Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha or it's respective characters, those belong to Rumiko Takahashi-sensei. I also do not own the song "More Than Love" sung by Jade Villalon (Also known as Jade Valerie) when she was with Sweetbox. Final Fantasy fans will recognize her as the one who did 1000 Words and real Emotion for the North American release of Final Fantasy X-2.
A/N: I know I haven't updated Songs for the Heart and Soul in a very long time, and I'm sorry to say this will be my final songfic. After I finish my Rurouni Kenshin fanfiction "Kazeiro no Hitomi" I will be quitting the fanfiction scene. I may possibly write a one-shot now and then, if I find the time or the drive.
More than LoveSango's POV
I should have known better than to believe him when he told me that I was the one for him. He was a born womanizer, and how could I have possibly thought that I could change that about him? I gave him my everything, and yet somehow he still needed more than that. I noticed it when he stopped smiling for me, stopped calling me just to say hello or to see how I was doing. I tried to ignore it at first, because well… I love him. I'm an idiot, to let him trample my heart into the ground so many times.
I know your dreams
I know your cries
Each breath I've memorized
And I would do anything
To help you win your fight
But it's not enough to make you smile
It's never enough
But what more can I give
More than love
More than this
More than what's in these two hands
More than love
More than meBut I can't give more than I am...
More than I am...
I remember a time when we would walk down the street and you wouldn't give a passing woman a single glance, your eyes were always on me. When did it change? What happened to our love? How is it that I became less than what you wanted, when you said that all you wanted was me? I see your eyes wandering when we go for walks. I saw the subtle wink you gave to that waitress the other night. I try so hard to catch your eye, to make you look at me again.
I see the searching in your eyes
And I feel helpless by your side
So many spaces I can't fill, but God knows how hard I try
You say you need more and I die inside
You always need more
But what more can I give?
More than love
More than this
More than what's in these two hands
More than love
More than me
Cause I can't give more than I am
No matter what I do it's never good enough for youYou said to me "I need more", and that was all. No explination, no hint to what I could do to make you happy. This is what I am, what more do you want? I see the girls you look at, but I can't be them. I can't be those girls, no matter how hard I try. Because when I try to act like them, you never give me more than a passing glance in disgust. But isn't this what you like?
I'm trying to be
Everything that you need
And I'm barely breathing
And you're still not happy
After all that I've done
All I've become is never good enough for you
For what's more than love
More than love?
Oooh...
More than love...
More than this...
More than what's in these two handsI can't do it anymore. What's more than love? What can I give to make you happy? My tears are staining my cheeks as they cascade from my eyes. Tears I cry for you. Tears that you don't deserve, and yet there they are. I look through bleary eyes at our home. No, this could never be a home without love. Love that we don't have any more. I dry my eyes on my sleeve and head for the door.
Tell me what's more than love
Tell me what's more than love (more than this)
What is it that you need (oh...)
That I can never be
Tell me what's more than love (more than love)
Tell me what's more than love (more than me)
What is it that you need (oh...)
That I can never be (and what's more than love)
That I can never be (oh yeah...)
That I can never beI turn the doorknob, opening the door with a sniffle. There you are. A dozen roses in your hands, tears in your eyes and an apology on your lips.
"I'm so sorry, Sango."
And my tears fall again.
