I'm not dead, and I'm back. Kind of. School started so whenever I get the chance I'll be online ending all of my Naruto stories. I'm just not into the fandom anymore so I'm going through and ending them all. My writing has improved since I've been gone though… and I've gotten into Draco and Harry in Harry Potter. If you want to read any of those my user is Drarry Contributor on this site. I hope you enjoy the ending and I'm sorry for how immature my writing has been in the making of this series… it's a shame too, because my idea was great but I didn't have the talent to do it.

Sitting on my bench I figured out that today is going to suck, and the reason as to why it's going to suck is because I'm going to stop. The world won't wait for me anymore and so I need to catch up, and if that means I need to leave everyone by my own choice to get over it all then I guess that's okay. I just… I'm going to hate everyone if I stay here.

Taking in a deep breath I noticed Gaara walking out of his dorms looking tired and a bit worn down. A part of me wanted to walk over there and talk to him, making sure he knows I still exist, but another part of me knew better. It knew that it'll just make things worse. I'm going to transfer to Harvard, become a doctor, and then be okay with everything. It'll all be fine, I just have to leave.

Standing up I let my hands grip my pants tightly as my tight silk shirt began to run up my stomach. Everything is going to change and I need to let it. I'm being an immature brat by blaming everyone for things that they either did as kids or shouldn't have been expected to handle. Just because I'm broken doesn't mean the world should suffer for it.

And in a way… I'm getting my revenge.

The heat clung to me as I made my way to my dorms. I had already called Harvard and they accepted me immediately even though I will have to work hard to catch up in my classes. It'll be easier doing this now rather than later anyway. So all I have to do is pack up and get on a plane. No one will miss me, not really. I'm just that fun girl that everyone knows and loves. Only Haku, Sasuke, and Sasori really know me, and they'll deal with the fact that I chose to go. They have no choice but to deal after all. Because this is my choice.

"You look serious." Sasuke informed me making me turn and smile at him while placing my hands behind my back. He seemed skeptical but then a little relieved by my carefree attitude. I didn't want to tell him that it's just a lie to get to my dorm and pack. Is it so bad to want to be free of all this drama I'm making for myself?

"I'm fine, just fine, now I need to get to my dorm; I have a class that starts in a few minutes." I said softly and hesitated briefly before giving him a tight hug. It was something I needed to do. "Goodbye, Sasuke." I whispered and then brushed passed him leaving a severely confused classmate in my wake.

When I got to my room I had to smile at how much was already packed. I never unpack much, not since I've had to rely on dorms and such. There is always the possibility that I will have to leave. It took me three minutes to get everything packed up and then I was dragging it into the hallway. All was silent but I still knew that Kiba was heading down the hall toward me. He froze as soon as he caught a glimpse of my pink hair but I just flashed an apologetic smile. "I'm leaving the school and transferring to a different one. Want to help me leave?" I asked and sure enough I got a helper. All that psychological damage I caused him and yet Kiba is still willing to help me, it's kind of sad that people like that really do exist in the world.

He promised to sneak my bags out to a car waiting just outside the school. Harvard sent it for me since I told them about my money issues. Apparently they consider it an honor to have me. This just means that I'm set, my future is set and I really am leaving. I noticed Haku and Naruto arguing outside the dorms about something, but I didn't pay much attention to them, instead I followed the route I always go to get to a Janitor's closet.

"You have been here with me all my life now haven't you?" I asked softly, placing a hand on the door with a warm smile on my face. "Through thick and through thin you have made sure to be there for me, even when I was scared out of my mind and just a kid. But you know, I think I've realized something." I started and then paused, feeling someone close by.

"I used to think I was scared of people leaving me or forgetting me, I used to think I was scared of what people would think if they knew my real thoughts. I was scared that no one would like me anymore if I wasn't crazy and fun. But guess what? Those weren't real fears. They were just things I was worried about. What I'm really afraid of… is myself. I'm terrified of the idea of my anger and rage hurting the ones I love because I feel like they deserve it. It's not right. It really isn't. And I'm so sorry, you guys. But I am actually leaving. I'm not scared of that." I said and turned around. Haku and Naruto had taken their fight inside and were now staring at me as though this is my fault, as though I'm doing all of this to hurt them. In a way… I am and it is, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't leave.

"You're running away? So that's how it is now? After everything we've been through together and everything we've done? How could you do this to everyone?" Haku shouted but I just smiled at him.

"Sometimes… leaving isn't running away. It's just moving on." I explained and then took in a deep breath. "I'm going to Harvard, I'm becoming a doctor, and I'm going to get rid of all my anger. I have too much of it and I feel it for people who don't deserve it. We were all just kids, I shouldn't still be angry. So I'm going to make myself move on and live my life a bit before coming to find you guys."

"You're being selfish." Naruto spat.

"I know."

A hand on my shoulder let me know that he's here too, the man I will never stop loving. "You should go." Sasori said softly and kissed the top of my head.

"Goodbye."