So...Carly kissed Sam and Carly and Freddie are siblings. Hmm...quite a eventful chapter that was. Ready for more? Well here we go...

iLove you Sam

I open my eyes to find Sam is stiff as a board. Oh no I really messed up.

"Sam I love you," I tell her trying to convey my emotions to her "Sam I am in love with you,"

"Carly I..I..I can't do this right now." Sam tells me.

Sam picks up her stuff and starts for the door. It feels like someone just punched me in the stomach as I fall to my knees in front of the couch.

"Sam please don't go," I squeak through tears. "please don't leave me, I love you."

I start to sob as I feel my heart break into a million jagged pieces that cut and burn my insides. It seems like a eternity when I hear the front door open followed by my name. I don't have the strength to look up to see who it is.

"Carly, what happened," I hear Spencer say as he sits next to me hugging me to his chest.

"I can't tell you, you'll hate me just like Sam." I wail putting emphasis on her name.

"Carly I could never hate you," He tells me stroking my hair "no matter what you do."

"Yes you will," I sob "I'm a freak."

"Carly look at me," I tells me making me look him in the eye "and I know for a fact that Sam couldn't either." "We both love you."

"Yes she does," I tell him "I just told her I loved her and she ran away from me like I was the plague and so will you."

"She was probably just confused," he tells me "did you ease her into it or did you just blurt it out."

"Well I started to ease her into it." I start "but then I got nervous and kissed her."

"Sam isn't good with that kind of stuff," Spencer tells me "she was probally confused and couldn't deal with it."

"That's true," I tell him "wait why are you so cool with this"?

"Because I love you kiddo and what makes you happy makes me happy," He says "also I saw it coming mile away."

"Well then what should I do." I ask.

"Well if it was me I would go to Sam and try to explain it to her," he tells me "she might not return your feeling but she won't hate you."

"Thanks Spencer." I tell him as I hug him.

"No problem kiddo," he says "I'm gonna make some Spaghetti taco's for when you get back."

I get up and run out of the house. I need to catch up to Sam and fast.

When I get out side it is definitely cold out side. I consider going back into get a jacked but I don't have time. I have to get to Sam and I don't have time to waste. I run through the street's of Seattle following Sam's usual way home. I get to the entrance of the park and my lungs are killing me and it is pouring down rain. The cold rain is like daggers on my skin and I am so cold but I have to find Sam. I make my way through the park until I see Sam up ahead. I am out of breath but I keep running and about one hundred feet away from Sam I yell her name. And nothing comes out, start freaking out because I am having trouble breathing. I am almost to Sam when I can't do it anymore, I can't run anymore and it feels like I am having a asthma attack. Oh my god I am having a asthma attack. I let out a strangled yell for Sam but I doubt she heard me.

The rain is burning my skin because it is so cold. I am trying to catch my breathe but it isn't working and I am starting to get scared. I am going to suffocate in the cold Seattle rain and I will never be able to truly tell Sam how much I love her. Tears start to form but suddenly there is something around me and it is warm. I don't know if I am hallucinating from lack of oxygen but whatever it is smells a lot like Sam. I feel myself being lifted and I look up only to see a blonde angel, my Sam. I smile up at her and try to tell her I love her but it is hardly a peep. I smile thinking about how I am going to be okay because Sam never let's anything bad happen to me.

Well there you go. I hope you all liked this one.