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EPOV
I yawned as I got ready for our date. I wish I had gotten more sleep last night. After all the drama at Bella's I ended up crashing on her couch.
After Jacob demanded I be charged Charlie had laughed at him. Actually full out laughed in his face.
"Do I look like I came down in the last shower boy? He no more assaulted you than Bella did. And anyway, do you not think after all you've put Bella through this past while you're about due a good beating? You do realise that the little stunt you pulled with her car means that her premiums will go up meaning money that would put food in your sons mouth will be spent elsewhere because of you and your damn temper. Not only are you not providing for him you're actually taking from your two year old son.
Well done your father must be so proud." Charlie had spat at him.
"Whatever Charlie. You can't honestly tell me you're happy with her being with this asshole. I've spent years trying to get her to be with me and he comes along and ruins everything. He's here five minutes and she's jumping into bed with him. You were the one who told me if I waited she would see reason. Now your helping him to be with her." Jacob yelled back.
"Now you see here. I encouraged you with Bella when I thought you would be good for her. That was before you let Carson break his arm, caused a public nuisance of yourself outside of her friends house while Carson was inside,wrecked her car meaning she had no transportation to get around with Carson and then you pull this stunt tonight. Do you realise this is harassment? If anything I should take you in. Now I'm giving you five seconds to get out of here. I will speak to you tomorrow when you've sobered up. And I do mean we'll talk Jacob. I go to your dad's and you're not there I'm issuing a warrant for your arrest. Now go" He ordered.
Jacob went to get in his car and Charlie went over and pulled him out
"Are you out of your damn mind? Do you honestly think you should be driving in this state? Just get in the back of my car and I'll take you home. Idiot!" he muttered as Jacob got in the cruiser. "Edward, I trust you can look after the girls?" charlie said gruffly.
"Yes sir," I replied.
"Thank you. And thank you for being here for her. Tell her I'll call her tomorrow." he headed for the cruiser.
After Charlie left I told Bella I would stay if it made her comfortable as she was worried about the dumbass coming back.
Today I dropped Bella and Carson off at the shop to see Luciana, went home and changed, went to my studio and finalised the plans for the refurb and by the time I got home it was time for me to get ready for Bella's.
I got in the car and headed to the store to pick up some wine for dinner. Bella asked me to pick up some red. While I was there I noticed some kids colouring books near the door. There was a Cars one so I picked it up for Carson. I then headed for Bella's.
"Hey beautiful," I said as she welcomed into her home.
"Hey yourself. What did you get up to today?" she asked as I followed her through to the kitchen.
We chatted while Bella made dinner and it felt nice. With Giuliana we never did the simple things like this. Unless I cooked we ate take out because she said she didn't have time to cook despite only working part-time.
"Mmm this is soo good," I managed to get out through a mouthful of food.
Bella had made veal milanese. It was one of my favourites.
"I cheated. I called your mom and asked her what some of your favourites were. Are you okay? You look tired. We could have done this another night,"
"I'm fine. I am a bit tired but I wouldn't have wanted to do this another night. I've been looking forward to this."
"You should have just slept beside me last night. Or if you didn't want to you should have taken the guest room and Angela could've slept with me." she scolded.
"I didn't want you and Angela to have to share and if I had been in the same bed as you I don't know that there would have been a great deal of sleeping going on" I laughed.
"Well maybe we can have not so much of the sleeping tonight. You did bring your bag didn't you?" she asked, blushing.
This morning when I dropped her off she asked if I wanted to sleep at her place tonight and that way we could just go over to her parents together.
"I did. But Bella I don't have any expectations. If all we do is sleep then that's fine with me."
"You don't want to … oh, okay" she looked hurt.
It took me a minute and then I realised. She didn't think I wanted her in that way.
"No Bella. I do want you, I want that with you more than anything but I'm willing to wait until you're ready. I don't want you to think we have to have sex because I'm staying over. I want everything with you and if that means waiting then we wait." I quickly rambled.
"I'm ready for us to have sex Edward. I know things are still new with us but I feel safe with you. I trust you and I want us to have everything too." She looked down at the table, almost shyly.
"Baby what's wrong?"
"It's just, I've only ever had sex once in my life. I slept with Jacob once while I was drunk and I can barely remember it. I'm just worried that I won't be any good. It's the one area in my life that I have no confidence in." she said, almost in a whisper.
"Baby, when I'm with you in anyway it means so much to me. The fact that I'm having sex with you will make it good. I'm not overly experienced myself. I had sex once in freshman year at college and then obviously I slept with Giuliana but even then it wasn't anything great. It served it's purpose, but I haven't had sex in over a year. Anything we do together is so special to me whether it's watching tv, washing dishes, anything because it's me and you. So please don't worry about it. When it happens we'll make it special okay?" I asked hoping I had helped with her fears.
"Okay. So, to change the subject, would you like dessert?" she asked.
"I'd love some. What are we having?" I asked.
"We are having Maggie's black forest gataeu. It's to die for. I did however only get two slices because I knew if I bought more I'd have to eat it all." she laughed as she fixed our dessert.
We ate dessert and then went into the living room to watch tv. Close to midnight she started to yawn.
"Time for bed baby?" I asked.
"I think so. I think all the excitement from last night is catching up with me. I'll just lock up." she said as she got up.
"Why don't you head on up and I'll do that." I said as I headed to check the front door.
Once I had checked everything downstairs I put off the lights and headed up to Bella's room. She was sitting on the edge of her bed rubbing lotion into her hands and arms. She was wearing a purple tank top and black boy short panties. She looked stunning.
I went over and knelt on the floor in front of her and pulled her to my chest as I inhaled her scent.
I pulled back a little and began to kiss her all over. I kissed her head then moved down to her cheeks,down one side of her neck and back up the other side. I nibbled on her ear and then sucked and kissed the soft skin behind it. She tangled her hands in my hair and pulled my lips to hers in a hungry kiss. She sucked in my bottom lip and began to suck and nibble on it.
I needed to take a breath so I moved back to her neck kissing all the way down to her collar bone as my fingers grazed along the skin at the bottom of her top silently asking permission to remove it. She pulled back enough for me to pull it over her head and I realised she wasn't wearing a bra. She started to hide herself so I gripped her wrists loosely.
"I told you, don't ever hide from me. You're perfect." I whispered as I went back to kissing her collar bone and moved down taking one perfect breast in my mouth as I massaged the other. She let out a throaty moan and pulled lightly on my hair. God it felt good. I moved to the other breast and suckled on it as I paid attention to the other with my hand. Eventually I moved down her flat stomach and I could feel the muscles underneath tightening.
I nudged her to lie back on the bed as I sucked and kissed on her skin. I ran a finger along the waistband of her panties and followed along the line of them with my lips. I moved my hand lower and began to rub her centre as her breathing picked up even more. Her panties were soaking wet. I was so hard I though I would burst through my jeans but I wanted to make her feel good before I got any relief.
"Oh god, Edward, please," she panted.
"You need to talk to me baby. Tell me, what do you want," I said as I rubbed harder.
I could feel her get even wetter.
"Everything, anything, god you feel so good!"
"You want me to make you feel even better baby? You want me to lick and suck you until you come all over me?" I asked.
"Yes, oh god yes," she all but screamed.
I slipped my thumbs under each side of her panties and slowly pulled them down her legs. I kissed my way back up her leg reaching the top of her thigh. I nibbled the skin right at the top before moving to the other side and doing the same.
"Edward stop teasing me!"
"Well, tell me baby. What do you want me to do?" I asked.
I wanted her to be more vocal. I wanted her to tell me what she wanted whether it be more or to stop. I needed to know she would be comfortable with what I thought we were headed for and that there would be no regrets tomorrow.
"I want, oh god, I want you to lick me. I want you to fuck me with your tongue Edward!" she moaned.
I dove right in, licking her from her entrance up to her clit. I ran my tongue around her clit in tight quick circles before pressing down on it. She moaned again as I sucked her nub into my mouth, gently biting it as I entered two fingers inside her. She felt so tight I couldn't wait to feel what it was like actually being inside her.
"Oh god Edward, I'm gonna, fuck, I'm gonna come!" she panted as she pulled on my hair.
"Then come for me baby, come all over me," I said as I moved down to put my tongue inside her as I pressed down on her clit with my thumb. Next thing I knew her body tensed as she came hard. She was softly rocking her hips against my tongue as I moved it in and out of her lapping up what she gave me.
I began to kiss my way back up her body as she came down. I rubbed my hand lightly up and down her side as I tried to discreetly adjust myself. I was rock hard.
She pulled me on top of her as she kissed me hard, not caring that she could taste herself on me. She moved her hand down and rubbed my cock through my jeans before she started to undo the buttons on my fly. I stopped her and she looked up at me questioningly.
"You don't have to do anything baby, I wanted to do that for you," I said sincerely.
"Edward I know this probably isn't the best time to tell you but I love you. You don't have to say it back but I do, I love you. And because of that I want you, I want you to make love to me. I want to have that connection with you," she said as she kissed my neck.
My heart soared. She actually felt the same way about me.
"Baby, I am so in love with you. I want nothing more than to make love to you," I said as I ran my hands over her gorgeous body.
She had pushed my jeans and boxers down my legs but couldn't get them any further. We were still lying across her bed so I stood and shoved my jeans down and toed them off along with my socks. I moved Bella up the bed so that she was lying with her head on her pillow. I moved up over her and she opened her legs to let me settle in between.
"Baby, I don't have a condom. I wasn't expecting this to happen," I said praying to god that she had something.
"It's fine, I take birth control pills." She breathed as she threaded her fingers into my hair again and pulled my mouth to hers.
I rubbed the head of my dick up and down her slit to get some moisture on there. I knew she hadn't done this in quite some time and not to be one of those guys, but I knew I was quite large. I stroked up and down a couple of times before placing myself at her entrance.
"Are you sure baby?" I asked.
"Oh god yes. Just go slow."
I started to slowly push in to her and oh my god was she tight.
"Fuck baby, you feel amazing!" I moaned as I pushed in a bit more. I looked up and saw that she was slightly wincing.
"Are you okay?" I asked as I kissed behind her ear.
"Yeah, it's just a little uncomfortable. You're just so big. Keep going," she breathed back as she moved one hand down to grip my shoulder.
I took her other hand out of my hair and gripped it in mine above her head. I was finally all the way in and I looked at her to check she was okay.
"Okay?" I asked as I struggled to stay still. It was taking all I had not to just pound into her.
"Yes, I'm fine. Just move slowly to let me get used to you," she answered softly.
I slowly began to move and after a few thrusts she started moving her hips along with me. I increased the pace a bit and reached down to pull her leg up over my hip. I had never felt anything like it. I could feel her stretched all around me.
"Oh, fuck, Edward, you feel so good," she moaned and wrapped her other leg around me.
She dug her heels into my ass and I went faster again. She was meeting me thrust for thrust.
"God Bella, I'm not gonna last, you feel so amazing baby," I moaned as I reached down to rub her bundle of nerves.
"Oh holy fuck Edward I'm gonna," she screamed as she clamped down around me.
I felt my balls tighten as I released inside of her, both of us floating in bliss. I thrust in a few more times as I rode out our orgasm and then I practically collapsed on top of her. I went to roll off so that I didn't crush her but she tightened her legs and arms around me.
"Stay here, just for a little while. I'm not ready to let go of you yet," she said quietly as she kissed my shoulder.
"You'll never have to let go of me baby, never. I love you Bella, so much," I kissed her softly.
"I love you too. So much baby, so much. Thank you for tonight. You'll never know how much it meant to me." she whispered.
"I do baby, I do." I replied as I nuzzled into her neck.
And I knew then that I could never again not have this amazing woman in my life.
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