BPOV
As I walked to the club in defiance I continued to fume inwardly, I mean who was he to dictate my life, he won't control my life I won't let a man hold my future like my mother. I was going to be living on my own terms at the end of the day no matter what pull he had on me I wont be torn from the inside out, I've seen what love does to people and I'm not ready slowly kill myself over the love of a man, I'd seen what a broken heart can do it turns a caring, kind woman into a monster.
As I arrived at the Golden Flamingo letting myself in with a nod at the security at the door, I make my way through the club and the late afternoon crowd, filled with sleazes that had nothing better to do on a Thursday afternoon. Think about Edward and consequently my mother and her twisted soul, took me back to the loneliness of my childhood and the manic moods of my mother and her inability to move on from the man who callously broke her heart. I shake myself out of my melancholy thoughts and make my way into the back room to get ready for my evening shift. I opened my locker to find all my stuff gone I was pissed like seriously pissed I knew it had to bee Lauren and her skank as friend Jessica who did this, well she wont find it so funny when I kick her and her sidekicks ass. I storm out in search for Thing One and Thing Two in my angry haze I bump right into the manager the ever Creepy Jamie Hunter and his perma-tan.
"Have you seen Lauren and Jessica? They have an ass-kicking with their name on it" I ask him
"What are you doing here?" he says nervously looking around "I already said I would send your stuff and mail you your last check, you didn't have to come in"
"What the fuck are you talking about?" I ask confused by his ramblings
"I told Mr Massenelli that I would do what he asked you didn't have to come down here, I said I would as he said" James carries on getting a bit hysterical as his voice heightens
"Calm down, I say so this is Edwards doing? He made you fire me?" I ask
"Look Bella your smokin' and everything but I don't want no trouble I'll mail you your check please just leave, I run a respectable business, I don't want any trouble please"
I turn and walk away grabbing my handbag and headed out of the Golden Flamingo for the last time leaving the place where despite its many faults, had granted me my freedom from Renee Swan and the confidence to stand on my own two feet. I couldn't believe Edward had done this he's been in my life a couple days and he has single handed stolen my independence and a little bit of my soul. What the hell was I going to do now? I couldn't let myself fall it all just seemed to easy like a movie the prince comes and sweeps the poor pauper girl off her feet and they ride of into the sunset on his white charger except my prince was intent on having me body and soul and his charger was an Aston Martin. And God knows that being with Edward was the only way I have been able to feel for months.
I made my way towards the subway to head back home and wait to confront Edward on a situation when I saw him later. I wasn't sure how I felt about when my need for him is slowly trumping my need for independence I was so mixed up inside.
Sorry about the delay I have had a crazy month final exams for Uni, I am officially done will update more regularly and maybe later on today or tomorrow thank you so much for sticking with the story it means alot to me