Rated M of course ;D I don't own anything. Review? Please?
I GOT YOU, BABE
"Your lips are incredibly soft," Kendall mumbled into Jo's lips, licking across the bottom one with a chuckle. Jo graciously opened her mouth for her boyfriend and giggled, as she threaded her fingers through his hair.
They had come into Kendall's room for what they told James and Carlos who were watching a movie outside, "peace and quiet" but anyone with two heads knew what Jo and Kendall were actually doing. The two teens had been so hungrily, and sexually attracted to each other since their first time nearly a month ago, it seemed that they could never keep each other's hands off each other.
Kendall laid on top of Jo, his body tight to hers as she moaned softly and giggled into his lips, turning the boy on even more and more. He passionately kissed her, and slowly began to grind his body into hers, something that made her chocolate brown eyes wide in amazement, and glaze over with pleasure. He rested on his forearms for leverage, making sure his hips moved with hers in time.
"Mhmm, baby that feels good," Jo mumbled flirtily against Kendall's swollen lips, feeling the friction even behind both of their heavy jeans.
Kendall parted from her lips and raised an eyebrow at her with a devilish little smirk, as she breathed a bit heavily under him. He smiled at her, and gently ran his hands up her smooth, toned leg, loving the feeling of her soft skin, his lips crashing on hers. He stopped at the hemline of her jean shorts and massaged her inner thigh gently, creeping up as he went along. Jo parted from him with a giggle and slyly gave him a smirk, sitting up and breaking their kiss. She immediately stripped herself of her blue and white striped tank top, letting it fall next to her on the bed with a smile. Kendall's eyes popped at the sight of his girlfriends near topless, beautiful body and bit his lower lip. He leaned into her and kissed her gently, his hand caressing her neck as she leaned her forehead against his smiling.
"Are you sure, baby? I mean, James and Carlos are outside," Kendall said concerned, in his mind slapping himself, for giving his girlfriend any doubt. Jo looked at him with a smile. How cute was he?
"Is your mom home?" she asked. Kendall nodded no. "Is Katie home?" Same answer. "Does the door have a lock?" she asked. Kendall nodded with wide, green eyes and Jo smiled. She leaned into Kendall's lips, tugging on the bottom one slightly, as she ran her hand down his chest, to the slight bulge in his jeans.
"Then what are you waiting for?" she asked in a lustful voice. Kendall's entire face lit up and he smashed his lips into hers with a genuine smile on. The parted with a giggle and Kendall stroked her gorgeous blonde hair.
"I just gotta go into James' room and steal a condom, I'm all out," he said rushed and excited. Jo giggled at her boyfriend's anticipation.
"Already? We've only had sex a few times, I hope you aren't using them with someone else," Jo said crossing her arms across her almost bare chest playfully, Kendall intoxicated at the sight of his half naked girlfriend with a puppy dog face on. He chuckled and leaned in, kissing her lips softly, and carefully.
"Never. I only bought a six pack. And James' borrowed one the other night, before I told him to go get his own," Kendall said with a grin. Jo nodded as the boy hurriedly fixed his messy hair and took a deep breath. He stood up straight, leaned down to kiss her lips with a smile, walked over to the door, unlocking it and stepping outside, and called James' name.
Jo sighed and laid back on the pillows of the bed with a smile on her face. Every time she made love to Kendall, it felt like the first time. It was exciting, new, passionate and absolutely mind-blowing. Jo snuggled into Kendall's pillows and took in the sweet scent of his musky, yet vanilla fragrance and sighed, loving absolutely everything about it. She sat up and picked up the pillow, trying to fluff it and set it upright when she noticed there was something inside.
She cocked an eyebrow and felt a hard but flexible, cold surface against the backside of the pillow case. There was something inside its case. She rested the pillow on her lap and reached inside, feeling some sort of glossy book, or magazine. She made sure Kendall wasn't coming and reached inside, grabbing it with her fingers. She pulled it out and studied it, and her heart instantly dropped a bit.
"Playboy?" she said softly to herself, looking at the half nude, big breasted, redhead woman on the cover.
Jo cautiously felt the pages between her fingers, her brow furrowed. Why would he have a Playboy? He has me, she thought. Fingering the top right corner, she felt that there were some pages that had folded corners. She opened to those and found this same woman who was on the cover completely naked, her long fake, red hair framing her beautifully made up face. Jo bit her lower lip and ran her hands over the page upset. She flipped the page and found the same woman wearing just a hat, boots and some guitar necklace. Her face and body looked absolutely flawless, and Jo swallowed the lump that formed in her throat. Was this what Kendall really wanted? This bimbo redhead with size DD breasts, with those perfectly groomed eyebrows and naturally curly hair. Jo closed the magazine, and she felt tears welling up in her eyes. She quickly stuffed the magazine back in the pillow case angrily, and set the pillow back down.
Kendall strolled in the room with a smirk on, a condom in his hand, a big smile plastered across his face. He chuckled and shut the door behind him, locking it.
"This wasn't easy to get, so we better get good useee...outt…offfff…ittttt…" Kendall trailed off, looking at Jo sitting on the bed, who was pulling her tank top on with a sad expression on her face. Kendall cocked an eyebrow at her puzzled and walked over to her, sitting down next to her confused.
"What's wrong, baby?" he asked her gently, resting a hand on her thigh comfortingly. Jo bit her lip and shrugged her shoulders, looking up at him with sad eyes. She wouldn't tell him that she found his magazine, and that all of a sudden, she felt absolutely incompetent to ever satisfy him like redhead could. Jo felt like crying hysterically into Kendall, but she couldn't tell him she knew about the magazine. It was obviously hidden enough to qualify its retrieval as snooping.
"I—I don't feel comfortable with the guys out there. I'm sorry, Kendall," she mumbled out softly, hanging her head, feeding the best lie she could think of to him. Kendall sighed and put an arm around Jo, hugging her in tightly, and kissing her blonde hair. While he was quite anxious to have sex with his girlfriend, Jo being uncomfortable definitely wasn't worth it.
"It's alright, babe. Don't worry about it. We can wait," he whispered into her blonde locks, kissing them gently. She pulled away from him and looked up into his eyes with a sad upset face on. She quickly pulled her cell phone out of her pocket, checking the time and making up a fib in her head.
"It's already 5:30. I-I should get going. I don't want to be late for supper," she said shakily, getting up from the bed as if it was on fire, as Kendall looked at her with a strange eye.
"You sure?" he asked her confused. Jo nodded as Kendall swallowed hard and nodded. He shot up from the bed, opened his nightstand and threw the condom in there for safe keeping, scratching the back of his neck as he closed it.
"So uh…I'll walk you out," he said awkwardly, sensing this weird, unexpected tension between them. Jo nodded as Kendall stuffed his hands in his pockets, and followed his girlfriend out of him and Logan's room. James and Carlos were on the couch and they whipped their heads around at the sight of the two lovers. Kendall opened the door for his girlfriend, and she stepped out, turning back to him. He leaned against the door, a bit disappointed, and she bit her lower lip, her eyes glassy. He reached out to touch her hand with his left hand, his right one leaning against the door frame.
"Is everything alright, babe? Did I say something to upset you?" he asked her with a sad, soft voice. Jo nodded her head no, and tried her best to smile up at him.
"I'll see you later tonight maybe?" she asked softly. Kendall smiled, and leaned in, pecking her lips gently, his hand caressing her cheek, as she broke the kiss and turned away.
Kendall couldn't see, but the second the door closed, Jo leaned against the hallway wall, clutching her knees to her chest crying, Kendall leaning against the door confused as could be.
It had been a week since Jo found the magazine in Kendall's room, and ever since then the blonde girl had been feeling more self-conscious around her boyfriend than ever. Any time Kendall kissed her, she imagined that he imagined the redhead's lips on his. Any time he touched her, she imagined he imagined the soft, flawless skin of the redhead. This problem was messing with Jo's head completely, and she refused to talk to Kendall about it. She couldn't let him know she had "snooped" around his room, because then he wouldn't trust her. Jo was caught in a tug-of-war between her emotions and her guilt, and neither side seemed to be winning.
It was a week to the day that Jo had found the magazine, and she and Kendall sat on her couch late at night, watching a movie. Kendall's lips had found their way to their neck, as he planted soft, wet kisses on her neck, his tongue gently massaging against her soft skin to a degree he found heavenly. Jo however wasn't really responding. Kendall noticed that she hadn't responded to him much at all this week, ever since that day in his room. Jo seemed distant, and not as attracted to him. Kendall had spent all night thinking of what could be wrong, and had even lost sleep over it. It was driving him crazy not knowing what had changed between them.
"I-I wanna watch the movie," Jo said softly, arching her neck away from Kendall's lips, with a small, sad pout on her face. Kendall's face dropped with a bit of fear, as she pushed his hand off of her thigh a bit violently, and swallowed hard. Kendall sighed in frustration and shrugged her shoulders, getting her attention.
"Hey," he asked her softly, picking up her chin with his other hand, and tilting her lips to his. "Did I do something to upset you? Did I make you feel uncomfortable?" he asked her cluelessly. Jo looked in his eyes and nodded no, feeling tears come to her face. Kendall looked distraught. His brows were furrowed together in a sad, confused way and she could tell he had some sort of dismay on his face. She was making him worry about her, and she hadn't even realized.
Jo looked at him and nodded no, looking down and biting her lip. Kendall's hand ran through hers gently and comfortingly, as she looked back up at him.
"You haven't been acting the same since we almost…you know, last week. I don't want you to think I'm mad that we didn't, or that we haven't in a few weeks, babe. That's not what me and you are about. You know that right?" he asked her softly, caressing her cheek as Jo looked up at his sad green eyes. She really did have the perfect boyfriend. Here Kendall was blaming himself for her own self-consciousness, and she wasn't telling him what was going on. Didn't good relationships involve talking about what the other felt?
"I know, it's just," Jo trailed off, keeping her gaze from Kendall's onto the movie in front of them. Kendall saw the absolute fear and sadness on her face and leaned in, kissing her cheek gently.
"You can tell me anything, Jo. You know that right?" he mumbled against her cheek, kissing it lightly. Jo nodded, and shut her eyes, and tears started falling out of them. Kendall's heart immediately dropped when he saw the first tear come from Jo's beautiful chocolate eyes, and he held her even closer to him.
"Baby, what's wrong?" he asked her softly and a bit terrified. He had known something was up with Jo all week, but now, seeing her cry over it, he knew it was serious. Kendall Knight had always tried to be the best guy he could be, especially when it came to his girlfriend, the absolute love of his life.
"I-I found your magazine last week," Jo got out shakily, swallowing the lump in her throat, getting up the courage to tell him. Kendall looked at her confused, as she gazed up at him cautiously, hoping he wouldn't be too mad at her.
"What magazine?" he asked confused. Jo swallowed hard and bit her lower lip.
"Your—your Playboy. I went to go fix the pillows a-and I felt a magazine in the pillowcase and I took it out. And I saw all the pages you had folded down of that redheaded girl," Jo said, her cries hitching a bit, as she leaned into Kendall, afraid to look him in the eyes. Kendall looked at her genuinely confused.
"Babe, I don't know what you're talking about. I don't have any Playboy magazines," he said confused. Kendall thought long and hard about what Jo had seen and it finally clicked. Logan.
"I just—I thought about how if that's what you like, then maybe you really don't get pleasure out of having sex with me, or you picture that redhead. Because…w-why would you need a Playboy to get off when you could have s-sex with me," Jo barely got out, stumbling on her words as Kendall held her close. He kissed her hair and sighed deeply, Jo realizing how stupid this all was.
"Jo, that magazine is Logan's, not mine," Kendall said softly. Jo sniffled and looked up at those beautiful green eyes baffled.
"Really?" she asked confused. Kendall nodded.
"Logan's kinda embarrassed about all that stuff, and I guess didn't want my mom to find it when she did laundry, so he stuck it in my pillowcase. My mom unfortunately already knows we've had sex, so I guess he figured that if she found on my side of the room, it wouldn't be as weird as finding it on his side," Kendall spoke softly, breathing out deep. Jo looked up at him with a straight face smile, as Kendall leaned down and pecked her lips softly, parting with a small, light sound.
"Is that why you've been acting so distant lately?" he asked her gently. Jo nodded shamefully, as Kendall traced her plump pink lips with his finger and smiled.
"Baby, that's crazy. I have you. I don't need trashy magazines like that," he told her with a comforting smile. Jo smiled a bit, but Kendall felt as if there was still some doubt behind those gorgeous brown eyes. He smirked, leaned and kissed her lips lightly, resting his forehead against hers, his hand moving around to her back, rubbing it gently.
"Wanna know a secret?" he asked her in a low voice. Jo nodded and Kendall slowly locked lips with her again with a smirk on his face.
"You know how I kinda wanted to have sex a few times last week?" he asked her. Jo nodded, touching Kendall's chin affectionately, feeling a bit stupid for her self-doubt, and all the times she could have made love to her wonderful boyfriend, but turned him down.
"Well, every time I really got the urge, I'd wait until everyone was asleep, and then I'd take out that picture I took at the pool a few weeks ago, of you in that sexy, red, bikini, and I'd please myself to that," he said lustfully, not a hint of embarrassment in his voice. Jo looked at him with wonder, blushing a bit as he chuckled. "How would I ever be able to get off to a picture of some photo enhanced, plastic surgery covered model I don't even know, rather than a picture of my sexy, gorgeous girlfriend, in a barely there red bikini?" he asked her in a low voice, adding a chuckle at the end. Jo's face was red as she let out a small giggle, and Kendall kissed her cheek gently.
"And don't ever think that you're not good enough for me, babe. You're all I need and more," he whispered softly into her ear. Jo smiled and looked up into Kendall's soulful, loyal green eyes, holding back a small smile. She leaned up and pecked his lips gently, as they parted.
"Thanks, babe. I needed to hear that."
