To be with you Forever- Damon Salvatore/OC

Chapter 18- So wrong, so quickly.

Summary: I knew he was going to kill me, This was Damon Salvatore, this could never end well and yet I couldn't stay away, the truth is, I didn't want to. Damon/OC

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We'd told my dad that my car was stolen, after Elena had text Stefan to, once they had gotten rid of the other vampires, take my car somewhere and dump it. It seemed strange, that we were talking about all of this as if it were the most normal thing in the world. That after the Salvatores had killed the other vampires they would then trash my car before Stefan came to my house for a normal everyday dinner. I felt like I was dreaming, like I would wake up any moment. Of course, I didn't. He'd not been angry like I'd expected, instead he' d told me he was just thankful that I wasn't around when the car was taken, that I wasn't in any danger. Little do you know, I thought sarcastic.

Elena had decided to stay at mine, after all the others were due to arrive shortly and my dad seemed to love her already, she was of course charming and very polite and my dad had always preferred my quieter friends to the more brash ones.

I'd left them in the kitchen whilst I ran to my room to get changed, mainly because my clothes were damp and blood stained one of my sleeves, how my dad hadn't noticed I'll never know, he tended to over look things a lot which is why he'd always needed my mum and myself.

In my room I peeled my damp shirt from my body and inspected my neck in the mirror, it was red but I didn't think it would bruise, at least I hoped it wouldn't, that wouldn't be an easy one to explain away. I found my eyes drifting towards the bite marks on my neck and shoulder, the ones I ha no memory of receiving, very faded now, unnoticeable unless you knew to look for them. It was even stranger to see them now I knew what they were, vampire bites. I'd been bitten, drank from. I found I hard to believe and wondered why I didn't remember anything, making a mental note to ask Stefan if we got some time alone tonight. Had it been Damon who had drank from me? If so why did I find it so hard to believe? I knew he was capable of it, Elea had told me things, mainly about Caroline, who no longer remembered about the existence of vampires and a girl called Vicki. If Caroline no longer remembered then maybe that's what had happened to me, I'd been made to forget somehow.

Once I'd changed my clothes and pulled my hair into a pony tail I made my way down stairs to where Elena was helping my dad in the kitchen, as I made to take a seat the doorbell rang and my dad told me to answer it.

I padded to the door, feeling exhausted and in the mood for anything but this dinner, I opened the door to Bonnie and Stefan who both stood smiling pleasantly , only when I looked at Stefan I saw his face changed and terrifying and the smile didn't seem so pleasant. "Hey girl!" Bonnie said, pulling me into a hug, "Is Elena here?"

"Yeah, she's in the kitchen." I replied, pointing in the direction, she grinned and bounced towards y dads voice.

"Hey." I said awkwardly to Stefan who still hadn't made an attempt to come in side, I looked at him expectantly and he gave an awkward cough followed by, "I, uh, I need to be invited inside."

"Oh. Sure. Come in." He hesitated then took a step forward, thanking me. I nodded, and said, "Is it all sorted?"

"You're cars in a ditch a few miles away, we burnt it out."

"You know I didn't mean my car." I stated as he tried to step past me. He took a deep breath and said, "The other one got away, he was strong. Stronger than we've known."

"Why me?" I asked, surpassing the other question , how many other have you faced? How many others are there?

"Because of your prolonged contact with my brother" he stated, his voice sounded disappointed with an edge of anger, "We told you he wasn't safe." he snapped, though his words were less than a whisper.

"Stefan! I didn't.. We weren't, I, " I stammered to reply, explain myself, as if I owed him an explanation, but I couldn't think of anything that sounded right, I had essentially ignored everything he said and advised. "I'm sorry."

"Sure." Great, he was in a snit with me, "Here's your bag by the way, all your books are in there, so is your phone and we grabbed your I pod from the holder before we burned the car." I hadn't noticed the bag in his hand and I thanked him before I dropped it on the landing, finally taking in the smart shirt and trouser combination he wore, now I knew he was a lot older than he looked it didn't seem so out of place.

He nodded and made to head for the kitchen , "Stefan. Is Damon.."

"Kaye! Don't keep the guests by the door, hi there I'm Paul, Kayes dad, if she'd be kind enough to let you come through we'll start on dinner."

"It's okay, Mr Holt," he replied politely, all traces of his former snit gone, though I knew he still wasn't happy. "I'm Stefan"

"Nice to meet you Stefan," my dad said, " I hear you were the first person in Mystic Falls to befriend my daughter." His voice faded off as he and Stefan walked towards the kitchen, I groaned, I hadn't even had a chance to ask him the most important question, Was Damon okay? I made a promise to get him alone again tonight.

Dinner was slow, the conversation was polite, I left most of it to the others and my dad and sat opposite Stefan I was well aware of the way he pointedly ignored me. The food tasted great though, my dad had always been a good cook, and I was starving, I could've eaten the food raw if I'd had to.

Conversation had moved to my mother and Elena had very tactfully asked if she and Bonnie could see a picture, she had probably guessed from my lack of much to say that I was dying to ask questions, and I mouthed the word thank you as my dad lead them into the living room.

"Why do I get the feeling that was planned?" he asked, lowering his fork to his plate and finally looking at me.

"I think Elena can read my mind," I laughed, stopping abruptly when he didn't laugh with me, I cleared my throat, scratched the back of my head, he was angry, should I even bring it up? "Is Damon okay?" I asked, before I even noticed that my mouth was forming words. Stefans eyes bore into mine and I bit my lip, I probably shouldn't have asked that question. He clenched his jaw, "He's fine," he replied, frowning at my audible sigh of relief, "Kaye, what happened today, that was nothing compared to what can and does happen. We cant always be there to keep you safe."

"Damon was there." I argued.

"That's who we're keeping you safe from." he hissed, turning his head slightly as a loud noise came from the living room, then relaxing as we heard Bonnie's voice say, "When was this one taken?" I smiled, knowing my dad would enjoy telling the stories behind all of the pictures.

"Kaye, you shouldn't be around vampires, you cant be."

"Elena gets you!" I fought to keep my voice lowered, "We're around you all the time in school. Me Elena, Bonnie, Caroline, heck even Jeremy, aren't they all in danger?"

"No."

"How is that? You're a vampire too." I vaguely noticed that it was much easier for me to say the word out loud now.

"That's different."

"How? How are you any different?" I said, voice a little louder than it needed to be.

"Because I don't drink human blood and Damon does. He lives to feed Kay, feed and play, if you go near him, he'll drink from you again." He said, eyes unwavering, there was nothing menacing about his stare though, it didn't make me uncomfortable like Damons did, that was probably because he wasn't undressing me with his eyes all the time.

It took a while for his words to register and I felt my stomach drop a little as they did, "Again?" I whispered, "What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean, he's drank from you before, many times," I shook my head, and he continued, "He's a bad guy, it's a miracle he's kept you alive this long, I tried to keep him away but,"

"Stop it!" I snapped abruptly, cutting him off mid speech, "Surly I would remember!"

"We do something, we call it compulsion, if we want you to forget then you will, those memory blocks, caused my Damon."

"You're lying." He leaned forward, his face steely determination.

"I'm not," he voice sounded harder, more commanding, "I'm telling you to remember Kaye." His eyes changed, his pupils contracted and I felt my head spin, slumping back into my seat.

Images flashed through my mind, things that never happened, yet they had to have or I couldn't possibly be seeing them so vividly, so clearly, like I was watching myself, watching them unfold before me.

"Hello? Who are you?"

I blinked in the darkness and in the split second it took for my eyes to close and then reopen, the stranger stood in front of me, close. "Sssshhhh" the stranger said, as a finger pressed against my lips, effectively silencing me, Damon. Damons beautiful blue eyes, his face, his hand on my lips moving to my neck.

"Come in" I laughed, finding his politeness, or maybe it was reluctance, rather endearing.

"Are you sure?" he asked, "I mean, I can make the call from out here if you bring me your phone, if your uncomfortable with me coming inside?"

He'd given me a chance, to change my mind about letting him inside, I clung to that notion, maybe he wasn't all bad. He trailed his lips, gently, from below my ear to the base of my neck, where my shoulder met my neck murmuring, "You smell very good", I shivered at the light touch. I felt something sharp graze my neck and sucked in air, my eyes found his face in the reflection but something was wrong, his face was distorted, whiter than white, black veins running over his eyes, that were now black as night, "What are you?"

I didn't receive a reply, instead I felt a sharp pain in the same are and he was latched to my neck and I could feel my blood leaving my body, a dull ache where his mouth was, my head was aching too, my eyes growing heavier and soon I couldn't hold my own weight, lulling back onto his solid body, hands relaxing their hold on the counter. I felt him leave my neck, but felt too weak to open my eyes, heard him murmuring something though I couldn't understand what he was saying, a loud ringing in my ears blocking out most of the other sounds.

I choked on a sob, feeling angry and betrayed and completely exhausted.

"You see now?" he asked.

I took a deep breath, hearing my father and the others returning to the kitchen, I quickly wiped at a tear and straightened up, as Stefan set about looking nonchalant, like we hadn't just had a completely groundbreaking conversation.

"Well everyone, it was great to meet you, I'll be off upstairs now, have fun, I hope to see you all again," my dad said, wishing everybody goodnight.

"Night dad," I smiled, glad he didn't notice my wet eyes, "I'll clean all this up"

"Night honey." We stayed quiet until his footsteps had resided up the stairs and once his bedroom door had closed, Bonnie sent a sad smile my way as Elena hissed to Stefan "What did you do?"

"I made her remember."

"Are you crazy?" I frowned at their argument and stood, collecting the plates and cutlery, heading over to the sink, I heard Bonnie following suit and ran the hot water into the sink, looking out to the window, I couldn't get the image of Damon stood behind me, biting, drinking, from my mind, I wanted to cry, shout, scream, do something, instead I began meticulously scrubbing at the plates and utensils, ignoring the conversation behind me. "So you know too now huh?" Bonnie asked, "About Stefan."

"Yeah."

"It's hard to adjust to isn't it." she said, drying the plates I'd put on the side, with the towel she'd taken from the hook nearby.

"Yeah."

"It'll be okay though, the towns council do all they can to keep most of the vampires at bay, only a lot of them got out of the tomb so there's been a lot more recently. But I'm sure Elena and I can explain all of that later, you look exhausted."

"Yeah, I'm pretty tired" I said finishing up the last plate.

"Yeah, we should get going," Elena said, coming up behind me, "Ill see you tomorrow?" I nodded, following them to the door, Bonnie following close behind after finishing the drying and throwing the towel onto the counter.

"One more thing before we go," Stefan said, "You haven't invited anybody right? I mean anyone strange? That you might have been suspicious of?"

I frowned, trying to think, seemed like I frowned a lot lately, but couldn't think of anybody, sure dad's friend Pearl was strange but she didn't look like she wanted to drink my blood. "No, I don't think so."

"Did you ever let Damon in?"

"No." I lied, without hesitation or thought, "Never."

Stefan stared at me for a moment, contemplating then smiled slightly, "Good. Don't. Ever."

"I wont, I know better now." I bit my lip, "Thank you for helping me today."

He nodded, "See you tomorrow Kaye" Elena smiled sweetly.

I closed the door and sank down to the ground, crying openly. How had everything gone so wrong so quickly?

Kaye's not too Mary Sueish is she?

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