Because you're Still Mine

Chapter 12

A/N: So this Chapter is longer than what I'm used to. That's why it took longer than my deadline to update. Im very confident with it so if you liked it, please tell me. I've decided not to work on my other stories until this one is done or it won't get finished. If you are reading Why Blair or The Routine End I'm sorry for the inconvenience but I'm really excited for the next chapters of this one and than I might do a sequel.

The next morning Chuck woke up with his arms around a woman. A blonde woman and she was calling his name but it wasn't a voice that belonged to the woman. It was Blair's voice. He jumped from bed as fast as he could arousing the woman from her sleep. Eva.

Quickly, memories of the night before flooded through his mind. Dinner, the fight, Jory, Charlie, Blair, scotch, Eva, sex.

"Chuck? What are you doing?" she asked in her French tongue.

"This was a BIG, Huge mistake. I moved on. I have a daughter and I have Blair. She needs me now and she is in this apartment!" he cried as he grabbed something from the safety deposit

"What! You are still with Blair?" she asked in astonishment. The girl was a manipulative Bitch.

Chuck pulled on his silk robe and walked out into the apartment. She was standing in front of him with tear stained cheeks and puffy red eyes. She was still in last nights dress and her heals were in her hand. The soft Curls that used to cascade down her back had been pulled up into a pony tail and one of her stalking had slipped to below her knee.

"Chuck?" She said quietly. "Is someone in there?"

He deliberated. The last time he had lied and lost get but what if he lost her because he hadn't told the truth. When he finally came to his conclusion, he grabbed her hand and spoke. "Yes, there is someone in there. I was very drunk last night when I heard a voice from my past." he froze and waited for her reaction but she didn't do anything but speak.

"Who was the voice from the past!" she asked with her head held high.

"Eva, it was Eva." Blair turned to leave but Chuck was still holding her hand. "I woke up this morning and the first thing I thought about was you. I made a mistake and I know that but if you're willing to forgive me for everything I've done than we can be happy in our little family," He dropped to one knee! "Blair Waldorf, you are truly the only one I have ever loved besides our daughter. I know that I messed up and I know that you have every right to say no. Blair, would you do me the honor of becoming my wife?"

When she looked down at him, she had tears streaming down her face. "Chuck Bass, you are a very lucky man. I'll marry you but you have to promise me that something like this will never happen again!"

"I promise! Oh Blair I promise with all
my heart" She smiled and leaned down to kiss him only to pause.

"Chuck? I think Eva just watched that whole thing?" She pointed out. Behind Chuck the blonde woman looked betrayed.

"Again Chuck! You always pick this manipulate bitch over me! I cannot believe you would do this to me again! I came back because I thought maybe you had changed!" She cried. Her French tongue hinted hurt and offence!

"First, I cannot believe you would say such horrible things about my fiancé! Second, if you think she's a manipulative bitch, than you know Henry Prince, not Chuck Bass. Finally? I have changed. I am the father of a five year old girl. She is my world and you have no idea what it is like to be responsible for another human." As he continued, her face flashed with different emotions. Awe, pain, anger, sadness. The list continued and finally ended with shame.

"I'm so sorry. I thought that you still loved me! I thought maybe you had
Moved on from Blair. I had no idea about the little girl. I'm sure she is adorable. I would like very much to meet her," Eva said softly. Chuck face softened and he was about to respond but Blair beet him to the chase.

"Oh my god. I thought for the longest time that you were a saint but you are exactly like me! You're using your "Innocence" to get to him to buy in but no matter what, I still win!" Blair cried out in triumph. Chuck on the other hand was mad. He was about to tell Blair off by was once again cut off by her. "Chuck Bass, if you want to keep this ring on my finger than you won't say a word! I love you but you are being really stupid. Take her side and I walk out the door. You will never see me or your daughter again!"

Chuck turned to Eva, "Is what Blair says true?"

She smirks and looks up from the ground, "It didn't used to be, but when I left Chuck, I knew there was no way that I could hold onto him unless I was like Blair," It was like she was talking to the room, "For the last five year, I've been looking into everything Blair. I've memorized all the big scandals that she as involved in. I even tried to recreate one or two." she smiled wickedly and reached into her hair. But instead of pushing her bangs back, she pushed off all her hair. Underneath, her hair was hideous off brown/blonde color. "I even tried dying it brown but my hair was to fine and blonde. I've been wearing a wig for two and a half years! You ruined my Blair Waldorf!"

Blair shook her head. There were tears flowing freely down her cheeks. "I didn't ruin you Eva. You ruined yourself. You need serious help. There is something not right about you,"

Chuck looked at the woman he once thought he loved, "I'm calling security!" he turned to Eva, "If I ever see you again, I'll get a restraining order. If Blair ever see's you again, I'll have you deported. If you ever see Charlie, just hope that you didn't screw up bad enough to end up in hell.

Security showed up and she was escorted out. One they were gone, Chuck picked up Blair and carried her to bed.

Xoxo.

Charlie smiled at Barrett Archibald as he set a tea cup in from of her. Her and Selena had convinced him to be there butler for there tea party. She was just about to take a sip when Jory barged in and stole her cup. He drank it all and sighed "Thanks Bass! I just ran all the way here from the park! I pantsed Camden Baizen. Wait," he said in disgust, "Was that tea? Why are you doing?"

A little angry, Charlie sighed, "If you must know Sparks, S and I were having a tea party and Barrett was working as our butler," It was an exasperated tone.

"Barrett's being your butler," Jory cried as hysterical tear Tom laughing flowed down his face. Barrett flushed and shoved him... Right onto the table, dousing Charlie and Selena in tea.

"Arg! Jory I hate you! Look what you did!" Charlie screamed and Jory's face fell.

"Barrett pushed me though. I didn't want to do it!" he yelled, bit Charlie just shook her head.

"Why are you always blaming things on Barrett?" she questions as she went upstairs to change with Selena. Selena didn't say anything, just stuck her tongue out.

Xoxo.

Nate, Serena and Georgina sat at the breakfast bar in Chuck and Blair's home a little bit annoyed. They were here to watch Charlie while Blair went to talk to Chuck. Nate and Serena didn't really know why Georgina was there but they kept silent.

"So let me get this straight!" Georgina said confused, "Chuck and Blair buy this new home together, than they get into a fight and he moves out?"

Nate was about to respond but was cut odd by a new voice. "Chuck never moved out. Were engaged actually," Blair smiled as she showed off her ring. Serena squealed and ran to adore the ring.

"Hold on S!" Blair cried and then turned to Georgina. "The high school Blair would probably have you sitting at the bottom of the Manhattan society but I've changed. Were friends now Georgina and what happened with you and Chuck is none of my business as long as Jory isn't Chuck's kid!"?

"Part of the reason we split was because I was pregnant with Jory," Georgina said quietly.

"We were only married for a little over forty eight hours," Chuck said quietly.

"Guys, I love you but I don't want to here your about your marriage!" Blair said with the nod of her head. "Now, where is my Charlie?"

"She and Selena were having a tea party and Barrett was being there butler," Just as Serena was telling Blair, there was a large crash and Charlie and Selena screamed.

Blair rushed in to see Selena and Charlie storming up the stairs while Jory lay stunned on his back on the table.

"Barrett, what happened?" Blair asked with a concerned face.

Barrett blushed, "Jory was teasing me so I pushed him and he fell on the table but then tea fell all over them. Charlie and Selena blamed it on him."

"Not that you corrected them!" Jory accused. He got up and walked to the kitchen to see his mom. She always had a spare pair of clothes for him. Jory managed to get himself into a lot of trouble and it was always safe to carry extra clothes around for him, just in case…

Blair on the other hand walked up the stairs into Charlie's new room. In the last two months the girl had gotten her room decorated twice.

"Charlie? Are you okay?" Blair asked in a sweet voice that was only reserves for her daughter.

"I'm fine but Jory ruined our matching dresses and I really liked them!" Charlie scowled and Selena piped in.

"My mom had them special made!"

Blair pursed her lips and then smiled. "I know a way that you can have new dresses made you get to help choose what they look like this time too! But first daddy and I have a surprise. He's in the kitchen, why don't you go see him!" Blair suggested and Charlie's face lit up immediately!

Chuck was standing in the kitchen talking to Nate and Serena while Georgina was getting Jory changed. There was no way she would be able to clean the tea stains out.

Charlie bound in the room with Blair and Selena in tow.

"Daddy, mommy said you have a surprise!" Chuck smiled as she demanded to know what it was.

"Well princess, you get to be a flower girl in a wedding!" Charlie's face lit up as she imagined the dress that came with it!

"Who's wedding daddy?" She asked with curiosity.

"Well that's the second part if the surprise!" He said but Blair cut in "Mommy and Daddy are going to get married!" Charlie squealed and laughed but t a cold voice that came seemingly out of no where scared her.

"Not if I have any say in it." The woman had unnaturally blonde hair. She would know \this woman anywhere. It was Mandy, the real Mandy, Not the woman who her mother had met.

She could feel her father and mother stiffen and Chuck picked Charlie up as if he was trying to protect her. Nate did the same with Selena. He figured Barrett could do with hiding behind his legs. It was unbelievable unlucky that Georgina walked in with Jory just than. She felt the tension and pushed Jory in-between her and Blair.

"Eva, what are you doing here? Blair and I told you to stay away from us this morning!" He narrowed his eyes and Charlie burrowed her head in his neck. He rubbed her back soothingly.

"I came to tell you who is actually going to court with you next week. Mandy Hictor is my alias. I'm the one who is actually taking your daughter away. This is revenge." She smiles cruelly by Blair still questioned her.

"That's impossible, I picked Charlie up from her foster home and you were not the woman there."

"That was my cousin. I was Mandy. Isn't that right Charlie. By the way sweetheart, my name is actually Eva." Eva smiled cruelly.

"You can't hurt me anymore. My mommy and daddy won't let you. They love me too much!" the little girl cried with actual tears running down her face!

"Is that why mommy gave you up and didn't tell daddy about you?" Eva asked in a baby voice and Blair looked down in shame.

Charlie gulped and Eva laughed in a cruel manor. That was when security came and escorted her from the building for the second time that day.

Charlie turned and looked at her friends and family "If you all don't mind, I would like to be alone right now," the little girl slowly turned and walked from the kitchen.

"I'll go talk to her," Chuck offered but Blair shook her head.

"No, she needs to hear this from me. She needs to know why her mother didn't want her."

Xoxo

the tears flowed freely when Charlie reached her bedroom. She didn't care that her dolls and stuffed animals could see them no because right now, all she felt was sorrow. Why hadn't her mother wanted her?

Blair knocked and lightly walked into the room. Charlie turned away from her. "Charlie," Blair began but was cut off by her daughter.

"Mother, I really don't want to hear It." she said coldly. Blair burst into tears at hearing Charlie call her 'Mother'. Blair had called her own mom by it.

Charlie turned to her mom at hearing her cry. Blair was always so composed and perfect. She never showed it when she was hurt and Charlie couldn't believe it. She felt bad so she turned around and whipped Blair's tears away.

"I'm so sorry that I did that to you baby," Blair choked out, "I never wanted to get rid of you. I loved you and I always will. But the moment I saw you, the first thing I thought was of your father. Daddy and I were in a bad place and he hated me! That awful woman Eva drove our family apart before I even knew we had a family"

Charlie didn't say anything, just hugged Blair. The conversation wasn't over but at least she understood now.

Xoxo

Every body was gone when Blair got back downstairs. Chuck looked at her with a raised eyebrow. "Its okay but I have to go do something."

"Is it something I can help you with?" he asked kindly.

"No, it's something I have to do by myself."

An hour later after struggling through traffic, Blair Waldorf was walking through the elevator door of her mother's home.

She walked into the lobby and past the stuttering door man as he tried to tell her she couldn't be here. Eleanor was trying to keep her only daughter out of her home.

She sat in the elevator and it felt almost as though she was rising to the top of the world.

Of course, her mother was expecting her and she stood on the front foyer with her arms crossed "Blair, what are you doing here? I think I've made it very clear that I don't want anything to do with you or your love child."

"I'm here to tell you of my engagement, or you can read about it on page 6 tomorrow," Blair raised and eyebrow and crossed her arms back.

"Why are you really here?" Eleanor asked, slightly exasperated.

"Today, my daughter got mad at me because I gave her up. She didn't think I loved her and it made me think of our relationships! I realized that growing up, I thought my mother hated me and I didn't want to feel that way anymore," Blair said as she felt tears roll down her face.

Eleanor shook her head and pulled Blair into a hug, "Blair, I have always loved you and I always will love you! I may not be as good at showing it as you're father or you but I do love you."

Blair pulled back and smiled at her mother. For once things were looking up.

A/N: Was it okay? I want Eleanor and Blair to make up because I don't think they really have that bad of a relationship. Please Review!