisingly, didn't hurt. Sesshoumaru and I made our way to a booth in the back corner, sort of separated from all the others.
"What would you like to drink?" He spoke over the thumping beat.
"Hmm… I don't really know, something fruity…why don't you surprise me…your choice.
As he mades his way to the bar, I surveyed the club. The dance floor was spacious enough, with plenty of people, a mix of human, demon and hanyou, so Sessh and I wouldn't stand out. However, there weren't so many that it was over crowded. The booths were large enough for a decent sized group and yet somehow cozy enough for just two people. Before turning back to check on Sesshoumaru, I last noticed a large group of girls, on the prowl, staring down from second floor landing. 'Mental note, make sure it is obvious that you and Sesshoumaru are together and that he is not free game.'
A drink was set down in front of me, interrupting my thoughts. "I'm told by Ayame that this is a particularly delicious choice. It's a Watermelon Bacardi Breezer, hope you like it."
I pick up the red drink and take a small sip to start with, pausing a little to let the taste completely register. "It's wonderful, she's right! Thank you Sesshoumaru" I set down the drink and smile at him.
We spent time talking, laughing, share a few, innocent, kisses and a few deep ones when, before I knew it, I was already done with my third drink. This time Strawberry, and I was pulling Sesshoumaru out to the dance floor.
'Where are you going!? You don't know how to dance; Sesshoumaru's going to think you're an idiot!' Deciding to ignore my self doubt and continued out to the floor with Sesshoumaru in tow. Seeing the appreciation and desire in his eyes, quickly made me forget all of the fear and to just keep moving my body to the beat. Our bodies moved in sync with one another for a few songs before a slow one came on. I turned to head back to the table but Sesshoumaru grabbed my wrist and pulled me around to face him again and wrapped his arms around my waist.
Leaning his head close to my ear, he whispered, "Where do you think you were going?"
I pulled away to stare into his eyes and grin, "No where…I'm right where I want to be." Reaching up, I pulled his head down for a kiss, which started off pretty chaste. Soon enough, I felt Sesshoumaru lick my bottom lip, almost as if asking for permission. I gasped, my lips parting and he quickly used it to his advantage and deepened the kiss, dipping his tongue into my mouth and coaxing mine into a sort of duel that can't really have a winner. Finally, after what seemed like hours, we separated. "Wow…" I breathe as I try to control my rapidly beating heart.
"Hnn….I agree." He smirked
I giggle a little as I lay my head against his chest 'So my heart's not the only one pounding.' I smile to myself and shut my eyes. 'I feel so secure, like while I am in his embrace, nothing bad can reach me…like we are the only two people in the world.'
"Kagome?"
"Hmm?" I reply.
"The songs over, do you wanna keep dancing, or head back to the booth for another drink?"
"Umm…let's get another drink and then maybe we can keep dancing.
We never made it back to the dance floor, instead we stayed cuddled up in our booth, getting more bold with kisses and sipping on more drinks (I lost count of how many I had). At some point I knew that I was more than just a little bit tipsy, but by that point I no longer cared, I had faith that Sesshoumaru would get me back to the hotel safely.
~*~*~*~*~
"Ugh…" I groan as I try to burrow deep enough in the pillows to get away from the painful light of the sun, and the awful noise of people talking and moving in the other room. There was just one problem….I really had to pee.
Grabbing a pillow to wrap around my head and cover my eyes, I stumbled to the bathroom. As I reached to pull my pajama pants down, I finally take notice of something wrong…all I had on was my underwear.
'Oh. My. GOD!!!'
Authors Note: So, I had a picture of Kagomes dance outfit, but I lost it and couldn't find it anymore, lol, so hopefully the description is good enough. Other than that, I'm sorry for the cliffie......I wonder what really happened that Night......We'll just have to wait and see. The review/update time will be the same as this last one....for every two reviews, I'll update a day earlier. Other than that....let me know what you think/feel/hopefor....or whatever else you have on your mind.