Sorry about the last chapter and how long it took to update this one...I take pride in my work and the last chapter sounded good when I wrote it but not so good when I read it. I would love to say the delay of this chapter was do to something important but it wasn't and I am sorry for that.. I am so into my next story that I kind of forgot this one... Hope you forgive me.

iLove Carly

Spencer carries Carly into the hospital while I try my damnedest to get a nurse to check us in. I think I scared one enough to move her ass and get Carly admitted ASAP. I check Carly and she is still burning up, I wonder what is taking so long. I can't stand this waiting so I do the only thing I know and head to the vending machine. By the time I am back Carly is admitted, the nurse gives me a hard time to the point where I am about to slug her. Lucky for her Spencer intervenes and tells her I am just as much family as he is. She tells me Carly is in room 120 and I head there with Spencer. The doc is checking on her when Spencer and me walk in. He tells us he thinks Carly has double pneumonia which is very bad for someone with asthma and all we can do it wait and see how she does.

It is excruciating waiting to see how Carly is but I don't move from her side. Carly loved me enough to get herself sick the least I can do is sit with her. Spencer leaves me alone with my thought and all I can think of is how Carly has to get better. There is so much I have to tell her and it is pulling at my heart. I have to tell Carly how I feel about her. My thoughts were clouded before but I have realized that I can't live without her. I might have taken her almost dying but I have realized that I love her.

I can't live without my Carly. Yeah she is my Carly and no one else. I doubt Spencer loves her as much as I do. I can't imagine where I would be without her. Where my mother and my sister have given up on me Carly has stayed by my side. If it wasn't for Carly I would probably be in juvie if not worse. Carly has always seen the good in me when no one else could. Carly is the one that keeps me going to the point of wanting to be a better person, I probably would have killed the nub by now if I wasn't for her, and all because I don't want her to be disappointed. I am better for knowing her and if she wants a romantic relationship I owe her enough to try.

I mean it's not like I have never thought of another girl it's just I never gave into my feelings. Carly is smart and very pretty so it's not hard. When I think about it I am attracted to her. I mean I always considered myself straight but never threw away the ides of being attracted to another woman. People might call me bi and might throw away my feeling but that is bullshit. I'm not in love with some random girl I am in love with Carly. She is my best friend, granted she is my pretty best friend. I am putting everything into perspective when I notice that Carly is opening her eye's/

"Hey Carl's how you doing." I ask.

"Fine. What happened" "? she asks.

"For some reason you thought it was a good idea to follow me in the cold and rain." I told her.

"I'm so sorry Sam, " She tells me "please don't hate me, I will forget about it."

"What if I don't want to forget about it." I ask her.

"I knew it, you hate me," She say's "you think I'm a freak."

"Calm down Cupcake," I tell her "it's not what you think."

I think about what I said and I kind of like the ring of that. I love Cupcakes and I love Carly. What's wrong with calling her that?

"You don't hate me"? She asks.

"How could I ever hate my best friend," I tell her "especially one that is in love with me."

"But you walked away," she says "you think I'm a freak."

"I could never think of you as a freak," I tell her "it was just a little shocking."

"So you don't hate me" ? She asks.

"Of course not," I tell her "how could I hate my cupcake."?

"So what does this mean for us"? She asks.

"It means that I was stupid," I tell her "I realized that I love you and I can't live without you."

"So does that mean you..uu want to date me"? She asks innocently almost to the point of being meek.

"I can't guaranteed anything," I tell her "but I sure as hell will try it."

The smile on her face is worth twenty trucks of fat cakes and I realize just how in love I am with this girl.

Who would have thought Sam Puckett would fall in love with Carly Shay I think to myself as I lean in for the most passionate kiss I have ever had..

Well there you go...Sorry I didn't go into their relationship more but sometimes your imagination is better than anything I can come up with.

Do you think they made it in the end? They seemed like they were in love.

You will all have to wait till I am done with my next fic to find out how things went, Also I will delve into Freddie and Carly's brother/sister relationship more.

Also someone from my apartment just brought me some vegan chilli. If you didn't know I am vegan so no animals for me. Kinda weird that I relate to Sam so much yet don't use animal products. Also the chilli is awesome and very spicy. Who needs animals when the food is good.

I hope you all enjoyed.. And don't forget to review. It really does make my day.

Damn this is some spicy chilli...