Chapter 7: Chapter 7

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After Breakfast Remus and Tonks had to go somewhere, Hermione went to her room saying "I will just go through Dumbledore's notes one more time." That left Harry and Sirius to have some time together which Harry was really looking forward too. They both went to the main room made themselves comfortable and sat in-front of each other. Harry wouldn't tell this to anyone but it was so weird that you thought is dead for nearly two years sitting in front of you.

"How does it feel like?" Harry asked before he could stop himself. Seeing his confused looked at him again and asked "How does it feel like behind the veil?"

"I rarely remember anything about it." Sirius confessed.

"You remember nothing about it?" Harry asked surprised.

"Well I do remember but not much. What I do remember is that it was a very-very unique experience." Sirius started.

"What was it like?" Harry asked again wanting to know.

"It's like you have never felt before; I can't even describe it, the moment you fall into the veil it feels like as though you are getting sucked into a hole, into another dimension. It's as though you are floating in air. It is the most amazing thing you have ever felt." He said to Harry.

"I have to ask you this- were you dead or lost in another dimension?" Harry asked looking down at the floor not wanting to see his face when he answered him.

"Technically – I was dead, yes." Sirius whispered.

"So, that means you saw them?" Harry asked in a small voice.

"Yes. James and Lily were there." He repeated again smiling softly staring into space.

"How were-are they?" he asked him now looking at him.

"They are together and are very, very happy Harry. They miss you too- a lot. You should see them Harry, they are in bliss, and the happiest I have ever seen them till now." He looked at Harry and continued "They love you too Harry very much, Lily most of the time kept asking me how you were, who were you in Hogwarts, you friends, the way you performed in Hogwarts. James was more interested in what position you play in Quidditch, did you play any pranks on people, and any girlfriends… you know those types of questions."

"Really they asked you about me?" Harry said his eyes shining slightly and excited.

"Of course they did. They are very proud of you Harry. Lily blew up when she came to know that you were staying with her sister Petunia, it took us a long time to calm her down."Sirius said looking at Harry with a small smile on his face.

"I really do miss them Sirius." Harry admitted in near whisper.

"They miss you too Harry, more than you would ever know." Sirius replied to him looking at him, straight in the eye.

"It is just that I don't know anything about them, when any one sees me the first time they say that I look like my dad- James but have got my mother's eyes- Lily's eyes. Am I only that Sirius?" He asked Sirius in anguish. He got up and started walking to and fro in front of Sirius not allowing Sirius to answer he spoke again. "it always makes me feel that they are comparing me with them, as though I am being tested at every point of whatever I am doing, even Snape, when he looks at me he see's dad. It's just not fair you know. I am me not my parents. It's like just because I am their son they expect me to do something extra ordinary. It's just not fair Sirius." Harry said sighing and then sat back in his abandoned chair.

He felt his throat tighten and know forming. He put his supported his head with his hand and mumbled "It's just so not fair."

"It is not fair to you."Sirius agreed.

"Will you tell me about them, Sirius? Tell me about mum and dad." Harry pleaded to him.

"Of course Harry, it is my fault that I couldn't tell you about them before. Remus and I will tell you all you need to know and more. We can also ask Hermione and Tonks to come too, which is if you want to." Sirius added hastily.

"Of course Sirius." Harry replied. "You are the only family I have Sirius." Harry said after few moments for which he only got a hug in return.

Tonks and Remus returned an hour later. After the very emotional talk between Harry and Sirius, Sirius went to his room and Harry joined Hermione in reading the journals of Dumbledore. As Harry was reading the journals he now most certainly believed that Dumbledore was mad, not that he didn't know it before but now he was hundred percent sure. One minute he is writing about his plan about Horcrux and then in the second line he would be writing about the exquisite taste of Lemon Sherbet. At last he couldn't keep up with Dumbledore's plan to ruin his life with sometimes vivid description of his socks or his favourite chocolate. He kept the Journal and on the table, a quite "Got to get out of here" to Hermione trying not to look the way her shirt was sticking to her body at right place went to the kitchen where he was pleasantly surprised to see Remus and Sirius making lunch for them.

"Don't you have house elf's Remus?" Harry asked Remus.

"Not he doesn't." came the reply from Hermione who was standing behind him.

"Why?"

"Because you don't need one when we are perfectly capable of doing things on our own." Tonks replied who was sitting on the platform swinging her legs chewing an apple.

"Exactly." Hermione announced happily.

"Hungry?" Sirius asked them all after few minutes of silence.

"Hell yah!" Came the enthusiastic reply from Harry."Well that said it all." Hermione said dryly causing Tonks to chuckle.

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