okay well i do hope some of you have been dying to know what happens next so here we go!

*Kimi POV*

The next few days after the kiss, were extremely awkward. We had a lot of classes together so it was hard to avoid him which is what I wanted to do. Right after the kiss I ran up to my room. The next morning I didn't even look at Phil, first period I went to my locker, and I left class for the bathroom two minutes early so I didn't have to walk to class with him. I knew was doing everything in my power to not be one with him.

I don't even know if I like Phil that way. He has always just been my friend and that was now what if he wanted to date and stuff? I knew that some how at the sleep over at Lil's this weekend he would get me to talk about it and I wouldn't know what to do. I couldn't cancel on Lil though. So the morning of the sleep over I woke up in my purple bedroom. I wasn't going to their place untill like five at night so i had a whole day to prep,to get ready for this. Maybe talking about it would help I mean I have been missing information by leaving class early. I haven't been able to focus as well either.

Maybe I could spend this entire weekend by Lil's side. I mean i was going over to be with Lil not Phil. I had track practice that morning and I ran so fast beating out some of the eleventh graders on the team. Maybe that was a sign today would be okay. Maybe it was a sign that it wouldn't be a good day,I was over thinking it all I know but I was nervous. When I got home I showered. I got dressed in yoga pants,these cute moccasins,that I just loved and were so comfortable,and a dark blue cardigan. I put my hair in two sloppy braids and I put my make up on, I was really nervous and when I was really nervous I wore a lot of makeup.

For the rest of the day I watched Preaty Little Liars reruns. After watching half of the first season I looked at the clock on the wall, 4:59. I guess it is now or never I thought, I picked up my over night bag and sid goodbye to Mom, Dad, and Chuckie. Since it was still kind of like spring out it was just starting to get dark out. The Devile's only live like three minutes away from me so I just walked in case Chuckie had to use the car tomorrow.

When I got there I stood at the end of the driveway. Don't chicken out, Kimi i thought. I walked up the driveway slowly. When i was half way up the driveway Lil came out the front door. "Come on, girl. My parents are making dinner, we can watch some Netflix before it's ready" she called I forced a smile. We walked into the livingroom and sat on the couch. Lil was in the middle of my favorite movie Mean Girls. The movie was hilarious, I had seen it so many times that I could tune in at any second and feel like I had watched the whole thing.

Right as the movie ended, Howard, Phil and Lil's dad called us in for dinner he was the one that did most of the cooking at home. I hadn't seen Phil yet which was okay with me for today. "Phil, come down for dinner!" Betty called up the stairs. I heard him coming from a mile away. When he finally got there, he stopped in the kitchen door. He had seen me, I smiled weakly. "Phil go get your food now, and get out of the doorway!" Betty said slightly annoyed that Phil was being so weird but I knew why. Howard had made Hoagies for dinner for us. Betty and Him were going out to dinner for the night. So it was just going to be us kids there for the night. We cleaned up after dinner, Howard and Betty had already left.

After that I insisted Lil and I go upstairs to her room and hang out. I knew if we were in the living room Phil would want to talk I just wasn't ready to sort it all out. When we got to Lil's room which i loved. It had white walls and a light pink bed spread, it was lovely. Anyway when we got there I sat on her chair in front of her vanity mirror. "Are you okay?" Lil asked me probably sensing the weirdness between me and Phil. "Yeah I am totally fine!" I said trying to sound convincing. "Well what do you want to do?" Lil asked changing the subject, "Well for starters you should tell me all about the plans you made with Tommy for the movie" I smiled.

She laughed "Thats nothing special, want to do our nails I am in desperate need of a manicure". Anything would be fine as long as I didn't have to deal with Phil, I just was not ready. "Sounds fun!" I exclaimed i was in need of a manicure myself. Lil came over to the Vanity and revealed her extensive nail polish collection. There was almost every color imaginable, "take your pick" she smiled. I was very accustomed to her collection of nail polish, there was no way I would ever be able to keep track of nail polish like she could. I picked Black and hot purple as an accent color. I was really into the edgy look unlike Lil who choose a corally pink and white as an accent. Both of the combinations would be really cute.

We had a system when doing our nails together. We would each paint our right hand by ourselves and each paint the others left hand. We always got optimal results. As we layed on our backs an hour later our nails had just about dried. "Lil, Kimi!" Phil called from downstairs. Lil got up and opened the door, "What!" she called back. "I made my signature brownies!" he called, he knew Lil did not like chocolate and i couldn't resist it. He had made a plan, he knew i wouldn't willing talk about it. She groaned, "I hate those, you should go eat some with Phil though" Lil sighed sitting on the bed. "I'll pick something we can Netflix" she opened her laptop. "Alright see you in a minute" I said nervously. I wasn't ready for this, I couldn't just do this.

Before I knew it though I was in the Kitchen, Phil was taking his signature brownies out of the oven. "Hey Kim, you might have to wait a bit for them to cool" he smiled placing them on the stove. "Then i'll go back up to Lil" i said fast, my stomach was churning. There was no way i could do this. I had no idea how I felt about Phil, I truly didn't he had always just been my friend but now... "no" he stopped me. I turned to him, "we need to talk..." he said he was very nervous too. Or so it seemed, i sighed and sat at the kitchen table. "Phil..." i began "to tell you the truth I just don't know... anything." I rested my head on my hand. "Kimi, do you not see...? I like you, a lot and not in this past week. It's been like forever, how have you not seen?" He asked seeming slightly offended.

"Oh, Phil... I had no idea" I replied, feeling even worse. "I just... I don't know if I can date you... I'm sorry..." I said to him. I felt like crying "Take as much of the Brownies as you want" He said. "It's okay" I replied losing my appetite. As I walked up the stairs to Lil's room, I realized, I had just lost one of my best friends.

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