Rated M of course ;D I don't own anything in here. Review? Please?

This is a future fic. Imagine Kendall and Jo are around twenty three, twenty fourish. This is dedicated to so-complicated, who I adore :D

BROKEN

Kendall and Jo sat up in their king size bed, Kendall's eyes casted down to his feet, and Jo's hand touching his bare shoulder gently.

"It's okay, babe. It's not a big deal," Jo spoke out softly, rubbing her husband's shoulder gently with a small sympathetic smile. Kendall turned to look at her, his green eyes drooping and his eyebrows furrowed in sadness.

"It is a big deal," Kendall said frustrated, his temper rising with himself. Jo sighed deeply, scooting closer to him on the bed, clad in a lacy bra, with her curled hair tussled over her shoulder from when they had gone out earlier in the night. Jo's eyes were still swept with smoky black eye shadow and thick mascara, her lipstick mussed a bit from Kendall's own lips.

"It happens to a lot of guys, Kendall," Jo spoke out, leaning her chin on his shoulder as he turned his face to her.

"It's twice just this week, Jo. Something's wrong with me," he spoke out upset, biting his lower lip. Jo sighed deeply, her face frowning as she ran her hands down Kendall's arm, feeling the contours of his beautiful arm muscles.

"Nothing is wrong with you, babe. You're probably just tired, or maybe you had too much wine tonight at dinner," Jo spoke out optimistically trying to cheer her husband up. Kendall sighed and ran a hand through his shaggy blonde hair, pushing it back and sighing loudly.

"It happened Thursday night too, and then we took Friday off, and now here we are at Saturday, in the same position. And it happened twice last week. This shouldn't be happening all of a sudden," Kendall spoke out with a sarcastic chuckle, letting his hands rise and fall with anger. "It's never happened before, why happen now?"

Jo looked at him with an upset expression, knowing Kendall was beyond frustrated with his problem. Jo had to admit, the fact that Kendall couldn't get it up was starting to get her a bit more frustrated as well, especially since they had finally decided six months ago that they wanted to start trying for a family. The couple had been trying for half a year with not one success, or even a close attempt. Jo knew that it took time to get pregnant, and that it was going to be worth the wait in the end, and that they were just going to have to be patient with the process.

"I don't know, Kendall. I'm sure it's just maybe that you haven't been getting enough sleep lately, or something like that," Jo said, bringing her lips to his shoulder and kissing it lightly, hoping to relax him.

Kendall sighed and turned away from her, flicking his covers off, and reaching down to the side of the bed. He pulled on his boxers quickly and stood up, walking across the room to the dresser, looking in the mirror with a sigh. Kendall hung his head, resting his palms on the dresser, as Jo looked on totally heartbroken by the scene in front of her. She never liked to see Kendall feeling insecure about himself, and that fact that she couldn't really help him wasn't making the situation any better.

"I just don't understand," Kendall said angrily, turning back around to face Jo with a frown on, his hands resting on his hips biting his lower lip. Jo sat up in bed a bit more, the comforter still covering her lower half as she sighed deeply.

"I know you are frustrated, but I mean we did have sex last week, and you were fine," Jo said with a small smile, knowing that her attempts were probably futile. Kendall scoffed and looked at her, his eyebrow cocked.

"You can't tell me that sex was good, Jo. Even I'm not that stupid, and I know when you're faking," he spoke gruffly, to which Jo was surprised. She had no idea that he'd known she'd faked an orgasm the last time they had sex, seeing as Kendall didn't last long enough to really get her anywhere. She blushed and looked down embarrassed, looking back up at Kendall and letting her hands fall at her sides.

"I don't know what to tell you, Kendall. I mean you can either get all upset or frustrated about it, or we can keep trying. Nothing I say is helping you," Jo told him with a bit of anger in her voice. Kendall looked at up at her a bit surprised at her attitude and scoffed.

"Well, you don't know what it feels like to not be able to please your wife," Kendall snapped back with anger, his voice shaky and upset. Jo looked at him with wide brown eyes, seeing him look away from her and walk to the other side of the room, obviously upset and embarrassed about this whole debacle.

"Babe, don't feel that way, please," Jo begged him, as Kendall turned his head to look at her again. He sighed loudly and sat on the edge of the bed, Jo coming up behind him and bringing her warm hands to his neck. She rubbed his stiff neck as he sighed deeply, his hands going through his hair upset and annoyed.

"I mean, how am I supposed to give you baby when I can't even get it up," Kendall joked out upset, hanging his head as Jo kissed between his shoulder blades gently. "At this rate you're never going to be a mommy, and I'll never be a daddy." Jo's heart broke into a million tiny pieces hearing Kendall's selfless worries, and she sat down next to him, kissing his shoulder, and holding his hand in hers tightly.

"Listen to me," she said. Kendall looked at her with sad, lifeless eyes and she touched the jaw line of his face gently. "We will get pregnant eventually, and this whole problem of yours will pass, babe. I'm sure it's just stress from the band, and Gustavo, and Griffin and everyone else who gives you a problem in this town," Jo joked with a smile. Kendall smiled and chuckled, bringing his eyes to his feet and then back to Jo's. "And in a few days, I'm sure everything is going to back to normal, and you'll be nice and relaxed, and then we can starting making babies for real, alright?" she told him with a smile. Kendall held her hand tightly, squeezing and looking down into her beautiful, amber eyes with a smile.

"Alright."

"GOOOOOAL!" James screamed, jumping up with a Bud Light in his hand. James took a drink back in glee, as Kendall, Logan and Carlos all high-fived on the couch of Kendall and Jo's apartment, clinking their beer bottles together. It was a Sunday afternoon, and the Wild were playing against the Canucks, something all the boys would never miss for the world.

"Fuck yeah!" Kendall added in, taking a sip of his own beer as James sat down, breathing heavily from the excitement.

"Boys, I think we have this one in the bag," Logan said with a smile, placing his beer on a coaster on the glass coffee table.

"God, I hope so. Our record last year sucked. We barely got into the playoffs," Carlos said, his lips popping off the top of the neck of the beer.

"I know, we barely won three games in a row the whole season," Logan added in with an upset face. James smiled with a goofy grin, raising an eyebrow at his friends.

"Speaking of three, did I tell you what I experienced last night?" James said, sitting upright on the couch with a devious smile on his face. Carlos, Logan and Kendall all looked at each other with wide eyes and James chuckled. "Two twins, at the same time," James spoke out. Carlos' eyes went wide, putting his bottle down on the table sans coaster, as Logan quickly slipped one underneath with an accomplished smile.

"No fucking way, dude! How?" Carlos asked in awe, moving closer to James, wanting to learn from the Master. Carlos barely got one girl in the sack, never alone two twins at the same time. James sighed deeply and smiled cockily, taking a long sip of beer.

"Magic, Carlitos. I, am magic," James said laughing. Carlos hit James on the back approvingly, picking up his bottle again and taking a swig absolutely dumbfounded. He took the bottle from his lips, putting it back down and sighed deeply.

"Jeez. I mean, I brought this girl I've been seeing back to my apartment for the night last week, and we slept together…but she wasn't a twin. And it was only one girl," Carlos joked. Logan gave Carlos' a funny look as Kendall fell completely silent, looking down into his beer quite insecure. Here, all his friends were talking about sex, and Kendall couldn't even please his wife, never the less knock her up.

"Well, was it good?" Logan asked with a chuckle. Carlos nodded with a smile.

"Yeah, it was. I really like this girl, and I mean, she's…she's probably the best I've ever had," Carlos said sitting back with a smug smile. James scoffed and looked at Carlos with a cocked eyebrow.

"That's not much, Carlos," he said jokingly.

"Hey!" Carlos exclaimed offended. James rolled his eyes and sighed.

"I was just kidding," he chuckled, hitting his shoulder. "I'm happy for you man." Carlos turned his head to Logan and smiled.

"Okay, Logie. I know you like to pretend sex doesn't exist, but since we're all talking about it, how are you and Camille doing?" Carlos asked with a smile. Logan shook his head at how immature Carlos was being, setting his bottle down on the table with a smile and a sigh.

"Actually, quite well. I haven't been off one night this week," Logan said proudly with a smug smile, sitting back on the couch and crossing his arms, cocking an eyebrow at his friends. James looked at Logan confused and cocked his head to the side, not getting what Logan meant.

"If you haven't been off one night this week, how are you sleeping with your girlfriend?" James asked confused. Logan sighed and rolled his eyes, upset that his friend's didn't get the joke.

"I meant from the bedroom! Jeez," Logan exclaimed, always very sensitive about his sex life. Carlos and James both chuckled, but Kendall still remained silent, trying to think of an excuse of what to tell his friends when they asked about him and Jo. Logan turned to Kendall and smiled sheepishly.

"Really quiet over there, K-Dog. And we all figured you'd be getting the most, seeing as how you and Jo are trying to have a little one," Logan joked out with a smile. Kendall awkwardly chuckled, and nodded, touching the back of his neck nervously, not wanting to talk about this right now.

"Well I mean, every night of course," Kendall lied with a knowing face on, as the boys nodded, quite impressed.

"Jeez, everynight?" James asked, awed with his best friend's feat. Kendall nodded, looking down his beer guiltily, biting his lower lip nervously. "Haven't you guys been trying for a few months now?" Kendall swallowed hard, his heart dropping into the pits of his stomach, and his heart beat slowing down dramatically.

"Yeah, I guess I'm just enjoying the whole baby-making process," he joked lamely, laying back on his chair. The boys all laughed and James nodded, clapping his hands lightly in congratulations.

"Alright, alright. Kendall can have this one," James spoke with a laugh, as Kendall smiled nervously, feeling his throat go dry. Here he was, lying to his friends because he was incredibly embarrassed about his sex life right now.

"Hey, you guys want more beers?" Kendall asked, feeling a desperate need to get out of the room before his head was going to explode with false pride and guilt.

"I'll take one," James spoke up, finishing off the last few drops of his first one. Kendall walked over to James with a sigh, picking up the empty beer bottle from the table where he placed it, and began to walk back into the hallway, and through the kitchen.

Jo sat at the table with her reading glasses on, reading over a script of some sorts. She was still very heavily involved in the acting community, and had been gearing up to be more involved behind the lens, now knowing that she'd probably be pregnant soon…well, hopefully. Kendall sighed as he put the bottles into the sink, and stood there, leaning on it with his head hung, trying to relax himself. Jo noticed that Kendall looked upset, getting up out of her chair and walking over to him. Kendall ran the faucet, washing the alcohol from the bottle for recycling, as Jo came from behind him, wrapping her arms around his waist, and kissing between his shoulder blades.

"You okay?" she asked him cautiously, his hands going on top of hers with a sigh. Kendall swallowed hard and nodded, trying his best to regain his confident composure.

"Yeah, I'm okay," he spoke out softly. He turned to Jo with a smile, and she beamed up at him, touching his hands gently and flirtily.

"Are you having a good time with the guys?" Jo asked him. Kendall smiled at his beautiful wife, knowing that even though she had work to do today, that she had allowed Kendall to have the guys over to watch a rowdy hockey game. She was hoping that maybe it'd de stress him a bit, and move things along between the two of them.

"Yeah, I am. Thanks for this, babe," Kendall said with a smile, leaning down and passionately kissing her. Jo and him parted, as she touched the contours of his face with a smile.

"Need more beers?" she asked. Kendall nodded and Jo squeezed his forearm with a smile.

"Why don't you go sit down and watch the game, and I'll bring out some more, and a bowl of pretzels for you guys, alright?" she said sweetly, with a smile on her face. Kendall looked at her surprised, but totally expectant of his wife's caring, and gorgeous nature.

"That'd be perfect," Kendall spoke. Jo looked at him with a smile, biting her lower lip and batting her eyelashes coyly. She laced her fingers with Kendall's pushing her body more up against him and lowered her voice.

"I was thinking…maybe when everyone leaves, we could maybe…try get some alone time in? I'm ovulating today," Jo said with a sultry raspy voice, looking up at Kendall with knowing eyes. Kendall smiled down at her, actually getting a bit excited for the guys to leave with his wife's newest proposal.

"Sounds like a plan," Kendall said smiling, leaning down to peck his wife's pink lips.

Just an hour later, the game had ended, the Wild had won, the guys had left and Kendall and Jo lay on their king size bed, absolutely devouring each other with kisses. Jo was topless under a nearly naked Kendall, as his hands roughly kneaded her breasts, his mouth sucking on the pale skin of her neck. She writhed underneath him, grinding her body against him, trying her best to excite his lower half.

"Mhmm, Kendall…" Jo moaned out seductively, knowing that there were times where Kendall would come just from hearing her say his name like that. He concentrated on trying to grind his body into hers, his thin boxers still flat as could be in the front as Jo breathed heavily and moaned. She massaged the nape of his neck with her fingers, scratching his back gently with the other hand as he sucked and nipped at her neck.

After about another five minutes of foreplay, Kendall was still nowhere near ready enough to continue. Jo had even done her best to dip her hands into his boxers and manually get him going, but nothing seemed to work. Her hand gently stroked his soft shaft, and limp tip, and nothing excited him to Jo's surprise. She tried as hard as she could to get any bit of hardness from him, but it was useless.

Kendall parted from Jo angrily, his voice angry and upset. "Nothing is going to fucking work. Nothing!" Kendall yelled out frustrated, his voice breathy, his hands taking fistfuls of his hair. Jo pulled the comforter to her breast silently, with a frown on her face. Maybe there really was something wrong with Kendall, because it was true, nothing seemed to be working. There was silence in the room, as Kendall refused to look at Jo in the eyes, totally ashamed.

"I'm sorry, babe. I'm no good anymore," Kendall softly said, his head hanging in shame and sadness. His cheeks burned with embarrassment and he had never felt so small in all his lifetime. His sighed deeply, and bit his lower lip, feeling totally and completely emasculated. "I guess we're not getting pregnant."

Jo sighed deeply, and came over to Kendall kissing his temple gently, leaning her chin on his sunken head, her hand going through his messy, sweaty hair. "It's alright, baby. We'll figure out what's causing this, and get to the bottom of it," Jo spoke softly. Kendall sighed and looked in her eyes, scoffing and sarcastically smiling with sadness hanging in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Jo. I'm so sorry I can't please you," Kendall spoke ashamed and softly, his eyes glazing over a bit. Jo's heart broke in half as Kendall sat there on the bed, absolutely defeated. Jo had never seen Kendall so upset in all her life, and they'd been together for nearly seven years. It killed her to see the man she loved so upset about something.

"You please me in every way possible, Kendall Knight. And nothing is ever going to change that," Jo spoke out, running a hand through his beautiful blonde locks.

"It's because…because we're trying?" Jo asked Kendall confused.

The couple sat at their kitchen table, approximately two weeks after Kendall's last attempt to get a move on had failed. He had just gotten in from the doctor minutes ago, and was reporting back to Jo what he had said, obviously not happy about it at all. Kendall sighed and shook his head upset.

"Apparently, it's all up here," Kendall said lowly, motioning to his head. Jo looked on confused, her hand lightly stroking her husband's a peculiar, confused expression her face.

"So…nothing's wrong…physically?" Jo asked. Kendall miserably nodded no and sighed, Jo smiling widely, tapping his hand joyfully.

"Well, that's good! That's good, babe!" Jo exclaimed happy, trying to cheer her obviously distressed husband up. Kendall picked his head up and looked at her horrified.

"No it's not! It's even worse, Jo! It means that something is wrong with me mentally!" Kendall exclaimed angrily, tears threatening to spill from his eyes, as he took shaky breaths. Jo looked at him and shook her head no.

"No it doesn't, Kendall! It doesn't mean that at all," Jo said reassuringly, trying her best to calm him down. Kendall looked at her, and he bit his lower lip, shaking his head.

"The doctor thinks that I'm putting too much pressure on myself to get you pregnant, and that's why I haven't been able to…you know," Kendall said miserably, looking up at Jo with a drawn out face. Jo looked at him confused, her dark eyebrows furrowed.

"W-what do you mean? Why would you be pressured to get me pregnant?" Jo asked softly. Kendall looked up at her and sighed deeply.

"We've—we've been trying for six months Jo, and nothing's happened yet. Maybe…I can't give you kids. Maybe I really am broken," Kendall spoke softly, looking into her eyes totally embarrassed at his insecurities. Jo looked at Kendall awed, holding his hand tightly, her voice soft and sweet.

"Kendall, getting pregnant takes a lot of time. It took my sister nearly a year," Jo said softly, massaging his hand gently. Kendall refused to look in her eyes again, as Jo got up from her seat, releasing Kendall's hand and came from behind him, slipping her arms around his broad shoulders, and hugging him tightly."You're not broken baby, you're not even damaged," Jo giggled out as Kendall let out a small chuckle. Jo kissed his cheek and Kendall sighed, looking back at her with a torn face.

"I just—I want you to be happy, and I want a baby so bad, and I've guess I've been getting so frustrated that you haven't gotten pregnant lately, I don't know…I guess my body just stopped trying," Kendall said disappointedly. Jo smiled at him sympathetically, and leaned in, kissing his lips gently.

"It takes time, babe. And if you want me to get pregnant sooner, it's all up to you," Jo giggled out, raising one of her perfectly groomed eyebrows. Kendall smiled back at her, mimicking her facial expression as she gave him a sly smile.

Not even ten minutes later were Jo and Kendall in their bed, in the same position they had usually ceased at. Both were naked, except Kendall's boxers. Jo ground her body into him, hoping that she would elicit some response out of him, as she writhed beneath him. Kendall took her breast in his mouth, sucking and nipping to her desire, watching as his wife moaned and panted beneath him. His hand gently rested between her legs, fingering her slick sweet spot as her legs spread out wider beneath him.

"Mhmm, Kendall," Jo moaned out softly as her hips began to buck against each pass of his fingers. Kendall continued sucking on her breast tightly, when he suddenly began to feel a long lost friend of his creep up against Jo's inner thigh. His heart raced faster and faster as he kissed sloppier, and nipped harder. Not even taking a second to celebrate, Kendall took his hand and pulled down his boxer eagerly, not even bothering to take them off all the way. Not even giving Jo a second to realize what was going on, he proudly, and pridefully thrust into her, as her back arched and she let out a long moan, constricting around Kendall in every way possible.

"Oh yes," she moaned out loudly, her hands as Kendall's lower back.

Her eyes met his, and the couple smiled at each other, knowing that what Kendall had in store for both of them was going to be earth shattering. They both breathed heavily as Kendall took no mercy in powerfully giving his wife everything she had been missing the past few weeks. He bucked his hips into hers roughly, her entire body moving as he held her legs tight to his hips. He pushed her leg up to wrap around his back, allowing his angle to be better as he buried himself deeper into her, the feeling of her warm, wet core absolutely intoxicating to him. He missed this.

He leaned down to her lips and forcefully kissed her, scoping out every crevice with his tongue, swallowing her moans as closed her eyes in absolute ecstasy. Jo grabbed hold of Kendall's hair as he pounded into her erratically, knowing he was reaching the end, but knowing he was going to come as hard as he could into her.

"It's…it's gonna be so intense," Kendall panted excitedly against her lips, kissing the sweet sweat from her face. Jo let out a moan of approval, her legs beginning to shake as Kendall went harder. "You're…you're sure you want…a baby…right?" he asked with an adorable smile between heavy pants his body moving like a robot, sweat dripping off his shimmering body. "Cause…in about five seconds…there's no turning back," he moaned out. Jo smiled at him and nodded as he hung his head, and slowly buried himself to the hilt inside of her.

Jo grabbed his lower back tightly as she let out a scream, feeling her inner walls clench around her husband's pulsating length. Kendall let out a guttural moan, as his entire body did a once over on him. The first wave of pleasure went through him, and he nearly blacked out, as his entire body shook against hers, filling Jo with his sweet release so hard, he thought he would pass out. He panted heavily, eyes closed as he pulled out and slammed back in, feeling again a sweet release nearly as strong as the second, his entire mind blacking out as he felt his hands intertwine with Jo's. He felt some it seep out from in between Jo's thighs, and continued riding out the pleasure, as both of them stared into each other's eyes with bright, happy, exhausted smiles on.

Kendall finally ceased his movements, as he slowly collapsed on Jo's sweaty chest, still lying inside her. She ran her hands through his sweaty hair, as they looked into each other's eyes smiling brightly.

"I still got it," Kendall whispered breathily.

A Month and a Half Later…

Kendall walked through the door of he and Jo's apartment, sighing out loud. It was pouring out, and his sweatshirt was past soaked. Kendall flipped the hood down of his black sweatshirt, closing the door behind him and unzipping it. He locked the door and gently eased himself out of the sweat shirt, taking it by the hood and bringing it to the sink. It had been a horrible day for him, with rehearsal, harmonies, no breaks, and a whopping headache to top it all off.

"Babe, I'm back from the studio," Kendall hollered out depressed in the empty apartment, wringing the black material in the kitchen sink with an exasperated sigh. Kendall heard footsteps and turned around to see Jo there, tears falling down her cheeks, wrapped in an oversize sweatshirt and yoga pants. Kendall's heart immediately dropped, fearing something was wrong with his wife. He dropped the sweatshirt in the sink and nearly ran over to her, concerned as could be. "What's wrong, Jo?" he asked her, touching her face softly, and holding her close to him, making sure everything was alright.

Jo sighed deeply, her voice shaky and she bit her lower lip, more tears coming from her eyes, and a smile sprouting on her face.

"Kendall, I'm pregnant," she said weakly, adding a small giggle at the end of the statement. Kendall looked at her with wide green eyes, his mouth slightly opening as he sucked a harsh breath of air in. Jo's lip quivered with excitement as Kendall exhaled loudly, swallowing hard.

"You're shitting me," he exclaimed stoically, feeling his heart pick up and his body float. Jo nodded no, pulling Kendall into the nearby bathroom. She brought him to the counter, and picked up the third of three white sticks, showing him the green plus sign. Kendall looked at it in awe, and then back at Jo.

"I fuckin' love you," Kendall whispered to her, grabbing her into his body, and holding her tightly. He kissed her blonde hair, and pushed her away a bit, so he could get a turn at passionately kissing her lips, his hands threaded in her hand and around her waist. Kendall's hands shook as he touched his beloved's face, a tear falling down his own cheek at seeing how happy he was. Jo smiled at him, tears falling down her cheeks as she smiled widely, looking at how excited and beautiful Kendall looked in this moment.

"I told you that you weren't broken."

wasn't this adorable? review? ;D