Rated M of course ;D I don't own anything. Review? Please? This is for so-complicated :D

I'M SORRY

"Seriously, again?" Kendall said into the phone, sitting down at the table of 2J, tugging on his black tie with his other hand

"I'm sorry, babe. They wanted to get the entire episode done today, so we can start shooting the new one before winter hiatus," Jo said into the phone, her voice laced with sadness.

Kendall sighed and twisted his empty glass on the dining room table, looking down at it, holding his iPhone to his ear. This was the third time this week Jo had bailed on him because of New Town High filming, and to be honest the boy had started to get sick of it.

The first time she had bailed on him, Kendall had just asked her for a simple coffee date at one of the cafés just in walking distance from the Palm Woods. He just wanted to spend time with his beautiful girlfriend, and unfortunately while over the moon for her success, he was starting to get sick of how her show always came first.

The second time she had bailed, Kendall had plans to bring her to the beach for a nice picnic lunch he had prepared himself, but unfortunately, she was being interview by a few magazines with Jett Stetson. Kendall hated Jett. As much as he wanted to believe that nothing was going on between the good-looking Hollywood womanizer and his girlfriend, which he knew was true, sometimes Kendall's imagination got the best of him. He trusted Jo, especially since what had happened when she was first cast on New Town High, but he did not trust Jett at all.

And now the third, which Kendall was the most pissed about. He had spent all day cooking for Jo since she promised him she would be done shooting, showered and dressed by 9. He had prepared a wonderfully romantic, and sensual dinner for the two of them. He had even gotten everyone out of the apartment for night, which had not been easy to do at all. He had made her favorite meal, Rosemary Lemon Chicken Francese with a nice fresh salad, and steamed vegetables. Kendall quite honestly enjoyed cooking for his girlfriend, imagining the face she would have on seeing what her amazing, loyal boyfriend had done for her. But I guess not.

And to top it all off, the two lover's hadn't made love in nearly a long, agonizing month.

After being together for nearly a year, and having sex regularly for four months, Kendall was bound to get a little antsy after some time without it. He and Jo had barely even seen each other the past few days, which made it even worse. All Kendall wanted to do was sit down with Jo, and kiss her till her lips were blue, telling her how beautiful, and sexy she was. Both of them were tired, both of them were busy.

He hated how lately, even when he had learned to balance his music and his relationships, Jo had not. Quite frankly, he was angry at the girl for not even caring as much as she should.

"You can't get out of it?" Kendall asked lazily, leaning on his arm a bit miserably, still stroking his silk tie he had worn.

"Kendall, I'm the main character. No, I can't," Jo said to him, as if he was asking some ludicrous question. Kendall furrowed his eyebrows angrily and sat up straight in his chair, looking at the dimly lit room, the flame of the candle he had lit in front of him. He looked up at the time on the microwave.

10:43.

He had been sitting here nearly an hour and a half before Jo finally decided she'd call and tell him she wasn't coming.

"Well I've been sitting here for an hour with two plates of cold food waiting for you to walk through the door, Jo. You could've fucking called instead of making me sit here like an idiot waiting for you," he snapped back with an attitude, his breaths getting heavier.

"I'm on set, Kendall. What do you want me to do? Drop absolutely everything so I can run to my dressing room and call you to tell you I am going to be late? It doesn't work like that when I'm trying to do a scene, and you know that," Jo shot back, Kendall hearing the anger and frustration in her voice.

"You really don't even have five minutes to shoot me a text?" Kendall asked back angrily tapping his fingers on the table loudly and violently. Jo let out a deep frustrated sigh and swallowed hard.

"You know what, I'm really getting sick of you blaming me for all of this. This is my job. This is my dream, and instead of supporting it you're…you're…guilt tripping me into thinking that I'm being selfish," Jo said with a laugh at the end, her anger starting to get more and more evident.

"Guilt tripping you? Seriously?" Kendall said laughing loudly at the ludicrous statement. "I'm not guilt tripping you into anything, Jo. Maybe it's the fact I'm a bit upset I haven't seen you in a month, or that we haven't had sex in a month, or that I've tried to make three, perfect, romantic dates for you and yet, your job always comes first over me," Kendall yelled into the phone, his heart beating out of his chest.

"Oh, alright. Well now this makes sense. You're just crabby cause you're not getting. I'm glad that's all I'm good for, Kendall. Because honestly, just go fucking jerk off to a Playboy if you can't wait," Jo said into the phone harshly, her voice wavering with what Kendall figured tears. He didn't even care at this point.

"After I make three fucking romantic dates for you, you have the fucking nerve to say that to me? That I only want you for sex? How dare you!" Kendall screamed into the phone, standing up, his entire body shaking with absolute fury. Kendall had never been so mad at Jo in all his life, and he couldn't even believe the things that were coming out of her mouth.

"Well that's what it sounds like. The only reason you made those dates was because you wanted some, now wasn't it?" Jo screamed at him. Kendall laughed loudly, and took a few deep breaths pacing the apartment, his steps becoming more and more rapid, his heart pounding against his chest.

"Fuck you, Jo," he screamed into the phone, hanging up with an angry click. He threw his iPhone to the floor, his fists clenched at his sides, as he heard the loud smash of his screen, sending a big crack down the middle, his phone instantly turning off. His entire face was beat red, his heart working overtime.

He couldn't even fathom that she would say something to him like that. This wasn't over. Kendall looked at the time and bit his lower lip. It was a fifteen minute walk to the New Town High studio a few blocks away. This was not over. He was going to talk to Jo in person, and scream at her like he never had before. He had never felt so compelled to scream at someone as he did now.

Jo sat in her dressing room, tears streaming down her face. She was packing up her belongings from the twelve hour shoot she had done today, looking at her phone every time she folded something new into her duffle bag.

Fuck you, Jo.

The words seemed to haunt her. She was still so angry at Kendall, but yet, his words had torn through her heart exasperatingly. She didn't understand why he was getting so angry. They both knew that this wasn't going to be easy, with her a TV star and him a pop star. They were going have to work it their relationship every day, but she had never heard Kendall speak like that to her, or anyone, ever. Honestly, it scared the girl beyond belief. She knew she had really upset Kendall, but he had to understand where she was coming from, and there was no way she was going to back down. She had picked up the phone twice since he had hung up so abruptly on her, but it had gone straight to voicemail both times.

"Let me in," she suddenly heard a gruff voice say, following three loud, powerful knocks. Jo's head shot up and she turned her head towards the door of her dressing room. Her eyes grew wide at the voice.

Kendall.

Jo's anger suddenly all came flooding back, wiping her teary eyes as stomped over to the door. Her heart starting pounding against her chest as she flung open the door to find a formally dressed and angry Kendall on the other side.

"Don't you ever hang up on me again like that, Kendall Knight, or I swear to God we're over!" Jo screamed out at her boyfriend. Luckily, everyone else on set had gone home for the night, and it was just Jo and the security guards out on the lot left. Kendall walked into the room, Jo closing the door behind him as he laughed out of anger again, his face beet red, his fists white.

"You know what, I had to come say this to your face, Jo," Kendall chuckled out, his eyebrows furrowed evilly and his mouth straight. Jo crossed her arms across her chest, as Kendall stood across the room from her pacing back and forth.

"You act like it's only about you in this relationship, okay? You're being selfish. I never see you. Somehow, we are both famous and yet I always find time to spend with you. We haven't talked, we haven't touched, we haven't kissed, we have barely even acknowledged each other the past few weeks, and you treat me like I'm some sort of…some sort of pathetic dog just waiting for you to come home, or waiting for you to blow me off, again!" Kendall screamed.

Jo had enough.

"I'm…I'm selfish? You have to be fucking kidding me, Kendall! If anyone is selfish, it's you for not supporting me. I'm doing the best I can, okay? Shooting a TV show and making music are two totally different things. I spend 12 hours a day here, and you spend 5 at the studio, so don't even begin to feed me the bullshit that you give all of yourself in the relationship, and I don't, cause that is absolutely ridiculous!" Jo screamed at him, moving closer to him, pointing her finger in his face.

"You know what, I'm so sick of this, Jo!" Kendall screamed at her, moving even closer to her. Jo moved closer to him as well, seeing his green eyes alive with anger, as the two were just centimeters apart from each other. Their breaths hung heavily in the air, as they looked up and down each other. This was the closest they had been in weeks. Their breaths grew heavier and heavier, silence ringing through the air.

As if on cue, Jo and Kendall's lips connected instantly.

Kendall's hands immediately moved around her slim waist, tugging her into him, as he slipped his tongue along her bottom lip, Jo instantly parting her mouth for him. The two moaned into each other's lips, as Kendall grinded his body against hers, his hands moving down to her backside, cupping it gently as Jo's hands swung around his neck.

With an adrenaline on high, Kendall quickly parted from Jo and went to the hem of her shirt, nearly tearing it off her body, throwing it to the corner of her dressing room. Jo moaned slightly as Kendall leaned in to her neck, and began to roughly suck it, his hands pushing her body into his as he grinded into her faster. His teeth bit her skin ruthlessly, not even caring how rough he was being with her, and truthfully, Jo didn't mind.

Kendall's' teeth scraped against her skin, roughly as Jo moaned into him, breathing heavily.

"I'm sorry, Kendall," Jo moaned out slightly, feeling his erection against her body, trying her best to grind into it to her boyfriends liking.

Kendall stopped biting, and lapped his tongue gently against the red flesh he had created on Jo's neck, his own head caught up in a tizzy from the passion.

"It's okay baby, I'm sorry too. I'm so sorry," he panted out between heavy breaths, his hand traveling up her back to the clasp of her bra, and unhooking it gently.

Kendall peppered her cheek and neck with soft, supple kisses as he maneuvered the bra straps off her shoulders, and parted from her. He gently slid her bra off her shoulders, revealing her bare chest as Kendall picked her up by the waist, his lips on hers as she wrapped her legs around his core.

He brought her over to the couch, lips still attached and laid her down gently. He quickly stripped off his shirt and threw it in a corner of the dressing room before coming on top of Jo and going for her lips. His hand immediately went for her breast, and he massaged it delicately as Jo let out a moan into his lips, which Kendall smiled at, feeling the warm skin under his palm.

"I'm so sorry, baby. I didn't mean…what I said, I was, I was just…upset," Kendall said messily, his mouth still quasi attached to Jo's, as her hands went to the button of his jeans.

"I know, I'm sorry…too, I—I just haven't…seen you, and I'm trying so hard…to keep my life normal, but it's…so hard," Jo barely got out between the slight moans and kisses she was receiving from Kendall. Jo's hand gently unbuttoned his jeans and pulled down the zipper, as she tugged his pants down, leaving the boy in his boxers, his pants bunched at his knees.

"I know, Jo. I just missed you," Kendall muttered out against Jo's smooth skin, his hand gripping her exposed thigh and traveling up under her skirt to her thong. He tugged on the fabric, and wrestled it down to Jo's legs, bringing his lips to her knee, and kissing up her inner thigh.

"Kendall, I really can't wait anymore, baby," Jo moaned out softly, as his head snuck under her skirt.

He quickly retreated his lips from her thigh, and chuckled as Jo adventurously hooked her fingers under his boxers and pulled them down swiftly. Kendall chuckled as he opened Jo's legs on the couch, his hands slickly sliding up and down her nearly bare thighs. He pushed her skirt up a bit and leaned his face down to hers with a small smile, his breaths heavy as he passionately kissed her, his heart racing.

Jo wriggled her hips up a bit, as Kendall met her with his long, throbbing length. His tip rested at her entrance as Jo parted from Kendall, and let out a long, throaty moan.

"Please baby," she begged, as he thrust into her wildly, Jo grabbing his neck in comfort a smile coming to her face. Kendall wasted no time in what he had been waiting to do for weeks, as Jo wrapped a leg around him, holding on tightly.

He thrust erratically and wildly into her, enjoying how her upper body jiggled in time as if the two were some type of machine. Kendall leaned down and harshly sucked on her breast, Jo's hands threading through his hair as his hips bucked into her, her legs shaking from the pleasure.

"Oh baby, I'm so sorry, please. I'm so sorry," Jo moaned with her eyes closed, the feeling of Kendall's entire length inside of her sending chills and shivers up and down her body.

The fact that he was so confident, and willing in his strokes made Jo lost in a dream when they made love. He took her roughly, more roughly than ever before as he moved from her breast to her lips, licking across the seam.

"Harder, Kendall," Jo moaned into his lips, the boy grunting, sweat forming in his messy hair. Jo sighed in pleasure and bucked her hips back into his, a surprise for the boy as he groaned out loud into Jo's ear, nestling in her neck.

"Tell me what you baby girl, anything at all," Kendall whispered in her ear roughly, kissing the shell and biting on her earlobe gently. "Tell me what I can do to make it up to you," he barely got out between hard, long thrusts of his hips. He breathing was staccato as he hung his head, leaning up on his forearms as Jo squirmed beneath him.

"Just go harder, please. Harder," Jo begged relentlessly. Kendall tried to situate himself in an angle where he could make Jo's wishes become a reality, her nails scratching his back, leaving harsh red lines. Kendall and Jo were halfway off the couch, her sitting lopsided, Kendall leaning one knee on the ground the other on the couch, as he pounded into her holding nothing back, his girlfriend turning to putty beneath him.

Jo had fistfuls of Kendall's hair in her hands as she eased her head back, the boy kissing her throat as he grunted in exhaustion, his hips getting tired, his body becoming sore.

"Almost there," Jo moaned out loudly, taking Kendall's hair and tugging it towards her as she bucked her hips into his one last time, and finally reached her breaking point.

"Kendallllllllll…," she moaned loudly as her inner walls clenched his throbbing member tightly. Kendall had reached his own height, as he felt his sweet release pool into his girlfriends body, his orgasm blazing through him as if he was on fire.

After a few seconds, the two lover's calmed down, and situated themselves the correct way on the couch, both of their breathings heavy as could be. They stared into each others' eyes, Kendall wiping the sweat from Jo's forehead, and kissing it gently before going to her lips. He kissed her lips with tenderness and care, as they parted and she swept his sweaty bangs from his forehead.

Kendall chuckled silently and Jo bit her bottom lip, breaths still heavy.

"I'm sorry, Kendall. Really," Jo said softly, touching his chin affectionately.

Kendall smiled at her, and took her fingers from his chin, kissing them gently, as he still lay inside of her. He then leaned in, and kissed her forehead one more time as her eyes closed. He took in her scent, and the aroma of sex that hung around them, signaling their forgiveness. He parted from her and stroke her cheek with his sweaty hand and smiled softly.

"Me too, babe."