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BPOV
I woke up with a pounding headache. It had taken me hours to fall asleep last night as I couldn't stop running over the days events in my head.
I still couldn't believe the way Jacob was acting. He was getting out of control. If he thought he had any chance of getting anywhere near Carson with the way he was behaving he was sorely mistaken. The only thing he was succeeding in doing was making me more determined to keep them apart.
Then there was Edward. He was amazing and sexy and funny and so, so gorgeous. And for some reason he wanted me. I mean don't get me wrong, I wasn't the ugliest of girls but there were prettier girls he could go for. And ones who didn't have a toddler or, by the looks of things, an alcoholic ex to deal with.
When he kissed me last night I thought my lips were on fire. It took all I had not to drag him back inside and upstairs with me. If he could get me that hot with a tiny kiss, what would it be like if we did sleep together?
I heard my son chattering through the monitor and got out of bed. I lifted him out of his cot and headed downstairs to get something for my head.
After talking to Ang, I spent the day at home catching up on cleaning and laundry and stuff, stopping every now and then to play with Carson. Angela appeared at my door around four thirty.
"Hey Ang, I wasn't expecting you for a little bit."
"Yeah I kind of wanted to talk to you," she said nervously.
"What's up?" I asked, Angela never got nervous.
"I went to the bakery to pick up dessert for dinner and I was talking to Leah. I told her I had Carson tonight and she asked why and I said you had a date. She guessed it was with Edward after yesterdays performance. I said it was and when I turned around to go Jacob was behind me.I don't know how long he was there but it couldn't have been long because Leah would've said something. He definitely knows your going on a date tonight though."
"After yesterday I couldn't care less. He's a pain in the ass. I still can't get over the way he embarrassed me at my place of work no less. I'm done. I thought it over all last night and today and I've decided I'm going to see a lawyer and get some advice."
"Good Bella. If nothing else it lets you know what you're options are. Now I'll take this little guy and let you get ready for tonight. Is his stuff ready?"
"Yup, it's over by the door. I just need to grab a book for him, for bedtime."
I said goodbye to my boy and then headed upstairs once they had left. I lay in the bath for a while and then got out to get organized. I dried my hair and then straightened it and put on some light make up. I didn't really wear a lot, just some eye shadow, mascara and lipgloss. Then I headed to my wardrobe.
I hated shopping so I would order as much as I could online only going to the mall when I had to.
I ended up deciding on a cream shift dress that was like a slip with a lace overlay. I wore it with Black open toed wedges with a black and cream spotted bow on the front and a black wrap. It was still quite warm. I put my lipgloss and phone into my clutch bag and put some money in just in case.
Just before seven the door went. I opened it and was immediately stunned.
Edward was standing there dressed in dark blue jeans that fit him perfectly, a dark blue button down with the top couple of buttons undone and a pair of black shoes. His hair was sexily messy as usual. He was gorgeous.
"Hey Bella, you look stunning" he said quietly as he took me in.
He handed me a beautiful bouquet of pink and white tulips and gave me a soft lingering kiss on the cheek.
"Hey yourself. These are gorgeous. Thank you. I'll just put them in water, come in." I said as I headed for the kitchen.
Ten minutes later we were in the car.
"So where are we headed?"
"I made a slight change to our plans I hope you don't mind. I had booked reservations at a greek place in PA, Ares, but my mom suggested that with everything that's going on with Jacob and Carson you might prefer to stay in town so I thought we could have dinner here at a little place I know." he smiled.
My heart swelled to know that he would change his plans just to make sure I was comfortable. I was, however a little shocked when we pulled into his parents place. The surprise must've shown on my face.
"I hope this is okay. My parents are gone this weekend helping my siblings pack there houses up so we have the place to ourselves. I thought we could eat outside if that's okay." He looked nervous.
"No this is great. I would have happily gone anywhere with you" I said shyly.
I liked the idea of it just being the two of us without other people around.
"Are you sure. I mean we could still go out somewhere if you'd prefer, we would get in somewhere-" he was rambling.
"Edward it's fine, this is perfect. Now, did you say we were going outside?" I asked.
He nodded and took my hand to lead me outside. The back garden was huge. There was a patio area with steps leading down to the in ground pool. If you went around the pool there was a perfectly landscaped lawn with manicured flower beds. It was like something from a magazine. On the patio were dark wicker loungers with thick cream padding and then there was a matching table with glass top with chairs around it.
Edward had already set the table up for us complete with candles. It looked amazing. He had a small vase on the table with orange roses in it that looked like they came from the garden. There were candles lit all around the patio area as well.
"Ben came over and lit the candles while I was picking you up." he said.
He still seemed extremely nervous.
"It looks wonderful Edward, very romantic. Thank you for doing this. I'm sure we'll have a great evening." I smiled at him to try and break his tension.
He seemed to believe me and relaxed.
"Would you like some wine?" he asked.
It turned out he had gone today and picked dinner up from the greek place. We had stuffed vine leaves to start and then lamb that was covered in a tomato sauce that had dates in it. It was amazing. After dinner we went inside as it had started to get quite cool outside. Edward put some music on and we sat on the couch.
"Bella, can I try something I've been dying to do all night?" he asked as he started at my lips.
"Sure," I breathed.
He leaned over and kissed me softly at first. He leaned his head to the side and then he stroked my bottom lip with his tongue. I automatically opened my mouth and then we were massaging each others tongues as we grew more frantic. What had started off as a simple kiss had became the hottest make out of my life.
He had one hand in my hair and one rubbing up and down my thigh. I had both of mine entwined in his hair. Needing to breather he pulled away from my mouth but his lips never left my skin. He kissed up and down my neck. Before I knew what I was doing I had sat up and straddled him. He kept on going and eventually we were kissing again. I couldn't help but rub myself on him. He was rock hard and it felt so good against my heated core.
Too soon Edward pulled away.
"Bella, baby, if we don't stop soon I don't know I'll be able too." he panted.
"What if I said I don't want to" I panted back, equally as out of breath.
"Are you sure baby?" there was that word again.
I loved him calling me baby.
"Let's go upstairs." I said firmly.
I climbed off his lap and held my hand out to him. He took it and stood and we made our way up to his room. I couldn't believe this was happening.
We made it to his room and he immediately pushed me against the wall and began devouring my mouth again. I instinctively pulled my legs up around his waist and he started grinding against me. He felt huge, not that I had much experience. He was kissing, sucking and biting my neck as one of his hands began kneading my breast.
I swear my panties were ruined with how wet they were becoming. Suddenly He moved his hand so that they were both cupping my ass and whispered for me to hold on. He walked us across to his bed and sat down on the edge with me in his lap again. We instantly began grinding against each other again and then I felt his hands go to the hem of my dress.
"Is this okay?" he whispered in between kisses. I nodded.
He pulled my dress up over my head and threw it behind us. I automatically tried to cover up, I was self conscious since having my baby.
"Don't ever hide from me, you're beautiful baby" he said huskily.
He lifted me up and lay me down on the bed. After removing his shirt he hovered over me and began kissing me again. His body was amazing. He was toned but not overly muscular. He again began kissing my neck but this time he moved down. He took my left breast into his mouth and began sucking and nipping at my nipple while he kneaded my other one. The sensations went straight between my legs. I had never felt feelings like this before. He switched sides as I ran my nails over his scalp and lightly tugged his hair. He moaned and I swear it was the sexiest sound I'd ever heard.
He began to move down further, kissing his way over my stomach. I felt his fingers got to the side of my panties and he looked up, silently asking permission. I nodded slightly and he slowly pulled them down my legs. He took my leg in his hand and began kissing his way up. When he got to my knee he ran his tongue over the skin behind it. I never knew it felt good to have that done. I moaned loudly, like porn star loud. He continued his ministrations and soon enough was kissing the inside of my thigh.
I didn't know what to do. I've never had anyone down there before. He must've sensed that I had tensed up as he stopped kissing me and lightly ran his fingers up and down my thighs.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah it's just, I've never ..." I trailed off.
"No-one's ever gone down on you before?" he asked as he placed a soft kiss to my thigh.
I shook my head.
"Do you want me to stop?" he asked.
Again I shook my head. He went back to kissing his way up and the next thing I knew he placed a kiss directly on my clit. He ran his tongue the length of my slit and then he put in inside me and started fucking me with it as he rubbed me where I needed him most.
I was moaning and gripping the sheets so tightly I thought my fingernails would go right through them.
"Oh god Edward" I groaned.
Just as I thought it couldn't get any better he moved his tongue up to my nub and pushed two fingers inside me. I moved my hands to his hair to hold him there as I ground against his face. My hips were bucking in time with his thrusts.
"Come for me baby"
At his words the coil inside me broke and I swear I literally saw stars. He kept lapping softly at my entrance taking everything I gave him. I don't know how long later I finally came down.
"Oh my god Edward I have never felt anything like that." I breathed out heavily.
He came back up to me and kissed me and I could taste my self on his lips and tongue.
"Oh god Bella I'm sorry I forgot-"
"It's fine Edward I kind of like it" I admitted shyly.
"That is so hot" he growled.
He kissed me again but slower this time with less urgency.
"I think we should leave it there tonight baby. I don't think we should rush things too much." he said as he nuzzled my neck.
"But what about you? Do you want me to to help you out with that?" I pointed to his erection.
"Not tonight. This was just for you. We'll get to me another night." he smiled and kissed me lazily again.
We lay and kissed for a while talking quietly. It was almost midnight when we went downstairs. I had dressed again and Edward and put on a t-shirt when I told him his chest was too distracting. We sat on the couch again, with a glass of wine.
"So I should probably have asked this before we went upstairs but, as juvenile as it sounds will you be my girlfriend Bella?"
"Of course I will" I said and leaned over to kiss him sweetly.
We sat snuggled together watching Big Bang theory as Edward stroked my hair. There were no words needed we were content just to sit with the only noise coming from the tv. Suddenly my phone rang. Edward passed me my bag from the table and I grabbed it out of my purse.
Angela.
"Hey Ang what's wrong?" I asked as I sat up.
"You need to get over here. Jacob is here."
