To be with you Forever- Damon Salvatore/OC

Chapter 19- Headache inducing thoughts.

Summary: I knew he was going to kill me, This was Damon Salvatore, this could never end well and yet I couldn't stay away, the truth is, I didn't want to. Damon/OC

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The week went slowly, too slowly, I felt that if it went any slower it might stop. I felt like the week before the exciting holiday that you just couldn't wait for, only for me there was no exciting holiday, I wasn't sure what I was waiting for.

Bonnie and Elena had explained everything to me, from the Salvatore past, everything about Katharine, how the vampires had been hunted and taken away, entombed below the church. How Damon had only come back to Mystic Falls to get to the tomb and when he had finally gotten inside, found that Katharine was not in fact inside. They explained how Bonnie and her grandmother, who were witches, had opened the seal to get the brothers out and not managed to close it properly, and the blood Damon had thrown into the tomb had served to awaken its residents. They also told me how they were now wreaking havoc in and around Mystic Falls and the council and the Salvatores were trying to find a way to stop it all.

Of all the things I was told, the main things that stuck with me were, well the fact that Bonnie was a witch, she'd shown me a small trick just in case I didn't believe it, though of course I did, I'd just learned that vampires were real why not witches too?

The other thing was Katharine, they'd told me she had been manipulative and charming, also that Elena was her ancestor and a dead ringer, but what I couldn't believe was how she had left Damon behind. From what I'd heard, Damon had loved, and still loved, her unconditionally and she'd walked away and left him behind, searching pointlessly for her. It made me angry to think of it, but then the thought of Damon himself brought on a whole new wave of different anger.

I was angry at myself too, for the little voice in my head that kept arguing that it might not be as bad as it seems, that maybe Damon was like this because Katharine screwed him up all those hundreds of years ago. That he wasn't always that way, after all he had given me the opportunity to change my mind about letting him in and he's protected me from the other vampire in the parking lot, which meant surely there must be some humanity in him. Maybe he was a good guy and the vampiric animal instinct just over rode it all.

The thought of him drinking from me however made me sick, not the actual drinking itself but the fact that it had been against my will, and I'd been made to forget.

I'd hardly been able to concentrate in classes, especially History, the news that Mr Saltzman, the handsome and enigmatic teacher was in fact well aware of vampires and that his ex wife was actually Elena's biological mother who, wait for it, was also a vampire. The whole thing gave me a headache. And if I wasn't reeling from a thought induced headache then I was thinking about Damon, or scolding myself for feeling just a little bit sorry for him.

"Hey Kaye?" Bonnie's kind voice interrupted my thoughts Friday after school as I waited for Elena, I'd been grabbing rides from her since the ordeal with my car, which still hadn't been found, Caroline's mother, the sheriff was still keeping people on the look out for the car and possible thieves.

"Yeah?" I smiled.

"We're heading to Mystic Grill, like now? You want to come? Or do you want Elena to drop you home before?"

"You know what? I need a little fun." I grinned, "I'll come." I sent my answer to Elena who was walking up behind Bonnie, grinning.

"Why don't we make it just us girls?" Elena smiled, "Just us, extremely human girls!"

Bonnie giggled and I grinned.

"Hey guys," Caroline said, throwing a slender arm around my shoulder with a smile, "I cleared it with my mum, I'm on for Mystic Grill."

"Sweet" Bonnie laughed, I grinned, climbing into Elenas car, in the back seat with Caroline. It would be good to have some time away from the whole vampire problem and have some time with the girls, talking about normal girl things. What could go wrong? The grill was busy, busier than I'd expected at this time, maybe there was a party or something, I glanced around at the groups of people, there were a few men, crowded round a table, drinking much earlier than necessary and enjoying it. There were lots of people dotted around the bar, early drinkers by the looks of it. My breath caught in my throat as I spied him, the opposite end of the bar, blue eyes more beautiful then I remembered them being, skin smoother, face more handsome, all black clothes and leather jacket and messy black hair. I swallowed and felt Elena tug on my hand, and whisper, "Come on. Ignore him."

I followed her and a confused looking Caroline towards an empty table, feeling his eyes on my back the whole time. I cringed as I took a seat where I could still see him from the corner of my eye, he'd turned away and was staring down into his drink now, I couldn't ask Caroline to swap seats because she didn't know anything about what had happened, and unfortunately she was the only one who didn't have a view of him. My mood had declined hugely and I couldn't bring myself to smile when Caroline cracked a joke, even though Bonnie and Elena laughed much louder than the joke intended.

"You okay?" Bonnie asked me, once Elena and Caroline were deep into their own conversation.

"No." I replied honestly.

"Guys. I'll be right back." Elena said, pushing her chair back, "Cokes?"

Damon's P.O.V

I heard Elena coming way before she took the seat next to mine.

"What do you want?" I asked, sipping my drink.

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't aware you owned this place." I smirked. She didn't say anything, except to order the drinks for her table, once the barmaid had left she looked at me, her eyes imploring. A few weeks ago her stare would have warmed me slightly, she was so much like Katharine it was almost unbelievable, but now it just aggravated me, I don't whether it was because she'd already shacked up with my brother, or because I'd found something else. Some one else, who made me feel that warmth.

I didn't understand the strange feeling I'd gotten when she'd followed them into the grill, the usual warmth but then something else, a pang, I was at a loathe to think of it as guilt, but, it probably was, I wasn't used to the feeling, I didn't like it. Almost as much as I didn't like the way her face had looked once she'd noticed me. Betrayed and broken.

"She remembers huh?" I asked, swirling my scotch in the crystallised glass.

"Yeah, Stefan did some mind thing and she knows everything."

I nodded, "You're quiet." she stated, and I shrugged, swirling my drink around in the crystallised glass, she stared at me some more, in a way which would have been unnerving were I not immortal and completely used to her ways.

"You feel guilty." she stated after a while.

"No I don't." I scoffed, glancing over to the table, where she deliberately kept her eyes trained on Bonnie in front of her and away from me.

"You do." Elena laughed.

"Shut up Elena." I growled.

"Whatever Damon." she said, before smiling to the barmaid who placed the four drinks in front of her. She grabbed the four drinks, balancing them precociously in her arms, and went to walk away, "Elena." I said.

"Yeah?"

"She's okay right? After everything?"

Elena shot me a small smile, a knowing smile, "She'll be fine, Damon."

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