Tommy's POV

It had been a long time since the phone call Adam gave me, and we haven't talked since. I was still so pissed at him. Who lets his boy toy do that? And Adam is such a slut! But Tommy, don't you think he's adorable, funny, and so goddamn precious? Oh yea, so, by the way, I have developed feelings for this horrible man. I don't know how it happened; I just fell for him after that phone call. I still am so confused about it, but so far, only Dave knows and that's the way I want to keep it.

Tonight was Sasha's reunion party at her house and I was pretty excited for the most part. To see everyone again will be nice, except for the Adam part. And the reason this is bad is that I like him. I like him more than I should. And if he tries to apologize, I know I will be one to accept right away and he will always think I'm easy. I don't want to send him that message.

Anyways, tonight I wanted to look prettier than ever before. I had my 4-inch creepers on and some tight black skinny jeans, a black Marilyn Manson shirt on and over that I had on a black sweatshirt over that. But the part I really loved tonight was my face. I know, I know it sounds selfish. Whatever. I had some blue eye shadow gracing my lids, a thick black line under my eye. I put some mascara on my eyelashes and I was ready to go. But before I could go, I had to top it off with some dark blue lipstick. Yea, I was into the blue tonight. Hopefully, this would all turn Adam on so much.

As soon as I was done, I hopped in my car and drove all the way to Sasha's place. On my way over, I had Enter Sandman on replay. I loved this song. But when I got tired of it after a while, I turned off the CD and put the radio on. Adam Lambert was playing. The radio rang throughout the car and I sang along with the music, bobbing my head up and down.

"Yea, if I had you! That would be the only thing I'd ever need!" I guess I had been carried away because I seemed to be sitting in Sasha's driveway, listening to the song. I didn't realize I was even there until someone knocked on my window. I jumped a little, looking up to see Taylor. I smiled.

I hopped out of the car, hugging him and talking. I locked up, and we walked inside. I tested everyone and was mostly hanging out with Monte and Longineu until I heard the door open. Everyone looked over to see Adam walk in. His hair was a bit longer now and he looked as sexy as ever. I groaned a bit, hoping no one had heard it. But of course, I never get my way.

"You okay?" Monte said with a small laugh. I gave him a death glare and he backed off. When I turned back to Adam, I realized he had someone with him. They were short, had blonde hair and was wearing a small amount of makeup, I could tell. He had a nice smile and was really cute. I couldn't help but say that he looked a bit like Drake. But who was he? And before I knew it, Adam was walking over to everyone one by one and introducing his 'man'. Everyone else had gone back to their conversations. Except for me. I walked over to Sasha's living room, taking a seat on her leather couch. She had a nice house. It was small, but big enough for two people (her and her girlfriend). I sighed, taking a sip of the tequila I had in my hand. Ah, so soothing. Suddenly, I heard footsteps approaching me and I saw Adam, standing in front of me. He had the guy with him. God, I was so jealous. No, wait, what? No! I have to stop liking Adam. He hurt me and I needed to just let him go!

"Tommy!" Adam said, opening his arms for a hug. I just sat on the couch and looked up at him. He sighed, taking the guys hand and saying, "This is Sauli, my new boyfriend. I just want to introduce him," and I groaned, leaning back on the couch.

"Fine," I said bitterly, "Now leave," Adam didn't look happy. He looked sad. And I hated seeing my Babyboy sad or upset. But I shouldn't care right now.

"Fine," he said, but before he left, he whispered something in my ear.

"We need to talk later."