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05: What If

"Jasper?"

The voice seemed so far away. I couldn't touch it, I couldn't feel it, I could only barely hear it...where am I?

"Jasper?"

Again, the voice called my name.

This has been going on for hours upon hours. The voice would disappear for awhile and then come back just a few hours later. It was both annoying and sweet at the same time, I wonder who it is.

Rosie? Emmett? Or maybe it's Edward.

I hope it's Bella.

Bella...she had been the star in most of my dreams lately, her long hair reminded me of a waterfall of chocolate and her eyes was the river sprouting from the waterfall. So beautiful and lovely.

Was I really in love with her?

"Jasper..." The voice seemed closer now.

I felt as though my body was being weighed down by weights and my lips were sewn shut. This was irritating me. Something warm touched my cheek and the irritation seemed to flow away. A smile crept onto my face.

"Open your eyes, Jasper." The voice said gently.

As the voice said, I did. My eyes fluttered open and met the bright sunlight streaming through the window to my right. A pair of gorgeous brown eyes became clear from my blurred vision.

"You're awake." Bella said with a sigh of relief.

My lips parted and a breath passed through my lips, "Yeah..." I breathed.

"Thank god! Everyone has been so worried about you. Rosalie wouldn't leave your side and neither would Edward but they weren't getting sleep so the doctor ordered them both to go home. Emmett and I stayed last night." She said while gesturing towards the couch and chair.

I sat up and she helped fix my pillow so I was comfortable. She was just so adorable right now. She sat back down when I was settled and stared at me with a wide smile on her beautiful face.

"The doctor should be in here in about ten minutes. He came by about fifteen minutes ago but you were asleep." She said.

My eyes wandered around the boring white room and I let my shoulders slump slightly with a small sigh of disappoint. She cocked her head to the side cutely with confusion clearly written across her face, "I was expecting more out of the room." I said while answering her unasked question.

Bella giggled to herself and a red swept across her cheeks. She looked up at me with those big brown eyes and I looked down at the blanket before she could see me blush; I hate embarrassing myself.

"Bella?" I called.

She glanced at me, "Yes?" she answered.

"Would you sing me a song?" I asked.

Her face went from pink to tomato red in a split second, her eyes frantically glanced around before stopping at the window. She watched the small white bird that sat perched on the tree branch.

"Well?" I asked again.

She reached over and pressed a button on the radio before opening her lips to sing the song,

What if?

What if I'm the one for you?

And you're the one for me?

What if...

If you are the one

Then us meeting here is fate

Future with a dog named Ben

Buy a house with a fireplace

This is the first I've seen your face

But there a chance we are soulmates

I know that this might sound crazy

You don't know my name

But we can't

We can't tell

The future no

The first kiss, the beauty of the world we know

So Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

We all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

What if [6x]

Picture me on one knee

With the perfect diamond ring

We just met, but if you say "yes"

We'd have our wedding on the beach

It could happen, raise three kids

And grow old so happily

I know this may sound crazy

Cuz you don't know my name

But we can't

We can't tell

The future no

The first kiss, the beauty of the world we know

So Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

We all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

Don't know what tomorrow brings

But i'm still hoping

That you are the one for me

Oh and what if I had you and what if you had me and

Baby, what's the reason we can't fall in love?

What if

What if

What if

But we can't

We can't tell

The future no

The first kiss, the beauty of the world we know

So Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

We all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

But we can't

We can't tell

The future no

The first kiss, the beauty of the world we know

So Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

We all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu

Baby, what if

Her face got even redder when she realized what song she was singing, What If by Jason Derulo. I reached over but she quickly got up before I could grab her hand.

"I-I should get the doctor." She choked out before running out the door.

Bella crashed into a nurse before running down the hall. The nurse sat there while waving her fist in the air, her eyes narrowed into slits.

"Watch where you're going!" She shouted.

That made me laugh a lot, "Oh Bella..." I sighed.

Three hours later

"It looks like you're ready to leave, Mr. Hale." The doctor said, closing the white folder.

Edward threw his arm around my neck along with Rosalie.

They were both smiling big and laughing happily but Bella and Emmett were more controlled. Emmett was chuckling while Bella just sat there and stared at me with an approving smile on her face.

I raised my eyebrow but Edward's face got in the way, "You're going home!" he exclaimed.

"Yeah." I said with a grin.

When the doctor left, Edward took that as his chance to kiss me passionately on the lips...in front of Bella. Rosalie looked at Bella with frantic eyes, Emmett glanced at Rosalie worriedly, and Bella stared at me with her mouth hanging open.

Edward pulled away with a snarky grin glued to his face. He meant to do that, he knew of Bella's feelings for me. She stood up quickly and was out of the room before anyone could say anything. Rosalie ran after her along with Emmett though he was chasing after Rosalie.

"Bella!" I could hear Rosalie shout.

They didn't make it to the elevator in time because I heard it ding loudly. I hadn't noticed I was crying until Edward wiped away a tear of mine with his thumb, his eyes were questioning.

"Why the hell are you crying?" He asked.

I glared at him through the other tears, "You hurt my friend's feelings!" I shouted at him.

My voice cracked but I really couldn't give a shit at the moment. He knew he had hurt Bella's feelings and he didn't care. He was actually glad he did! I swear, he is the world's most largest bastard to live.

"Your friend's feelings? Oh, you mean the whore's feelings." He spat.

I didn't mean to.

My hand has a mind of its own, I swear.

It shot out and punched Edward right in the jaw causing him to fall back onto the ground. The tears hadn't stop, not even for a second.

He sat up with his hand pressed firmly against the new bruise on his face. He had tears of his own.

"J-Jasper...fuck you." My eyes widened at his words.

He scrambled up onto his two feet and stumbled out of the room, shoving past Rosalie on his way out. She noticed the large bruise now forming on his jaw. Her blue eyes were already filled with tears from failing to get Bella.

"What happened?" She asked.

My mouth would move at all but I had nothing to say. My tears should speak for me. She rushed over when I stayed silent and hugged me tightly, letting me cry silently.

I don't know what to do anymore.


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