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Caution: Sexual content ahead.
Evie's emotions were caught in a game of tug of war. On one side she wanted to push him away and on the other side she wanted nothing more than to feel him. It been so long since she had felt him like this that her body was yearning for him.
Throwing caution to the wind, she deepened the kiss. Even went as far as tugging his shirt off. Sleeping with Ted would make her a slut, but she couldn't help the feelings that were taking over her. Her lust and love for Ted took over senses.
Losing himself in the passion, Ted picked her up and laid her down on the bed. Breaking the kiss, he moved back a bit so that he could get a better look at her. Her lips were in a pout and her eyes displayed passion and want. Licking his lips, he pulled his jeans off and tossed them aside. Slowly, he moved so that he was hovering over her.
"I want this." Evie said, running her hands down his smooth chest. "Just this once and then its goodbye to this forever."
His eyes clamped shut at the mention of only being friends forever. Doing this would only make things harder for him in the end, but he couldn't turn her down. Part of him wanted to feel her one last time. The second she said 'I do,' she was truly linked to John for life.
"Final goodbye." Ted agreed.
His lips trailed kisses down her body, his hands slowly traveling down her sides. When he reached her hips, he hooked his thumbs in the sides and pulled them down. The further down her legs her panties went, he pulled away from her, taking them off.
Tossing the unneeded material aside, his sights fell on her naked frame underneath him. His eyes slowly travelled down her body, drinking in every curve. Subconsciously, he licked his lips knowing that in seconds he would be all over her.
Meanwhile, Evie looked up at him with her breathing labored. Every second that he hadn't touched her he drove her crazy. She wanted nothing more than to have his lips on hers and her legs wrapped around his waist.
Deciding that he had wasted enough time he hovered over her, his eyes glued on hers. A smile crossed his face as he softly ran one of his hands through her. It was like the first time all over again. Butterflies were swirling around in his stomach and his smile reached to his eyes.
"You're beautiful." He whispered.
"Teddy." Evie whispered, resting her tiny hands on his arms.
Silently, he placed a kiss on her lips and slowly worked down her body. Her soft skin against his lips made him lose control. His breathing became labored and so did hers. Kissing back up her body, he laced their hands together, placing them above her head. His eyes connected with hers and he slowly pushed himself in.
A light gasp had escaped from between Evie's lips. It had been so long since she had felt what she was feeling. Biting down on her lower lip, she started moving her hips toward him, keeping the slow pace. At the rate they were going, she wanted it to last forever.
Ted kept his eyes on her, showing her that he was serious about her. He really did love her and he really was sorry about everything he had done. Looking back at everything now, his intention wasn't to hurt her. Something that they had never died. It would always be there, no matter who they ended up with.
"I love you." He whispered, still moving in and out of her. "I really do."
"Right there, Teddy." Evie moaned, her back slightly arching off the bed.
Her eyes remained stuck on his. They were a darker shade of blue, telling Evie that lust had completely taken over his body. His lips were locked in a small smile. Well, when animal like growls weren't tearing out of his mouth.
Somehow Evie untwisted her hands from Ted's and brought them to his chest, gently pushing him off. When he got the hint to lay back, she climbed on him and set the pace. Now it was she who had his hands pinned above his head.
"My turn." She smirked, pressing her lips to his.
Ted had no idea what was going on, but he liked it. Evie taking control like that had definitely turned him on.
"Evie." He moaned, pushing his hips upward.
She said nothing as she moved up and down his length. Evie threw her head back in pleasure and allowed a moan to pierce the room. She started moving faster, only to have Ted push himself upwards at a harder force.
His eyes rolled to the back of his head as he felt his climax approaching. Using his strength, he pushed upwards, pushing Evie back onto the mattress. Gripping her hips, he started moving at a much faster pace. An animalistic feeling came over him and he lost all control.
"Teddy." Evie moaned, her fingernails digging into his back.
Feeling himself slow down, he knew he was close. Evie was starting to tighten around him and he could fill his build up in his stomach. With a few more final thrusts, together they climaxed. He rolled over to the side and wrapped his arms around Evie.
"I don't regret this." Ted whispered in her ear. "Not for one minute."
Strangely, she felt the same way and melted in his embrace. The words she wanted to say were on the tip of her tongue, but they wouldn't come out. Lately, she had been getting all these weird feelings and she felt like this was the build up to it all becoming known.
"Say something."
Evie turned so that she was facing him, but still in his arms. A soft smile graced her face as she made eye contact with him. It was like they were teenagers all over again. Always he would hold her and just make her smile for no apparent reason. It amazed her that years later he still had that affect on her.
"I'm happy."
"You're happy?" Ted wondered.
"I don't how to explain it. Before, I was just so confused and I wasn't sure where to go, Teddy. Now, we just happened again and I can't help but feel giddy."
"You're only happy?"
Evie sighed. "I'm not only happy. There are other things that I'm feeling. I just don't know how to put them into words. Saying that I'm only happy is a cheesy answer, but that's the most that I can say."
"Really? Because I can say a lot more." Ted pulled away from her and sat up. Smiling, he pulled her onto his lap. Tucking a piece of hair behind her ear, he stared directly in her eyes. "We've been through a lot together and some of it I wouldn't change for the world. I've learned a few things about life from you and for that I am thankful. You'll always be apart of me no matter where I go or where you go. Married or not you'll always be in my life. I'll love you always."
"Teddy." Evie cried at his words. "That's sweet."
"Shh, don't cry." Ted wiped away her tears with the pads of his thumbs. "I get that you're getting married to John and that you love him, but I just wanted to get how I felt out there. Even if you don't feel the same way, I can always take comfort in the fact that you know."
The feeling of happiness that she was feeling earlier was still there, it just wasn't as pronounced as before. Without even realizing it, he had made it even harder for her. Sighing, she pressed her forehead against his.
"I love you too." She whispered, not thinking.
His heart stopped and his breath got caught in his chest. Did she really just say what he thought she did? She loved him. Evie actually loved him. The feelings she had for him as a teenager were still around.
"What?"
"I love you." She repeated, wrapping her arms around him.
Just then, the gleam of her engagement ring caught her eye. A sudden pang of guilt took over her. Her smile weakened a bit. Her feelings were jumbled. Now, she wasn't sure if she felt bad for cheating on John or for possibly stringing Ted along.
A/N: We're getting to the end.