Chapter 8 everybodyyyyyyy!

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"Doctor we need you in here right now." The young lady said in a rushed voice.

The expression on her face made my insides flip upside down.

The doctor turned away from us and hurried into the room after the aid.

As the doors were swinging shut, we heard one of the doctors' voices' raise above all the other sounds, and my heart stopped completely.

"We're losing her."

It hurt to breathe.

At first I thought that I had imagined it. But the look on Jerry's face told me that I hadn't.

As the doors swung shut, I rushed to the window.

Inside, the doctors were huddling around Andy on the operating table. There was blood everywhere but that was forgotten as they tried to revive her.

To the right, Andy's heart monitor was barely spiking while my own heart was pounding loudly in my chest.

At that moment, I realized that I would have done anything to reverse our positions. If there was a way to take my own pounding pulse and give it to her, I would have done it without a second thought.

All of a sudden, there was a loud beep and Andy's heart monitor went flat. I felt as though my legs wouldn't hold me up as I was watching this.

Immediately the doctors prepared the paddles to try to jolt her heart back.

"Clear!" I heard someone call before the paddles came down on Andy's chest.

Her body twitched as the shock was delivered, but the line stubbornly stayed flat.

I was beginning to panic.

What if they couldn't bring her back? What if she died? It would be my fault. All my fault. I put her there. This was my fault. My fault, my fault, my fault, my fa—

"We got her!" I heard someone yell the blessed words.

I brought my attention back and focused on the heart monitor that was now spiking with a steady rhythm.

I exhaled deeply. She was okay... for the moment.

Suddenly one of the doctors turned around to see me looking though the window and he motioned for me to leave.

I didn't want to, but I decided that the doctors would do much better if they didn't have me to worry about. So I backed away from the door and ran into Jerry who was standing right behind me this whole time.

He steadied me so i wouldn't topple over.

"She's a fighter Sam. You told me so yourself," he said to me in a soft voice.

I nodded. I had said that about her. And she was. She was a true fighter.

As we moved back against a wall, a nurse came through the doors at the end of the hall.

"Are you two here for Andy McNally?" she asked, and we both nodded.

"You can go wait in waiting room C. There are other people in there waiting for her as well. Once the doctors have something to tell you, they will come to the waiting room."

Instead of arguing with her, I nodded and moved in the direction she pointed us to.

The waiting room was all the way at the other end of the hall and down another corridor. We saw room G, F, E, D, and finally C.

We stepped inside to find Officer Shaw, Williams, and Boyko already there. Nash was also there with Epstein. She was pacing back and forth impatiently in the large waiting room.

When we entered, she rushed over to us.

"Did you see her? How is she? Is she ok? Where is she? Can I see her?" she fired a million questions at me and I didn't feel like answering them.

She looked as though she was going to cry though. Seems like she reached her breaking point. Funny, I'm pretty sure I have too.

Before I could attempt to answer at least one of her questions, Jerry moved in from behind me and took her shoulders.

"Traci, we don't know much right now. We have to trust the doctors to do the best they can for Andy," he said soothingly to her.

Traci's bottom lip trembled. "But what if their best isn't good enough?"

"Traci, you have to stay strong for Andy. She will be alright. You have to believe that she will be. That's all we can do for now."

Traci nodded and she and Jerry moved off sit together in the corner.

I slowly made my way to one of the blue chairs closest to me and sank down into it. Boyko and Shaw were next to me in an instant.

Boyko placed a hand on my shoulder.

"I know this looks bad Sam, but she will get through this, and so will you."

"That's what I thought the last time, and you do remember where that got me didn't you?" I snapped at him without really meaning to.

He held my eyes for a long time without saying anything. After a while I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes.

"I'm sorry for that. None of this was your fault. You told me not to go, but I had to be a hard headed son of a bitch and not listen."

"No. It's alright. I understand that this is hard for you, especially after last time. I'm sorry that you have to go through this all over again."

"Yeah Sam," Shaw added. "I never in a million years thought that it would happen again, and in the same way too."

I blew out a breath. "Yeah, and like last time, all I can do is sit here and wait."

"Epstein!" Shaw called and the rookie came over. "Make a quick coffee run at the downstairs Tim Horton's. Three blacks for us. Ask the others what they want as well."

The rookie got the rest and hurried downstairs.

"He was with me when I found out what happened. I didn't have time to drop him off at the Barn so I brought him along."

I nodded.

"So," Boyko began. "You wanna tell us what happened?"

I sighed, but I did relay the events, it was what I was trained to do. Make reports of accidents.

It was after I had finished that I realized that the rest of the room was quietly listening as well. Epstein had show up mid-story with the coffee, and my barely touched cup was still in my hands.

No one said anything about the incident after that. They all tried to think about something else began to talk about other things.

Another two hours went by with us not hearing anything from the doctors.

Finally we heard a knock on the door and I looked up to see Dr. Reinfrew walk in. I immediately stood up and walked to him. Everyone else stayed in their seats since they could still hear what he was saying.

"We have finally got all the bullets out of Ms. McNally, and we have treated her for her internal wounds. The lung wounds troubled us a bit so we're keeping a close watch for any signs of a hemorrhage. Unfortunately, as we expected, the 4th bullet did cause trauma to the brain. That, combined with all the other trauma caused to her body has put her heart and brain under a great strain. As a result, some of her organs began to shut down."

My heart clenched and I heard Traci gasp.

"Since our main priority is to keep her alive, we had to medically induce a coma to keep her stable."

"W-wait," I stammered. "Are you telling me that Andy... that s-she's..."

"Yes, Andy is in a coma."

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