Well its been a little bit. I wanted to update sooner but I had guest and I gave to be the perfect host and that doesn't lead to writing. Anyway things start to get good now.

iAm Floored

Today sucks... I have been trying to figure out a way to tell Sam I was in love with her and so far I have failed. I mean I love her so it shouldn't be a problem but I can't seem to find a chance to tell her. It seems like every time I want to tell her we are interrupted. I almost killed Gibby when I had Sam alone and he interrupted. I finally decided that I needed to get Sam alone so I invited her to my house tonight and told her it was important. I am thinking of her as I walk through the door to my apartment and see the adults in my life sitting at the kitchen table.

I run up and hug my father before asking him why he is here, Freddie mom answers me telling me to wait for Freddie because this has as much to do with him as me.

"Dad, what is going on here?" I ask kind of nervous.

"I can't tell you until Freddie is here, Pumpkin" He tells me.

"Spencer, do you know what this is about" ? I plead.

"Sorry kiddo but I have no clue," he tells me. "I didn't even know dad was here till he showed up."

Freddie eventually shows up and asks the same questions as me...

"Mom. What is going on here"? He asks.

"Me and Steven have something to tell you which is very important." she tells him.

I am prepared for the worst, thinking that my father has cancer like my mom before her drops a bombshell on me that even I was not expecting.

"Me and Marissa were lovers when you were both born." He tells us.

"What do you mean." Me and Spencer ask him simultaneous.

"Me and Freddie's Mom were having a relationship," he tells us "behind your mother's and Freddie's father's back and Marissa got pregnant.

"So you are saying I am related to the Shay's"? Freddie asks.

"Yes Freddie me and Steven were in bad places in our marriage, "she tells him "and we found comfort in each other,"

" I loved your mother deeply but I was weak and found comfort in Marisa." He tells us

Spencer stand up slamming his fist on the table.

"Did mom even know"? He asks.

"Yes. I told her before she passed away." he tells him.

"I'm out of here,"Spencer yells before grabbing his coat and leaving.

"How could you not tell us"? I ask.

"We never thought it never would be a issue," My father tells me. "but when Marissa saw you and Freddie kiss..."

"Oh my god...I kissed my own brother," I screamed at him "do you know how embarrassing that is" ?

I can feel the hot tears on my cheeks as I run to my room burying my face in my pillow and crying. Why had my life gone from great to shit in two months? Why couldn't things stay the same and just be Sam, Freddie, and me. Instead I was in love with Sam and just found out Freddie is my brother I don't know how things could get any worse, oh yeah that's right. I am going to tell my best friend in the world that I am in love with her. I really don't know if I can tell her like I planned. I am deep in thought when I hear the door crack open.

"Carly it's me," Freddie says "can I come in"?

I dry my eyes and tell Freddie he can come in.

"How you feeling Carly"? Freddie asks.

"How do you think I feel Freddie"? I ask him.

"Probably the same way I am feeling," He tells me "betrayed and angry."

"That sounds about right," I tell him "I mean how could they keep something like this from us"?

"Probably trying to protect us or something," He says rolling his eyes "big help that was."

" We are going to be alright Freddie, right"? I ask.

"Sure, it will be a adjustment but at least I have a cool sister instead of someone I hate." He tells me with a smile on his face.

"Yeah, it's will be cool having another brother," I tell him "I can talk to you about stuff Spencer won't get."

"Like Sam"? He asks me.

"What about Sam" I shoot back.

"When do you plan on telling her." He asks.

"I was planning on telling her tonight but I don't know if I can now." I tell him

"Carly, what just happened should show you that you need to tell her," He tells me "I mean how hard was it to hear that today, you don't want to keep secrets."

"I guess you are right." I tell him.

"Big brothers always are." He says with a smirk which gets a smile from me.

We go downstairs and I apologize to my father and Mrs Benson. Dad is tired from his flight so he heads to his hotel while Freddie and his Mom go across the hall. I pull out my phone and dial Sam's number.

Sam is at my house in no time and looks worried.

"What's wrong Carls," she asks me "are you hurt, you didn't sound right on the phone.

"Calm down Sam, everything is okay I just need to talk to you." I tell her.

"Well okay but next time tell me that you just want to talk." She tells me and takes a seat on the couch.

"I'm sorry I just have been through a lot today," I tell her taking a seat next to her "I just found out that Freddie is my brother."

Sam is quiet for a bit before she bust out laughing.

"You almost got me Carly, good one," She says.

"I'm not joking Sam, Freddie really is my half brother." I tell her deadly serious.

Sam expression changes almost instantly.

"No chizz." She asks

"No chizz." I repeat.

I go over everything that has happened tonight blow for blow. We disuse everything and anything before I decide it is time to tell Sam how I feel. This is going to be a disaster,

"Sam, the thing with Freddie isn't the only thing I wanted to tell you," I start "See I have a secret that I have to tell."

"OK Carls, what did you do" ? She asks.

"It's not something I did but something I feel." I tell her.

"OK Carls, shoot." She tells me.

"Sam you know we have been friends for so many year," I start "and I would never want to lose you as a friend."

Okay this is a lot harder than I ever thought.

"Sam I want you to know that I..." I start to panic and do the first thing that comes to mind.

I kiss Sam.

Okie dookie. There you all go, that's the big surprise. Carly and Freddie are siblings. Me and another writer on here were talking and it came to this topic and I decided to do it. That was the first idea of the story. I knew it was going to be Cam all along but the rest came later. Hope you all are enjoying it so far.