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SENDING YOU OFF
"I know it's selfish of me to ask this," she said looking up into his green eyes.
Tears fell down from her big brown eyes, her hand tightly enlaced in his as people bustled around them.
"But please baby, don't go."
It was the summer of 2004, and eighteen year old Kendall Knight had a hockey scholarship with his name on it. Being the best player at Duluth West High School, and all around winning the state championship his senior year, the scholarship seemed like it was made for him somehow. As if the only reason it was in existence was for Kendall Knight to eventually receive it, and go onto be one of the best players in the NHL.
However, Kendall Knight had different plans.
Eighteen year old Jo Taylor was the lucky lady who had been on Kendall's arm for about a year and a half now. An avid Christian girl, and believer in God, Jo ran her life by the Big Man's word, to which Kendall had no contestation of. He absolutely adored the blonde beauty that had stole his heart from the first moment he met her out on the track during gym class. She was new, moving here from a small town just outside the capital of North Dakota. Jo wasn't your average, ordinary everyday girl. While heavily involved with her church, she wasn't the kind of girl who wore summer dresses to class, and pinned her blonde hair perfectly behind her ears, wearing no makeup and carrying a bible around class to class. Jo had made mistakes in her life. She had gotten drunk, smoked a cigarette and cursed out someone before. She definitely wasn't the poster girl for Christianity, but she believed in God as if he was the only one who could save her.
Well, except for Kendall Knight.
It was a few days following graduation of high school, and Jo was driving over to Kendall's in the brand new car her parents had just gotten her for graduating with honors, and as second in the class, only to the genius of the school, Logan Mitchell. She allowed the wind to flow through her beautiful blonde hair from the open window, it being particularly warm out for this time of Minnesota. It must've been at least eighty degrees out, Jo pushing up her sunglasses to the frame of her nose with a big smile across her face. Kendall had told her to come over his house so the two could spend some time together before he went to the University of Minnesota campus for a week of intensive hockey training with his new team. Jo couldn't have been excited for Kendall than she was for him getting the full scholarship, and earning a starting position on the team which had been ranked in the top ten teams in the nation.
Jo didn't see how Kendall could've made her more proud.
She made the turn into Kendall's driveway with a smile on her face, excited to spend the rest of the day with her boyfriend before he upped and left for a few days, knowing she would miss him dearly. She turned the key in the ignition, shutting off the car as she opened the door and got out, closing it behind her. She locked her car and stuffed her keys in her pockets as she walked up the pathway of the Knight's humble abode. She adored the way the house looked, feeling that you could see a bit of Kendall's modest, quiet, yet perfect personality in the way it was decorated.
She pressed the bell with a perfectly manicured finger, and instantly heard the heavy, wonderful footsteps of a man. Kendall's father had died when the boy was just ten years old, so he had been the protector of his mother and sister Katie for eight years now, and had easily assimilated to the man of the house role, taking it all in stride throughout his school career. The door opened, the light seeping in as Kendall stood there with a sullen, fake expression on his face that Jo instantly tried to ignore.
"Hey baby," Jo said softly, leaning up to her boyfriend's lips and giving him a chaste peck. Kendall didn't kiss back as he usually did, but softly hugged Jo to his body a bit more than usual as she giggled at his hands on her lower back. The two parted and Kendall closed the door, still not saying a word to her.
"It's nice out, huh?" he asked her in his sweet, yet deepened voice, his smile and dimples coming out to play. Jo nodded as she pushed her sunglasses up into her hair, Kendall's hands tightly enlaced in hers. It seemed that Kendall was a bit nervous, and Jo could instantly realize by the way his hand wouldn't stop moving within hers, their fingers messily interlocked. Kendall gave her hand a squeeze as they stood in the foyer, the sunlight peeking through the windows and the glass crystal square on the front door, creating a soft rainbow on the white wall beside them.
"Kendall, what's wrong, baby?" Jo asked him softly, noticing that his green eyes just wouldn't look at her. Kendall swallowed hard and took a deep breath, noticing the worry in Jo's eyes.
He was going to have to tell her eventually.
"Nothing, I-uh, just need to talk to you about something," Kendall said weakly, softly bringing her into the adjacent living room where two large, plush tan sofas laid. Kendall squeezed her hand tightly before sitting her next to him on the small love seat facing the television, hands still tightly locked. Jo could feel how shaky and sweaty Kendall's hands were getting, and she began to get nervous. Maybe, he was breaking up with her, or maybe he had lost his hockey scholarship. Jo swallowed hard, trying her best to keep a straight face and not assume the worst from her boyfriend. Kendall held both her hands tightly and took a deep breath, Jo's heart dropping from the look of his face.
"Kendall, what's going on?" she asked softly. Kendall looked at her, and couldn't even say a word to the beautiful girl he was about to leave behind. Jo wasn't like any other girl. Kendall had been with other girls, and he had slept with other girls, and he had dumped other girls…but Jo was different. She was beautiful and fresh faced. She was innocent, and always pushed Kendall to be his best, even when he didn't believe he could. Whether it was hockey, school, or still dealing with his father's death. Since the day he had met her on the football field, Kendall knew that it had happened for a reason and that Jo had come to him to make him the person he was meant to be.
"I-I decided that…I'm not going to take the scholarship, babe," Kendall said softly, hoping Jo wouldn't start to babble about how much he deserved it and how he would be stupid not to take it.
"B-but, but why, Kendall? That scholarship has your name all over it, it's made for you, it's perfect for you! You deserve it," she spoke softly, touching the boy's hands lightly and easily. Kendall sighed and closed his eyes, shaking his head no with a bit of a smile on his face.
"No, babe. No, please. Don't try to talk me out of it," Kendall said softly with a small smile, to Jo's surprise. Her mouth hung open a bit agape as she tried to make sense of all of this, furrowing her dark brows and holding Kendall's hand tighter.
"Well-well then are you going to take a year off? Or do you just want to go to a different school? Do you wanna try straight for the NHL?" Jo asked, hoping that he would give her an answer that she could comprehend. Kendall just nodded no, looking at her eyes sadly, knowing how they would be just minutes away from watering. Jo looked at him confused, starting to think that this was all just some big joke.
"Well, then what are you gonna do, baby?" she asked him affectionately, seeing if maybe he was just playing with her like he sometimes did.
Nothing in Kendall's face showed any sign of jokingness.
He reached over to the coffee table, and picked up a piece of paper, folded in three sections, holding it tightly in his hands and sighing loudly. He gently handed it out to Jo who looked up at Kendall confused, and then down at the paper. She took it from him nervously, and brought it into both of her hands, looking up at a distraught, upset Kendall one last time.
Jo softly and slowly opened the paper, and began to read it.
Her heart stopped.
Her stomach dropped.
Her head spun.
This had to be a joke.
She looked up at Kendall with wide eyes.
"You're lying," she spoke softly, as stoically as she could, clutching the letter in her hands. Kendall closed his eyes and swallowed hard, taking a deep breath.
"I don't expect you to understand why I'm doing this," he started off with an upset, defensive voice but Jo's hands were shaking. Her stomach felt like it had been overturned, her heart felt like it had been stabbed through numerous times.
Was this really happening?
"You-you're not doing this Kendall," Jo said softly, tears beginning to well up in her eyes, already threatening to spill down her cheeks. "You can't, you're not doing this," she said softly, her voice starting to bunch up into a panic. "You-you didn't even tell me, or—anyone, why didn't you tell me?" she cried out angrily, swallowing the lump in her throat. Kendall went to take Jo's hand again and hold it tightly, but she hit it away, tears falling from her eyes as she shook her head at him in a panic.
"I'm going, Jo," Kendall spoke softly, his green eyes full of sincerity. "And I didn't tell anyone," he said softly. "Not the guys, not Katie, and I only briefly mentioned it to my mom when I first applied," he said softly, his voice gentle and quiet. Jo was breathing heavily, and swallowed hard as she looked at the letter and then back at Kendall shaking her head no, her voice a shaking mess.
"No! Y-you have me, you have your m-mom and your s-sister here, you h-have your future, Kendall! You, you c-can't just throw it all a-away!" she cried, nearing hysterics as his face got stern "I can't let you do this, you can't go over there!" she cried upset, her voice breaking as her words fell from her mouth defenselessly. "I n-need you here!" she cried out, as he grabbed her hands again, tear drops cascading down her face onto the letter.
"I'm not throwing my future away, Jo. I am going to spend it protecting my country, and it's the decision that I made," Kendall said softly, his voice trying its best not to waver. Jo began to hysterically cry as she threw the letter at Kendall in disgust, beginning to scream at him.
"You'll die over there, Kendall! Y-you won't come back!" Jo screamed out at him, standing up from her seat with shaky legs. "Is that what you want?" she screamed at him through a barrage of tears, her heart beating effortlessly. Kendall stood up and instantly came over to her, trying to touch her as she roughly pushed him away, her cries loud and clear. She walked a few feet away from him, breathing heavily, her voice strained and face contorted with tears. "You didn't even tell me! You didn't tell your best friends, a-and you just expect me to be okay about this!" she screamed at him at the top of her lungs, her voice coated with tears. Kendall tried again to encase her in his arms, but she fought back at him and she immediately began pounding on his chest angrily and frustrated. "Y-you can't do t-this K-Kendall," she cried out, beating his body angrily with her fists, her entire body shaking and her voice barely working from her fit. Kendall gently took her by her wrists and pulled her into a tight hug, as she sobbed hysterically into him, holding onto him for dear life. "I can't l-lose y-you," she cried miserably as he held her tight to him, kissing her blonde locks gently.
"I-I love you, babe, I love you so much, and I don't wanna leave you," Kendall whispered to her softly, his own eyes watering as his voice cracked softly. "But I gotta do this for me," he spoke out, stroking Jo's back easily as she clung to him like he was the only thing keeping her alive.
Jo nestled into Kendall's body, taking in the scent of his warmth, his strong arms around her, and the way his chin rested on her head like they were a perfect fit. Her hands gripped his thing blue t-shirt tightly and she kissed over his heart softly, trying to soak up all the love she could from it. She looked up at him, staring into the green eyes that could do wonders to her, the sympathetic smile across his face making her melt with happiness. It was bittersweet.
"You're only eighteen, Kendall. You have your whole life ahead of you," she said softly, her voice still weak. She kissed his heart again and nuzzled into his shirt, closing her eyes tightly and squeezing out a few more tears.
"I know, Jo. But I have to do this. I want to do this," Kendall spoke out to her, giving her a kiss on the forehead as she sniffled and cried lighter, still squeezing silent tears from her eyes. "And I will do it, with or without you behind me," he said to her, swallowing hard as his eyebrows furrowed. He looked down at her and gave her a small smile, taking his thumb and shakily wiping her tears away as she leaned into his hand. He tipped her chin up, pressing his lips to hers softly, and then pressing them against her forehead again, taking a deep breath as her hand rested over his beating heart. "So please," he started off, closing his eyes tightly, "tell me that when I leave in three weeks, that you'll be there at the airport, telling me that you're proud of me, and that you can't wait to spend next Christmas together," he got out, his own voice breaking at the sight of his girlfriend's distraught face.
Jo looked up at him with a small smile on her face, swallowing hard and taking his hands in hers, bringing his fingertips to her lips and kissing them gently, biting her lower lip. "Just promise me you'll come back, Kendall," she said weakly, a few more tears squeezing from her glassy eyes. He nodded softly, and kissed her nose gently with a small smile on his face.
"I promise."
The three weeks Kendall had left were full of joy and bliss for the young couple, as they spent their time trying their best to enjoy the short while they had left together. They stayed out late, kissed till their lips turned blue, took road trips down to big lake just a few hours away, and of course looked up at the stars, right from the exact place where they had met outside of school on the football field.
Jo always held Kendall's hand, no matter where they were.
She didn't want to let him go.
Especially not when this was her only opportunity to control it.
Before they knew it, it was Kendall's last night home, July 17th.
The two sat in Kendall's room, both pairs of eyes stuck on the two large blue hockey duffels that sat in the corner of his totally made up and neat room. They held his belongings that he would need while on tour, one full of necessary clothes and the other full of mementos, stuff he was able to look at from time to time while stationed. Kendall leaned into Jo, kissing her blonde locks softly as she nestled her arms into her chest, silent tears falling down her cheeks, eyes stuck on the bags that held her boyfriend's life.
The two had barely even spoken since Jo had snuck into Kendall's room just minutes ago. She had told her father was staying at Camille's house, stating that she couldn't be alone tonight, even though her father more than likely knew where she was going. Mrs. Knight and Katie were already fast asleep, knowing they would have to let go of their protector early in the morning, and tomorrow's slumber would be nothing short of restless. Kendall knew that no matter how hard he would try to sleep, it wouldn't work. He had a long connecting string of flights ahead of him anyway, and he could sleep on the plane. Kendall didn't want to waste any time he could be spending with Jo on something as simple and stupid as sleep.
Jo turned to look at her boyfriend, and her face instantly dropped at seeing how nervous and scared he was. His fingers massaged her bare arm gently, and he looked lost and confused, bringing his glance to her eyes with a small, fake smile. He wanted to put a front up, making Jo believe he was confident, and strong about all of this. But all Kendall really wanted to do was cry. He wanted to do this, he wanted to fight for his country, but he couldn't help but feel he was letting down the people he loved most.
"You like my new haircut?" Kendall said softly, clearing his dry throat, trying his best to cut awkwardness he felt between him and Jo, knowing that if he didn't that they would spend the next few hours here in complete silence, just breathing and snuggling each other into their bodies. Jo smiled sadly and gently brought her hand up to Kendall's hair, not even being able to run her fingers through the short buzz cut he had gotten earlier in the day.
"I miss your bangs," she said wearily, sniffling as her fingers felt the warmth from Kendall's scalp, his short blonde hair barely even visible on his head. Jo missed the way his bangs tickled her forehead when he kissed her, or how she would push them back and tell him he looked sexy with his hair that way, something Kendall detested.
"At least my unmatching eyebrows don't stick out as much now," Kendall joked with a smile, looking down as Jo's hand trailed from his hair down his cheek bone to his jaw line, where she traced it softly with the pads of her fingers. She swallowed hard and looked up at Kendall, his eyes looking down at their intertwined hand on the bed, his fingers softly moving through Jo's. Silence filled the room, with the soft sound of summer crickets chirping outside the window.
"Are you…scared, Kendall?" Jo asked him, trying her best not to capture the immediate reaction in his eyes, which she knew would be defense. She had wanted to ask Kendall that since she had found out he was going, but never brought it up. The lovers tried their best not to talk about looming event which was giving them so much freedom with each other these past three weeks. He truly didn't want her to know he was scared, terrified even of going halfway across the world to possibly die in a battlefield by the hands of some foreigner that could more than likely leave his body on a hot, desert floor. He closed his eyes and sighed, knowing that she deserved to know what he was feeling, even if it scared her.
"Terrified," he spoke with a small chuckle, looking at Jo in her eyes with a small smile across his face. "I'm scared, babe. I'm scared to leave you, and my mom, and Katie, and Logan, James and Carlos, and everyone else. I'm scared I might not ever get to see you guys again," he said, his voice beginning to break. Kendall hadn't cried since he had gotten his letter of acceptance, but now, on the eve of his departure, with his beautiful girlfriend in his mind, things were starting to get to him. He swallowed hard and blinked a tear from his eye, squeezing Jo's hand tightly as she silently cried next to him, her eyes registering his absolute fear. "But I gotta keep telling myself I will, because I'm coming back," he spoke out with a smile, a small tear escaping from his cheek as Jo nodded, and leaned in kissing it away as Kendall took a deep, heavy breath. "I'm gonna come back, and we're gonna pick up right where we left off, babe," he said with a smile, pressing his lips to hers gently. "Just promise me, that you'll wait for me," he whispered to her in the dead of night, as she nodded, letting a few more tears fall down her cheeks. Kendall took his thumb and softly wiped them away with a smile. "Please?" he asked.
"I'll…I'll write you letters every week, and I'll make sure your mom and Katie are doing alright, and I'll make sure Carlos doesn't kill himself, Logan doesn't spend too much time reading, and that James doesn't get anyone pregnant," Jo said with a bit of chuckle in her scarred voice, the air in her lungs getting tighter and tighter with each word she said. Kendall smiled and kissed her forehead gently, hugging her tight to him. "I'll be waiting for you at the airport when you get home," she whispered to him with a small upset smile.
"That's my girl," he spoke out softly, kissing her blonde locks gently. Jo nuzzled into him, and kissed his throat gently, letting her lips linger on the soft, stubbly skin by his pulse point. She swallowed hard and closed her eyes, her lips going to his ear where she kissed lightly, her hand squeezing his tightly as she took a deep breath.
"Kendall, can I ask you to do me something before you leave?" she said breathily, her voice a bit weak and nervous at her next thoughts.
"Anything," he responded back immediately, his fingers combing through her light blonde hair. She swallowed hard and softly kissed his earlobe, her hands softly resting on his knee, gently rubbing it as if she were trying to calm him down.
"Make love to me," she whispered softly in his ear, hanging her head and swallowing hard.
Kendall pulled away from her slowly and surprised, with his green eyes wide with worry and confusion. While Jo wasn't the most innocent girl in the world, she certainly held onto her faith, and didn't believe in pre-marital sex of any sorts, making it clear from the beginning of their relationship. The furthest her and Kendall had ever gotten was some feeling up on top of clothes, if even that much. The two spent more time enjoying each other's company rather than the sexual thrill that could so easily be dismissed as love. While Kendall was far from a virgin, Jo had never done anything even close to sex with anyone, limiting herself to kissing, and proud of it. Neither of the pair minded the lack of their physical relationship, content with just passionate, searing kisses.
"Listen," he spoke softly to her, holding both of her hands in his and smiling at her softly. "Your virginity is important to you, Jo. We both know that. And I-I know I am leaving, and I know that you want to be closer to me before I go, but-but I love you too much to see you throw something away like that. You're going to end up regretting it," Kendall spoke to her softly, touching her face with a small smile. "And you know I'm right," he said smugly.
Jo looked at him with sad eyes, tears falling down her cheeks. "You're wrong, Kendall," she cried out softly. "I need you to make love to me before you go. I need to feel you inside me before you leave me. I can't have you go without taking a part of me with you," she whispered out softly, touching his hand. "I don't care about marriage, I don't care about what a stupid wedding, and a big white dress mean," she cried out, sniffling as she looked up into his green eyes with barely a voice. "I love you more than I could ever imagine loving anyone, Kendall Donald Knight," she whispered softly, "and I want to give myself to you completely, before I miss my chance," she cried, her voice breaking.
"Don't talk like I'm not coming back," Kendall replied immediately with an upset tone, touching her face gently with a frown.
"Kendall, we have to be realistic," Jo whispered out with a weary voice. "It's a possibility, and as much—as much as I never ever want to have to think about it, it could happen, and i-if it did, and I didn't get the chance to make love to the best man I have, or ever will know, I-I wouldn't ever be able to forgive myself," she whispered out, touching his knee gently through his thick sweat pants, biting her lower lip. "Please," she begged of him, a few silent tears falling down her cheeks, "do this for me," she asked. Kendall looked into her eyes and sighed, seeing that Jo was sincere. He had no choice in the matter, looking into those eyes and seeing the desire, and pure want for him that weighted them down.
"Alright," he said with a smile.
Jo smiled and leaned up to kiss her boyfriend with all the fever and passion she had left in her, their lips accustomed to one another by now. Kendall softly ran his tongue over her bottom lip, testing Jo for entrance which she so gladly gave him. Her hands wrapped around her neck and pulled him closer, as she moved up onto his lap, her pelvis flush against his. Kendall arched his head more into the kiss, his hands moving down to Jo's lower back, gently touching the warm skin under her shirt. Jo swallowed hard, her hands shaky as she gently ground her pelvis into Kendall's, eliciting a soft moan from the boy in the kiss, Jo swallowing it as she sighed in pleasure. She repeated the same action and Kendall broke the kiss and let his head ease back a bit, as Jo peppered his throat with kisses.
He shot his head back up and stared Jo in the eye as she nervously kissed up his jaw line, the boy's eyes closing with ecstasy. Kendall pulled away from her a bit, and brought his hands to the hem of her low cut shirt. He gently began to pull it over her head, Jo aiding him as Kendall was revealed to her completely topless self. She hadn't been wearing a bra, deciding it would be for the best due to her plans for the night, putting her shirt next to her. Kendall stared at her in awe, instantly shifting uncomfortably at the sight of her, feeling the arousal intensify by the thousands in his sweat pants. Jo bit her bottom lip, her arms covering her small chest a bit uncomfortable as Kendall moved into her, and tipped her chin up. He immediately went for her pulse point and began to suckle and bite at it as Jo sighed softly, Kendall beginning to force her back down on the black comforter, her arms slowly falling from her chest down to her sides as Kendall moved down her neck. Her chest rapidly breathing up and down, her nerves trying not to get the best of her, Kendall began to kiss down her neck and breast plate, stopping when he got to her ribcage. He looked up at her nervous, yet enjoying face, her eyes open wide so she could connect with Kendall's green eyes. He smiled at her and softly began to kiss around the underside of her left breast in a circular motion, lips moving to a rhythm of their own. His lips were soft, sweet, and wet on the tight skin, as he moved himself in closer to her nipple. He softly brought his lips to it, and kissed it delicately, his teeth barely scathing the small pink bud. His lips molded around it seductively and softly as Jo arched her back a bit as the pleasure, Kendall's hand softly massaging her other breast, her stomach turning into a knot of ropes at her boyfriend's mouth. Kendall softly removed his lips from her breast with a soft pop, and kissed up to her lips with a small smile on his face, Jo's face looking like a plate of nerves. He softly smiled at her and touched her hair gently.
"You still sure about this?" Kendall asked out with a smile. Jo smiled widely and nervously, nodding her head as her fingers touched his chin.
"Absolutely," she whispered out. Kendall smiled as Jo began to sit up, so the two lovers faced each other on the bed, Jo's upper half completely bare. He brought her shaky hands to the hem of his green t-shirt, and slowly ran her hands under it, fingers tracing her defined abdomen muscles which would become even stronger as Kendall trained. Jo bit her lower lip a bit nervously as she began to take his shirt off, Kendall helping her in the process. They lifted his shirt above his head and threw it to the corner of the room as Jo gently touched Kendall's arms and hands, making sure he was still there almost. He smiled softly as her hands danced over his protruding muscles, and traced thin veins running through his body.
All Kendall and Jo were left with was a pair of sweatpants, and a chincey excuse for jean shorts. Kendall looked at his girlfriend with a small smile, as her hands immediately went to Kendall's sweat pants. Taking a deep breath and calming her nerves, she hooked her fingers in the waist band and tugged down, revealing the deep cut of his hipbones. Knowing he wasn't wearing boxers, and never seeing him before, Jo slowly but surely edged down his sweatpants as they hung off his hips, Kendall nervously looking down at Jo's fingers. Deciding to help her fears, Kendall brought his hands down to his sweatpants and roughly jerked them down a bit, exposing himself as Jo's eyes grew wide and surprised at what she saw. She swallowed hard, her eyes stuck on Kendall's impressive size and then wandered them back up to his face, where she smiled nervously. Kendall inched his way out of his sweatpants as Jo looked on nervy, the boy maneuvering them off and throwing them down onto the floor, so he sat awkwardly naked on the top of the bed. Jo stared at him with a small, terrified smile and nodded as she brought her shaking hands to her own shorts.
Being the gentlemen he was, Kendall outstretched his hands and brought them to the button of her jean shorts and gently popped it open, unzippering her fly. Jo looked up at him nervously but nodded as he began to inch them off, Jo's eyes worried and anxious. Kendall finally slithered them off her legs, his member beginning to harden and slicken with each passing second, Jo playing close attention to it. Kendall flicked Jo's shorts off the bed, and smiled as his girlfriend sat their topless in small little underwear. Kendall decided to come over her softly, and give her a soft kiss on the lips, pushing her playfully and politely down on the bed so he lay on top of her. Jo's entire body was shaking, and Kendall could feel it, resting on his forearms as his hands played with her hair gently. He brought his lips down to the hallow of her neck and began to kiss to his own rhythm gently, allowing his teeth to gently nibble on the skin. Jo didn't even care if she gave him a hickey, seeing as it would be the only physical indication of their relationship while he was gone.
"You can keep these on if you want, babe," Kendall whispered softly in her ear, his fingers at the waistline of her underwear. Jo immediately nodded no and looked up at Kendall with her heart beating fast.
"No. Take them off," she spoke out softly, with a small smile across her face. Kendall smiled and began to awkwardly inch them down her legs, revealing her entire lower half. Jo's eyes were shut tightly as Kendall brought them down to her ankles, holding her tan, slim leg in his hand. As he took them off her feet, he smiled, bringing his lips to her left ankle. He gently placed a kiss on the ankle bone and then began kissing up the inside of her leg, Jo breathing heavily as Kendall's lips got closer and closer to her center. He felt the warm heat she was radiating off, and it totally captivated him as he placed a long, wet kiss on her center, causing her back to arch a bit, and Jo to let out a small moan. Kendall's hands rubbed the outside of her thighs as he kissed his way back up to her lips with a smile.
Kendall looked in her eyes and smiled, touching her scared, nervous face gently, as a tear fell down her cheek. Kendall frowned a bit and wiped it away, as he leaned down and kissed the corners of her mouth gently.
"What's wrong, beautiful?" he asked her softly. Jo let out a small cry, and wrapped her hands around his neck, pulling him closer to her and looking into his eyes.
"I-I just wish we would've done this a long time ago, Kendall," she whispered to his lips with a weak voice and smile. Kendall smiled at her and leaned down kissing her lips, as Jo sighed deeply, and cleared her eyes. Kendall looked down between them, and saw that he was definitely ready, not sure if Jo was at this point. He looked in Jo's eyes and smiled warmly, running a hand through her hair and kissing her forehead gently. He rested his lips against the warm skin and sighed deeply.
"Are you ready?" he asked her, pulling away. Jo looked up at him and nodded a bit scared and nervous as he smiled warmly at her. Kendall looked down between them and sighed as he gently pushed Jo's legs out wider, her skin burning hot. She swallowed hard as Kendall brought his hand to his own erection, and gave it one long agonizing stroke on the underside, causing the boy to let out a small, sensitive groan. Jo watched as Kendall slicked himself up with the leaky liquid from the head of his length, her heart beating out of her chest as he looked at her.
Kendall rearranged himself one final time and looked in Jo's eyes with a smile, as his length lay flush against her inner thigh, her center becoming damper by the second. Kendall leaned down to Jo and softly pressed his lips to hers with a smile, initiating a deep, loving lip-lock. He pulled away from it and Jo looked up at him with a small, terrified, happy smile.
"I love you," she whispered out.
"I love you too," he whispered back.
Kendall leaned down to Jo's lips against, softly kissing them as he gently eased himself forward into Jo, painfully making his way into her tight body. Jo's grip on Kendall's arms got tighter as he began to fully enter her, tears coming to her eyes as the unbearable pain coursed through her body. Kendall, noticing the twisted look on her face, then thrust his hips entering her, as her body engulfed his rigid member. Jo immediately broke their kiss and hissed from the pain, biting her lower lip in absolute agony as Kendall placed light kisses to her face, kissing the tears that squeezed from her eyes. Her entire body shook, nails digging into Kendall's arms as she breathed heavily, her throat coated in tears.
"I know it hurts beautiful, but just give it a few seconds," Kendall spoke out softly to her, kissing her cheek softly as she nodded, clenching onto him for her dear life. After a few seconds of soothing words from Kendall, and kisses on her cheek, Jo opened her eyes and looked at him with a small, nervous smile.
"Y-you can m-move," she whispered out softly.
Kendall smiled at her and slowly began to slide out of her tight, wet core, only to gently push back in a second later, Jo's tightness causing Kendall absolute and extreme pleasure. He knew there was no way he was going to be able to last more than a few minutes with Jo, especially due to the nerves that had accumulated in his body. This was his girlfriend's virginity he was taking. It had to be special. Kendall leaned down to Jo's lips and kissed them softly and shakily, as her hands went to his hair, threading through it gently. Kendall began to softly roll his hips, as Jo's legs spread with each entry and exit, the pain on her face still there after a few thrusts. Kendall, not wasting a moment, took his left hand down between her legs where they were connected and softly rested three fingers on her swollen center. Jo swallowed hard and looked up at him confused, but Kendall answered her confusion with a small, simple kiss. His tongue gently entered the confines of her mouth, their lips smacking and rubbing up each other messily as he began to press down on her center and slowly rub in time with his thrusts.
Only a few seconds later did things start to come to an end. Jo's legs spread out wider as she let out a soft moan, biting her lip white as Kendall kissed the hallow of her neck sweetly.
"I love you," Kendall spoke out to her between heavy breaths. Jo let out a small moan as Kendall's hands and hips moved faster. Jo's hands scraped his back gently as her back arched a bit and she let out a small cry. Kendall, knowing she was just seconds away from finishing harshly thrust into her and rubbed her one last time, before feeling her wet core squeeze his rock hard member as she let out a long, pleasure filled moan, her nails digging into his arms. Jo came hard, her thighs clenching uncontrollably as Kendall followed suit, hanging his head near her neck and groaning her name loudly, waves of pleasure shooting through his veins as he sweetly released into his girlfriend, coming hard as he ever had before. Both lovers were still insanely sensitive as Kendall rode out his orgasm slowly, Jo's thighs shaking, her body sweating as she breathed heavily, still sensitive and sore in her lower half. Kendall and Jo locked eyes as she smiled up at him, tears running down her cheeks as his hips ceased rolling and the two bodies finally stopped, both partied breathing heavily from their exhaustion. Jo let out a soft cry, and pulled Kendall towards her, kissing his lips softly, and casting her head down to her chest as she began to sob, his lips resting against her cheek.
"Don't l-leave me, p-please, d-don't leave me," she cried out softly, as Kendall lay inside of her, her tears falling freely down her face. The absolute distraught and helpless look on Jo's face broke Kendall beyond his wildest dreams.
For the first time since his deployment had been confirmed, Kendall started crying.
He let out a soft sob, and laid his head against Jo's bare, sweaty chest and closed his eyes tightly, strangled cries in his throat.
"I'm sorry, beautiful. I'm s-so s-sorry, but I have t-to go," he said, holding onto her bare hips tightly, his limp length still resting inside of her. Kendall kissed in between her breasts tenderly as tears fell from his eyes, his back falling and rising with each cry he took, his eyes burning with sadness. He let out another cry as Jo's rested her fingers in his hair, her breaths heavier as he looked up at her with red eyes, tears falling down his face as Jo let out one last sob. Kendall shimmied up to her lips, as he wiped her tears away with his thumb, allowing the rest of his to fall.
"I love you, Jo. A-and I'll be counting the days until I get to s-see you again," he said softly, tracing the outlines of his face. Jo nodded, and thinned her lips out as Kendall leaned his forehead against hers tenderly, soft cries coming from their throats in the dead of night.
"I know it's selfish of me to ask this," she said looking up into his green eyes.
Tears fell down from her big brown eyes, her hand tightly enlaced in his as people bustled around them.
"But please baby, don't go."
Kendall smiled at her effortlessly, as they stood in the middle of the busy airport terminal, Kendall's bag on his shoulder, as Jo traced the outline of his name on his fatigues, her fingers going over the Knight that had been stitched in a week ago.
Kendall looked down at her, his green eyes a bit shaded by the hat he wore on his head with a smile.
"I'll be back before you even know I'm gone, Jo. I promise, beautiful," he spoke out with a smile, as Mrs. Knight and Katie sat back a bit, watching the boy depart from his girlfriend. Jo nodded and looked up at him, tears falling from her brown eyes as she touched Kendall's hands gently, playing with his rough, large fingers. She looked up at him and nodded.
"You did what you said you'd for me, so I'm gonna do what I said I'd for you," she spoke out softly, her voice breaking as Kendall stared into her eyes with a sad smile. He nodded and dropped his bag to the ground with a small thump, his hands coming around Jo's waist.
"Promise you'll wait for me?" he asked her softly with a smile. Jo nodded, squeezing some more tears out with a sigh.
"Promise you'll come back?" she asked him. Kendall nodded as well, a small tear falling from his eye as he took a deep breath. He slowly leaned down, his lips falling on hers, their tongues instantly connecting in a soft, passionate kiss. Both pairs of lips screamed to stay together, as Kendall's hand touched Jo's soft face, their tongues gently dancing over each other, trying to remember what it would feel like for future reference. As much as the kiss wasn't supposed to end, Kendall and Jo both parted, never satisfied with their last kiss, but accepting of it. With a final nod to acknowledge the feelings they felt, Kendall picked up his bag and gave one last smile to his family. Mrs. Knight held a sobbing Katie to her chest as Jo stood alone in the middle of the busy terminal, tears running down her face as Kendall gave them all a salute, and turned his back to them, walking into the airport gate.
It was then Jo realized, it could be the last time she'd ever see him.