O Sandor. Don't speak.
This time we're fully clothed in this dark. He grips my hair. Hard.
It feels so good.. Will it grow cold? I cry and he sees it.
"Want me to stop?"
"No. Never."
It is not his domination that I enjoy, it is my will. It hurts, yes, but because I said so. If I say stop, he will. He is an obedient dog after all. And he wants to please his mistress.
And each time he does. I sit in front of my mirror, I can see him standing behind me.
We are beautiful like that. O I wish we could stay this way forever.

"You are such a fragile pretty thing, Sansa."

Cersei invites me in her room today. It reminds me the day I first had my periods. I could even feel compassion from her. But this time she has something to announce.

"You are to marry my brother, Tyrion. I know this cannot please you as much as it pleases me but I hope that, with some time, you will find this match the best you could hope for."

She looks at me with a despising look. She hates me and she wants me to know it. But I do, since the very first day.

The days before the wedding look the same to me. Tyrion comes to me sometimes, tells me he's sorry, he doesn't have a choice.

But we always have a choice.

Sandor comes to visit me too, but not for long, ten minutes each day. Like usually he grips my hair so, so tight… This time again I can feel this ache in my most intimate parts. I do not know what to do, but I believe he does. I take his hand and make him put it under my dress. He softly caress my thigh and it causes a thrill in me I didn't know. He knows what I want and I let him free of my hand.

I can guess his fingers there, unknown parts of myself that he discovers for me. He caress it, being always so gentle as he grips tighter my hair.

"Yes… Keep going…"

This time I feel his fingers entering me and I cannot hold my surprise.

"Wha-at.."

"Shhh"

I let him do it. I cannot say what though. But it eases my ache, and it feels so good.. I need more.

"Got to go Little Bird."

And this is how he leaves me.

Now I just have to wait, for night to come and lead him to my room