Hi all. As said before. This is a mini series. Next chapter is the last chapter. Hope you enjoyed.
Adam's POV
When Sauli and I arrived at the party, I was planning to have a great time with my boyfriend. Perhaps we would have a couple drinks, get a little tipsy, then have some great sex when we got home. But I knew I had to focus on the party and meet up with everyone I hadn't seen in weeks! I was excited for everyone to actually get to know Sauli. Some of the band had met him on our concert in Finland, but only Sasha went with me to Jenny Woo where Sauli and I met. We conversed and one thing led to another and it quickly progressed into something really magical. Then we spent some time together in Paris, which was really nice until he had to go back to his country. Paris was quite some place to spend some romantic time with someone you love. When he went back to Finland, we consistently texted and spoke on the phone (and we decided for that time being we were allowed to see other people but not get into anything too serious—hence my night with Brad; but now that we're back together for a good amount of time, we are completely loyal to each other). But now that he was with me again, I wanted everyone to actually get to know my love. I was excited because they were all so nice to him and I knew they would be. How could they not he was absolutely adorable! Everyone loved him, except Tommy it seemed…
Tommy was acting like a petulant child and I didn't appreciate him acting coldly towards my boyfriend. I mean, he could at least act as if he was happy for me. I didn't even know why he was being such a little brat right now. Like, he would ignore Sauli if he tried to talk to him and I knew that was breaking my boo's heart because he wanted to meet Tommy so bad. Normally though, Tommy's super cool with all my boyfriends and he would always be warm and kind towards them, but now he was just acting like a little bitch. Okay, sorry, I'm not trying to be mean, but I'm protective of my boyfriend, so excuse me for my series of insults that may string out of my mouth. I don't mean any of it; I just want Sauli and Tommy to get along. For me and Tommy to get along for that matter.
Ever since that little phone encounter with Brad, we haven't talked and he's seemed so edgy with me lately. I honestly didn't think it was that big of a deal because Tommy seemed to like that kind of shit. Pranks and stuff, but he didn't seem to like that one which I didn't understand because at the time I was worried but then thought, no way would Tommy take it too seriously. Guess I was really wrong about that…
With a heavy sigh, I ushered Sauli to go hang out with Monte and that little group of people while I shuffled back over to Tommy, grabbing him by his arm and tugging him up, towards Sasha's bedroom. Sauli should be too preoccupied with them, so he shouldn't notice my short little absence. I didn't want him to get worried or anything while I was away.
I pushed Tommy in in the room, gently shutting the door and turning around, crossing my arms over my chest and staring at Tommy with tender eyes. I was going to be very stern, but in a kind and responsive way. "Alright, Tommy. Tell me what's up. We haven't talked at all since that one time on the phone since the tour ended, you're being cold towards my boyfriend, and you're acting like a petulant child! You're my best friend. I want to mend what's wrong between us. Please…" I begged, looking at him with palpable eyes, he turned away, looking slightly ashamed, and I sighed, running my fingers through my thick hair. Shit, maybe I should cut it… I hadn't even noticed it had gotten so long. "I'm not mad, Glitterbaby," I said, a soft smile playing against my lips. Maybe if I just coaxed him a little, he would tell me what was on his mind.
"Adam…" he sighed, shaking his head and biting his bottom lip. Something was wrong with him, but he just couldn't tell me, I guessed. I sighed, remaining patient, even though I was a rather impatient character, I would try my best to remain docile with him. Obviously, it's something big because Tommy normally speaks his mind all the goddamn time. "The thing is, is that…I dunno…After the tour, I just realized something that I wish I had noticed before…before you started living your own life and got a boyfriend…" he murmured and I blinked, tilting my head to the side and sighing, running my fingers through my hair again, trying to keep my cool. What was he talking about? What could he have realized that he can't just talk to me about?
"Okay, Tommy, what are you talking about?" I asked, glancing at him again, but before I could even comprehend what just happen, his lips were pressed against mine and his hand was entangled in my hair, tugging at it. My heart started beating ten-fold as he pressed his chest against mine. I gasped, shaking my head and pushing him off, taking a step back and looking at him with a surprised expression. Uh, what just happened? Tommy was straight, I had a boyfriend, and everything just happened was so out of the blue, I'm not even sure if it actually DID happen. Okay, holy shit, I need to just take a deep breath and remember that Tommy's just confused. Okay… "Tommy, what are you doing? I have a boyfriend! You're straight!" I exclaimed and he bit his bottom lip, shaking his head. Oh, shit, what's gonna happen?
"N-No, I'm not, Adam! I never felt the way I feel about you with anyone else! No other girl, no nothing! Just you! Please don't choose that Finn over me! You know you want me just as much as I want you," he said, taking a step forward and pressing his hand against my chest, pushing me against the wall and looking up at me with angered eyes. "Don't act like you don't want me," he whispered, his eyebrows furrowed together and I gulped, shaking my head. He was so intense and in command, I loved it, but I couldn't be turned on because he wasn't my boyfriend! Sauli and I agreed to be loyal and be consistent boyfriends. I love Sauli like no other, and now here's Tommy practically handing himself to me, and I couldn't take him, no matter how irresistible he seemed right now. Holy shit, what am I going to do?
"T-Tommy…I'll admit that in one point in my life I did have feelings for you that I wish I didn't have because I knew you were straight. But I'm at a point in my life where I found someone that makes me really happy, and I think right now you're just confused—" I couldn't finish my sentence because Tommy interrupted me, seeming even more furious than before.
"No, Adam! I'm not confused and I know DAMN WELL what I want, and what I want is you. And you can't deny that you probably want me to," he said, pushing me against the wall and leaning up, pressing his lips hard against mine in a dirty kiss. His mouth opened and closed, meshing against mine in perfect harmony. I moaned, my eyes rolling into the back of my head and I tried pulling away, but he grabbed my hair, forcing me to stay put as he ravaged me mouth. There was nothing more that I could do at this point. I couldn't deny that I did always have some sort of feelings towards Tommy, and I knew that they would always remain in the deepest, darkest part of my heart. It's was futile to try to ignore it. And this pretty boy was forcing himself on me, and I wish I could resist it, but I couldn't. I did like Tommy, but I loved Sauli and I didn't know what to do anymore. So I just allowed my body (and dick) to speak for me.
So, with all the want in my body, I kissed him back, trailing my tongue on his bottom lip, sucking on it and he opened, our tongues battling for victory. I won, spinning around and shoving him against the wall, grasping the blond fringed of his hair and tugging on it. He whined, panting hard and looking at me, the black in his eyes overfilling his irises. I growled, kissing him against and allowing our bodies to grind in passion. My slender hands trailed down his sides, gripping onto his hips as they rolled into one another, our half hard-ons clearly evident to each other.
"Adam, are you okay?" A soft, but heavily coated accent asked, the door creaking open, Sauli stood at the frame, looking at us, and I stopped, gasping and pulling away from Tommy, looking at my love. My heart was beating so fast and I became nervous. Shit, Sauli saw us! He's going to break up with me and I won't be able to fucking live without him! I was so stupid allowing Tommy to do all this shit to me! I should have been stronger willed. However, he didn't react the way I thought he would. He didn't call me out and run away. He didn't walk up and slap me, storming away. He didn't tackle Tommy and try to kill him. Instead, a small smirk rose on his lips and an impish grin made its way to his face.
"Nyt puolue oikeastaan alkoi..."
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