Amu's point of view
"finally made it!" Miki cheered as we got into the royal garden with the others. Class had been a nightmare. Miki knew nothing about the assignments. We all laughed a little. Nagi and I sat with the charas, while tadase was trying to stop kiseki from plotting some stupid attack against the school board.
"that was interesting." tenmari said sitting next to me. I smiled sadly at her.
"is something wrong amu-chan?" she asked while cocking her head. I sighed and looked back over to nagi who was talking with pepe and kusukusu. I grabbed her arm and floated off towards the back of the garden.
I stopped and sat on the edge of a flower pot with roses in it. Tenmari sat next to me and looked at me.
"what's wrong?" she asked again.
"nadeshiko" I sighed. "i miss her, I know it was just nagi in disguise but still. I miss that personality. I miss being able to tell her everything I was feeling. I can tell nagi a lot of stuff, but he's a guy so it's different. I can't talk about things like cute clothes, crushes, or just basic girl stuff." i sighed and looked up at the glass ceiling.
"Sometimes I wish that he would've never told me the truth. Not that it was okay for him to lie to me, it's just it was such a huge change. Now I have no one I can just vent to." i said sadly as i rested my face in my hands.
"no one at all?" tenmari asked. i scoffed and pulled my hair a little.
"All guys are out of the question, Rima is so over protective it's almost scary, Yaya's so childish it's hard to talk to her sometimes, and I never really see Utau anymore, only when her and kukai are on a date, and I don't want to interrupt them." i groaned and put my head in my hands again.
"Nadeshiko was the perfect outlet. She was open minded and caring, but at the same time she was stern and got her point across." I took a deep breath.
It felt good letting all that out. I looked over to tenmari who was concentrating on what I had told her. Her eyes widened and she shot her head towards me.
"you're in love with him!"
I'M BACK BITCHES! :D
