BPOV
The longer I waited in my apartment, the more my anger grew, I was angry with Edward but most if all I was angry with myself. I realized the position I found myself in and I didn't like it I mean we've known each other three days and I had all but completely surrendered my life to this man. I let him in my bed, my heart and now he was dictating the rules of my life I felt like I was losing all that I fought hard for and that all the sacrifices I made for my independence went out the window the minute an attractive man chose to look my way.
'Like mother, like daughter' I thought bitterly as I climbed into bed suddenly exhausted I couldn't think anymore, the disappointment left a bad taste in my mouth. I popped an Ambien and drifted off
I woke disorientated and to Edward shaking me awake. I sat up trying to gain my bearings
"What the fuck Bella?! I sent the driver down to get you, he tells me there's no answer and the lights are fucking off" he keeps pulling at his hair as he stands over me ranting while I sit there stunned
"And I know for damn sure you weren't at the club and the I break down your door and find you passed out, do you know how worried I was, do yo-"
"Shut up!" I scream silencing him, I stood up and advanced towards him, my anger returning to me with a vengeance. I am not his property he doesn't get to break into my home and scream at me after losing me my job
"Just who the fuck do you think you are?" I yell "but you don't come in here and tell me what to do, after losing me my job! I don't belong to you, I am not yours you don't dictate my life!"
Before I knew it he was on me like a flash pinning me against the wall
"See here's where you're wrong Isabella, you are mine and you belong to me" he said kissing the side of my neck
"You know it, your heart knows" he said before slipping his hand into my pants "and your pussy knows it" continuing to kiss my neck
"mmmm" I moan "stop, I'm serious we need to talk" I say between gasps
He reluctantly removes his hand and steadies me against the wall.
"So talk," he say sitting down on the bed
"I'm angry" I say struggling to articulate myself after his onslaught on my body
"Yeah I can tall he" he says laughingly as I try and steady myself
"I'm serious what you did today, by going to my job and speaking to my boss was one of the most undermining things you could have done" I say in a steady tone trying to keep my emotions in check
"I have worked hard to be independent, I have made this on my own and for you to just come in and reduce it to dust is heartbreaking and I know we have this intense connection but I was a me on my own before I met you and I wont have my life dictated by anyone not even you, I am not a plaything despite what my job might suggest" I finish the emotion that I had previously tried to hold in check spilling out in the words but I was determined not to cry.
I looked him in the eye searching for a reaction to my speech but I found none he gave no outer sign that what I had said registered
"you want a job? Fine you can have a job, but it won't be at the Golden Flamingo, you are mine now, I don't want other men looking at what belongs to me" he says getting up to caress my face
"Is that too much to ask? I just don't want pervs staring at you and you having to show your body to make ends meet" he says softly while still holding my face
"No that's not how this works, I say you can't tell me where I can or cannot work you just can't do that' I say steeling myself for an argument
He sighs rubs his face and looks at me the shrugs.
"Fine you want to work there? go ahead but we have to compromise, first you don't dance no more, you can manage or some shit like that I'll talk to James, second your moving outta here and in with me, those are my terms" he said folding his arms staring hard at me
I wasn't really attached to the dancing as much as I was attached to the money so I didn't care but moving in that seemed so fast? Right? But why was I so excited I mean when he mentioned moving in I practically did a little jig and looking at Edward I just wanted to be with him all the time. What the fuck it is fast who cares I've never felt like this before and fuck it I might not again.
"Sure why not" I say smiling at Edward
And that is how I found myself living with Edward Masenelli
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