I spent a long boring day studying for each of my classes. It was something I should do a lot more often but frankly I'm too busy having fun and I already know I'll get my degree no matter what... it just depends on how many years it'll take me. Haku was helping me out because that's what he typically does. It was a bit annoying but it's good that we're both taking a lot of the same classes. "You really don't get this do you?" He asked with a low laugh. I shook my head with a sigh causing him to laugh louder as he explained it all to me.

"School sucks." I informed him darkly making the girly man laugh once again. I'm really getting sick of him laughing at me but when I saw the light red blush on his cheeks with that big old smile on his face I felt myself get a little happier. He's been down since Tenten left him for his best friend so it's nice to see him happy sometimes. We both have three tests tomorrow so we'll be studying for a while but hey it's still fun and great getting to spend some quality time with this funny man.

Handing me a coke he smiled. "It does but hey you have people like me to make it a bit easier right?" He asked then leaned forward and kissed me. I blinked in minor surprise then smirked and pulled away.

"Now why would you go and do a thing like that?" I asked trying to hide my annoyance, confusion, anger, hurt, and possibly a bit of happiness. I'm not quite into Haku like that, at least I don't think I am, and it seems like this was a little random. His eyes widened as his fingers shook lightly and then his eyes narrowed as he clenched his fists. I could tell that I had done something wrong but I don't know what it is.

"You... Sakura why don't you care?" He asked sounding exasperated. In the beginning it was almost like he was about to yell at me but he soon gave that up and instead asked me a question. This isn't like him and it's starting to really bug me. What's wrong with my best friend?

"What should I care about? You made a mistake and that's that." I said with a shrug, not really seeing what the big deal is. He stood up then and placed his hands on my shoulders keeping me still and making me look up at the anger in his face, but slowly it faded, just like before, showing only bitterness and regret.

"You really don't get it do you? Sakura all this time I thought you were just messing around and then you had a good reason for all of this but... you're just a slut and a bitch. Why would you let all these people that like you think they might get a chance when you don't give a damn about anyone? Why do you insist on giving each of us enough attention to where we stay but then go off to the next guy soon after... it makes no sense to me." Haku whispered making me blink hard and look away.

"You never said anything mean to me before." Was all I managed to say as I stared at him in shock. Haku has always been there by my side with a smile on his face as he went through all of my crazy plans. Lately my plans have been stupider with a lot less reasoning behind it but... that doesn't mean he should suddenly turn around and act all different around me! He's my best friend still right! Soft quiet little Haku who has his head in the clouds as he holds my hand...

"Sakura why do you have us stay around you? You flirt with everyone, have no favorites unless you count Naruto and me... and you insist on keeping us around and making sure we remember you." Haku whispered looking at me with eyes that were so soft while begging for the truth... I became scared. I walked over to my bed and laid down, then rolled over to where I was facing the wall and not him.

"Why are you asking me all these questions? I like the way things are." I grumbled with tears in my eyes. I don't know why I was about ready to cry and yet I am. He's picking at me and is beginning to peel into old wounds. If he gets too close then he'll realize my plan and that'll make things so much worse. In a way he's right but in the end he's also completely wrong. He can call me a whore and a bitch but it's not true, and he can claim all these things but there's something wrong with his logic... it's the piece of knowledge only Gaara and I have.

A small smile crossed my lips. He probably already figured out my plan which is why he's been keeping his distance. I don't blame him. It's a cruel plan and will pay everyone back for what they did.

"Sakura?" Haku asked softly and then sighed and curled up into the bed with me. We were both under the covers, and that's when he turned me over and held me tightly against his chest. "I'm so sorry... I shouldn't have been so cruel and forward with you." He whispered making me close my eyes.

I... I'm mad. I'm incredibly furious about how they all abandoned me. Most of them even left until I pretended to be my old cheerful self again. Everyone abandoned me at one point and that completely killed me inside. They all just left and I was stuck on my own for so long... no one cared anymore just because I wasn't little miss perfect. Just because I broke they all left and so now here I am, pretending to be with them and happy when in all honesty I've been plotting my revenge.

Because I hate them.

I hate them all.

I think this fic will either be HakuSaku or SasoSaku... I'm still debating.