Summary: I'm getting really tired of typing this thing…. Sasuke and Naruto fought again and Sasuke gets sick, so Naruto brings him back to Konoha, in the hopes that he'll want to stay.
Warning: Yaoi (SasuNaru), cursing, and maybe suggestive stuff later on… spoilers and OOCness… Um… Yeah we're definitely at the suggestive stuff…. LOTS OF IT!!
Disclaimer: If I said I owned Naruto I'd be a liar and I'd become a juvenile delinquent because Naruto is copywrited by Masashi Kishimoto .:eyes water and glances nervously at M. Kishimoto who's holding a gun to my head and telling me to say that Naruto's not mine:.
Chapter 13: No Not this time
Sasuke sighed as he walked up the stairs, dreading each step he took that drew him closer to Naruto and what he'd have to do…
"I want you to seduce Naruto… then dump him cold…"
He didn't think he could live with himself if he did either… especially knowing that Naruto loved him and that he'd be hurting Naruto so much more if he did it….
He supposed that was the part that got him the most worked up, he asked what had happened because he wanted to help Naruto, not hurt him, and Sai's idea of a good joke was causing Naruto more pain then he already…
Well Sai probably had his reasons… no matter how fucked up they were…
Sasuke sighed again and decided he didn't care what Sai's reasons were, he was still one big piece of shit, and right after Sasuke completed his end of the deal he was going to murder him…
….
"Kyuubi you're a fucking bastard!" Naruto shouted, smashing a pillow onto his head, "Leave me alone!... Stop saying stuff like that!"
"Naruto what in god's name do you think you're doing?"
Naruto shot up from his position on the bed and found himself staring wide eyed at a confused looking Sasuke.
"Sorry…" he said, his face turning slightly pink, "Kyuubi was… being Kyuubi…" Naruto looked embarassed and flustered, and Sasuke could only imagine why.
Well look who arrived right on time, now you can find out how it feels when he's awake…
"Kyuubi what the Fuck!?" Naruto demanded his face turning a bright shade of red, as he tried to, in a fit of embarassment, bury his face in the pillow again.
Sasuke blinked and stepped forward. "What's Kyuubi saying Naruto?"
Naruto's face remained red and he avoided looking at Sasuke, "None of your business Sasuke…"
"It's probably something only you would get worked up over dobe…"
"It's not like that! Anyone would dislike it if Kyuubi was telling them to…. Oh never mind teme, what do you care anyway?"
Sasuke walked towards Naruto, who was still sitting on the bed, and he leaned in. "That's not fair Naruto, I care…"
Naruto's face turned an even brighter shade of red and he became flustered, "What the hell teme! Ever heard of the personal bubble!?" Naruto pushed Sasuke away slightly and turned himself around as much as he could.
"So what was Kyuubi saying Naruto?" Sasuke asked again, leaning in.
How many guesses Sasuke already knows…
"No shit Kyuubi…"
"S-Sasuke, what the hell are you doing?"
"I asked you a question Naruto…"
"Yeah teme, and I don't care, back off ok?..." Naruto stood up from the bed and started walking away from Sasuke, slamming the door behind him as he went.
Sasuke sighed as he heard the door shut, "I'm getting now where fast…" he complained to himself.
He looked at the door and stared momentarily before heading over to it. "I just need to get this over with… The sooner it's done the sooner I can get back at Sai…"
….
Naruto fumed silently, arms crossed, on the couch.
I don't know what you're complaining about Kit, isn't this what you wanted?
Naruto blinked and blushed, "This is most assuredly not what I wanted!" he shouted at Kyuubi, forgetting to say it in his head.
"I just want Sasuke… to be happy… and if he's happy with me then… well that's what I want… not an invasion of my personal space," he spat the last part and glared in the direction of his bedroom.
"Oh Naruto your words hurt…" Sasuke chuckled shutting the bedroom door behind him.
He stepped forward and leaned in from behind the couch and breathed in Naruto's ear. "I like invading your space…"
"I thought I was bad when I was drunk…" Naruto spat sarcastically, trying to ignore the steady breath on his neck.
"You think I'm drunk?" Sasuke chuckled. "Poor little Naruto, can't handle the situation can you?..." Sasuke smirked and continued to breath down Naruto's neck.
"That's not fair! I'm the next hokage I can handle any situation they throw at me!"
Sasuke chuckled again and wrapped his arms around Naruto's neck. "Good…"
"Whoa!" Naruto shouted jumping up, "Personal bubble Sasuke!"
Sasuke grabbed Naruto's arm and pulled him back onto the couch. "Stop squirming…"
"S-Sasuke, what's wrong with you? You're not acting like yourself…" Naruto closed his eyes and tried his best to pull away.
"That's just it Naruto… I'm acting…" Sasuke winced at himself mentally.
"I said stop…" he said darkly, gripping Naruto tighter and hugging him from behind again. "Stop squirming Naruto…" Sasuke turned his voice more seductive, "I just wanna play…"
"Some game…" Naruto spat, becoming angry with Sasuke, "I don't wanna play Sasuke… stop it… please"
"Sorry Naruto, I can't…" Naruto's eyes widened and he stopped trying to get away, "W-What?"
"I can't stop Naruto, not when I love you so much…" he buried his face into the croock of Naruto's neck, "I need this Naruto… give it to me… let me play…"
Naruto stopped fighting completely and sighed, "Is it what you want?"
"I think people deserve to have what they want…"
"Yes Naruto…what I want… is you…" Sasuke started kissing Naruto's neck, and as time passed it became more and more heated. Naruto didn't fuss, Naruto didn't move… it was like time had stopped and was letting Sasuke do as he pleased… not that he gained any pleasure from it.
Sasuke argued with himself mentally, he hated himself and he felt so utterly sick from what he was doing to Naruto… it wasn't fair to him or Naruto for things to happen this way… Sasuke blinked at himself and mentally shook his head, no… I wouldn't do this to Naruto even if I wanted to… he's just my best friend… that's it… who's totally in love with me… well fuck…
The kissing momentarily stopped as Sasuke had his internal battle and it left Naruto some time to have one of his own… with Kyuubi…
Admit it kit you like it…
"I most assuredly do not like it!"
I say you do, try kissing him back, then you'll both make up for the unconcious-kissing thing…
"I don't give a damn anymore Kyuubi…"
In the momentary pause Naruto stood up and went back to the bedroom, leaving behind a rather confused Sasuke, who, of course, stood up straight and followed him.
"Sasuke is it necessary for you to follow me around?" Naruto asked, sounding frustrated and tired.
"Yes when you're in my bed Naruto…"
"Your bed? I kinda thought everything in this apartment belonged to me because, oh yeah, I pay the bills…"
"Alright, if you insist, you may share the bed with me…" Sasuke said leaning over Naruto again and knocking them both onto the bed.
"I told you Naruto, this is what I want… now let me play…"
Naruto sighed as he pushed his upper body up and kissed Sasuke lightly on the lips, "You win teme, I'll play your stupid game… but that doesn't mean I like you!"
Sasuke smirked, "Yeah, yeah, I know, I know…"
….
Sasuke breathed heavily as he looked over at Naruto, fast asleep on the right side of the bed.
If he were to admit to himself, which he wouldn't do because it would make him feel more like a piece of shit than he already did, he would say he had… 'liked' it… but he'd never say it… not to himself… not to Naruto… not to anyone…
"I'm sorry…" he whispered quietly, shaking slightly, trying not to cry… he was done crying…
"I forgive you…" Naruto said just as quietly, still asleep on his side of the bed.
"Why Naruto? Why do you keep forgiving me…?" Sasuke asked, not really wanting to know the answer.
"Because I love you…"
Sasuke blinked and continued trying to fight back tears as he stood up from the bed, quietly and carefully, so he wouldn't wake Naruto.
He went and fetched a piece of paper and a pen and began writing to Naruto.
Dear Naruto;
I'm sorry Naruto but you don't win this time, the game is over and I'm saying goodbye… I just need you to know, that I leave with absolutely no regrets, I got everything I wanted from you, and last night was the final thing on my list, think of it as a goodbye present… oh and stop chasing after me… I'm done with you…
From Sasuke
Sasuke blinked and couldn't stop a few tears from dripping down onto the paper…
"I'm so so sorry Naruto…" he cried, shaking as he sat on the bed, laying the note next to the broken picture frame. (A/N: see chapter 9)
"I told you, teme, I'll always forgive you…"
"I don't know that you will this time…" Sasuke said sadly, staring at the note… the note he didn't want to write…
"I always will Sasuke… I told you… I love you…"
Sasuke leaned over Naruto and kissed him lightly on the forehead, letting the last bit of strength leave him.
He stood up and began walking towards the door, ready to leave Naruto's apartment for good.
"Me too dobe… I… I love you too…"
Well there you have it! Kyuubi is very dirty minded and poor Naruto suffers for it :P …. And Sasuke finally admits out loud that he's in love with Naruto….oh and poor Sasuke and Naruto!! Oh wait it's my fault…. Curse me!! Sorry if it seemed to all happen very quickly (Sasuke comes and immediately tries to do his 'end of the deal') but I needed it to happen and it's my story… so there :P …. Oh and Naruto likes his personal bubble…. For future referance ;)
Oh and sorry it took a little while, I have last minute summer homework I have to do before Sep. 2nd so yeah… I'm a little short on time… and yeah when school starts I think you all deserve fair warning that I have no idea when updates will come because I've signed up for a lot of higher level classes (mostly Ap classes, which give me college credit… yay!) so yeah… I sorry :(
Thanks to my reviewers etc. I had a record number for the last chapter and I was very happy!! :) …. And you all basically said the same thing :P
Dragon77 – here you go, this is how it turns out :P
Dominican Kitsune – Sai is a very cruel individual, and I feel bad for Naruto too! … oh wait… I did that to him…. Oops -.-
ShioriAyano – haha, I can't help but make them cliffhangers, but it's true that they hook people in :P
Shashuko the Paisley Maiden – man Sai is being insulted right and left :P And YES! AWKWARD!... Yeah Sasuke probably hates Sai more than he already did :P …. I thought about your suggestion and decided against it… sowwy :P …. Who's kidomaru? Well thank-you to whoever that is :P And I have every intention of continuing to write this
Halskr – you people are horribly violent and cruel towards Sai :P
freexflyer – o.O that's now awarded the most violent reaction I've seen towards Sai so far o.o my goodness…. .:laughs nervously:. Remind me never to make you mad at me….
SasoriXreborN – another death wish .:sighs dramatically:. Poor Sai…. Well not really….