Alright, you guys have been waiting for it! And here it is. I hope you all enjoyed our journey, and I can't wait to hear from you all again when I start the sequel. I'll post a chapter here, letting you all know when it has arrrived.
Chapter 50 – His Love
Jake's POV
I followed Bella into the room after we had all eaten dinner. My body wanted to burst. For so long, the only thing I'd wanted was just to be alone with her. Now that I was, I didn't know what to say. I didn't know what to do. I'd been holding all my feelings at bay for so long that now I didn't know how to express them.
She turned at the center of the room and looked at me. Her arms folded over her chest, wearily. She looked like she was getting ready to be beaten. Suddenly, words tumbled out of me as I moved forward and scooped her into my embrace.
"God, Bella, I don't want to fight ever again. I'm so sorry I wasn't protecting you. I should have known they were there-"
"Jacob, it's not your fault. No one else noticed the vampires either. It wasn't just you," she said, her voice muffled against my chest. I buried my nose into her hair and kept her in my arms, afraid to let her go. I'd nearly lost her too many times.
For a while, the room was silent. Just the sound of our breathing mixed with the air. Then she pulled away slightly and I reluctantly let her go. She smiled a little.
"I can't believe my dad wants to move down here," she said. I smiled too.
"Yeah. Even if the tribe lets him move down here, and that's a very large if, he'll have to learn to keep his eyes closed about wolves," I said, trailing my fngertips along her arm.
"And vampires," Bella added and the corner of her mouth quirked in an odd little smile. A slight silence, and then-
"Alice said for you to call them if and when you want them to come back. She said they won't come back until you say so. They don't want to cause any more trouble," I said, brushing a kiss over her forehead. I shut my eyes and thought of what life would be like without the Cullens. I couldn't imagine it.
"I'll call them in a week or so... I just need some time to myself, without them. I don't want to be reminded of everything that happened, just for a week... I need some time alone with you," she whispered, raising her eyes to meet mine. The fire that burned behind them nearly knocked me breathless.
Before I knew it, her lips were on mine and she was on her toes trying to pull me down closer to her. I slid my arms around her waist and pulled her flush up against me. My heart beat a strange pace and her lips fought for control over mine. Her hands were trying to skim over my chest but with her hands between us, I couldn't feel her small frame along mine.
I let out a little growl and turned to push her up against the wall beside us. I grabbed her hands with one of mine and pinned it against the wall above her head. I opened my mouth to let my tongue slip in and evade her mouth. She moaned and my knees went weak. God, how I just wanted to rip her clothes off and-
"Jake," she gasped, her wrists writhing in my grasp. Her hips were desperately trying to thrust against me, trying to make more contact. But it was impossible. "My clothes," she begged.
I calmed for a second. Then I let go of her hands and used both my hands to slide up along the skin of her stomach, inching her shirt higher. Her hands stayed above her head, though her whole body shuddered.
As her shirt hit the floor, I hooked a finger into her pants and started pulling down. Down, down, down they went, until they laid in a puddle on the ground beside her shirt. She stepped out of them and I came back up to my full height.
I slid my hands up along her hips, feeling her skin calling to me, begging to me, just as her eyes did. She slid her arms around my neck, pulling me back to her, pressing our bodies together. I nearly caved and slipped to the floor. The feeling of her skin touching my bare chest, it was electrifying. But now her bra posed a problem. I slid my hands behind her back and unbuckeled it. She shimmied it off her shoulders and down it went to join her other discarded garment.
"I really don't think this is fair, Jake... You've got more clothes on than me," she said softly, her eyes sparkling as they glanced over my pants.
"Whoever said this was a fair game?" I asked, starting to nibble on her neck. She let out a soft moan as I went to her collar bone, letting my tongue make a trail to her chest. Her head tilted back into the wall as I reached her breast. I lifted it a little with one hand and glanced at her before lowering my lips to the delicate nub.
"God, Jake," she cried out. I ran my free hand over her arm and felt goosebumps rising on her skin. Her reaction just made me more impatient and I sucked a little harder on her, flicked my tongue over her nipple.
Her nails dug into my shoulder, driving me further. We were stuck in a circle now. She would not stop encouraging me, and I would not stop pleasing her. She was breathing heavily, her hips trying to dance against mine as I worked on her breast. I switched breasts, causing a new set of moans to fly from her. My other hand went to her hip to hold her still. She was going to drive me insane. She always made me so impatient...
"Jacob, I need you," she gasped and I pulled away from her breasts, pressing our bodies flush up against each other again. She was panting, her eyes were looking at mine, hazy and confused. Her hands started to drift to my pants, tried to pull them down but I grabbed her hands and made her release me.
"I need to please you first," I said through kisses on her lips.
"Please us both at the same time," she begged, but I shook my head, sliding my hands to her thighs and pulling her onto my hips. Her legs wrapped instinctively around me.
"I need to taste you, Bella," I whispered in her ear as I lowered us to the bed a moment later. I didn't miss the shiver that ran through her as I pulled away. I led a small trail of kisses down her neck, betwen her breasts, over her stomach. I let my hands fumble around at her thighs, lazily. I was trying to calm myself, I just wanted to please her, I wanted her to feel good. No, I wanted her to feel amazing.
I let soft kisses fall around her mound, but never on her sensitive areas. She pressed her hips forward, begging for more. As she did, her lips spread a little and I smelled her arousal ten times more than I had before.
"God, Bella," I moaned out and put both my hands on either of her thighs to keep her spread. I lowered my mouth on her then, dragging my tongue from her entrance all the way to her sensitive nub. Her whole body tensed and she cried out.
"Oh, Jesus... Jacob, don't stop," she pleaded, her hips pressing up a little as I pulled away. I glanced up at her, saw her back arched on the bed, her head pressed back, her whole body tight and ready. She was made for a portrait. She was beauty. I breathed in a ragged breath and lowered my mouth and gaze once again.
Her legs tried to close a little as I drew my tongue up and down on her. I pressed her firmly back open and pressed my tongue harder into her. She was panting, out of breath, nearly crying out in pleasure. Neither of us cared who heard tonight.
"Oh.. Oh, oh, Jacob," she cried out, her hand drifting into my hair. She pulled a little and broke whatever patience I had. I needed more. I needed her to orgasm. I pulled my hand away from her thigh and thrusted in a finger, quickly.
"Ahh!" she cried, her back arching even further. I hadn't thought it possible. I started thrusting my finger in and out, concentrating my tongue on her clit now, massaging it gently, yet quickly. A burning sensation was working its way through my abdomen, making me feel on fire. I wanted to do everything to her. I wanted to show her everything.
"Jacob, stop! I want you inside me," she moaned out, muffled. I pulled away to look up to see she had a pillow over her face. My finger still eased in and out of her, though it had calmed a little, just working to keep her at the point she was at.
"You want me to fuck you, baby?" I asked, slowing my fingers even more. Just as I'd hoped, she pulled the pillow away from her face and looked up at me like she wanted to smack me. I grinned a little and pulled my finger out of her. "But you were so close..." I pretended to be sad as I crawled up closer to her.
"I want to be close with you," she said, sitting up a little to meet my lips. As we kissed, I felt her hands working my pants off and this time, I obliged.
Now pantsless, I lay between her legs, kissing her, ravishing her mouth. I pulled away, both of us breathless and pressed my forehead against hers. I slid my hand into her hair and her eyes fluttered open to look into mine.
"I don't ever want to lose you, Bella..." I whispered, nearly begged. I felt something tug at my chest but she eased it by pressing her lips to mine once again. When she pulled away, she didn't speak til I opened my eyes to look at her.
"I won't let you lose me," she whispered back. She smiled a little and I smiled back, unable to help it. I kissed her again, and this time when her hips tried to grind up against me, I pressed inside her. We both gasped out. I felt her sliding around me, encasing me in everything that was Bella. I shuddered, feeling like my body was on fire. She tensed, only making her tighter around me and I gritted my teeth, knowing we wouldn't last long this way.
"Bella-"
"Just move," she pleaded, and I could hear in her voice just how close she already was. Something writhed through my body, making me want to pound into her, not stopping until we were both crying from exhaustion. Instead, I pulled back out slightly and then went back into her, slowly. Her legs wrapped around my waist, trying to pull me even closer.
I started to move faster, and eventually, I couldn't control my pace. She was the force that was driving me forward. She was the only thing holding me here.
"God, Bella..." I groaned, and in return, she cried out a little, arching her back again.
"Am I hurting you?" I asked, the fear suddenly taking over me. She shook her head quickly, her eyes opening to meet mine.
"Oh God, no," she panted. I couldn't help a small smile as her eyes fluttered shut again and I continued thrusting into her.
"Tell me when you're coming, Bella... I need to know, I need to hear you," I whispered into her ear, my breath coming out in pants. I didn't know how much longer I could hold out, but I knew I wasn't going to go until I felt her clenching around me.
"Oh, my..." she panted, unable to finish her sentence. I thrusted into her harder, feeling her tensing around me. I dropped my forehead and rested it on her shoulder, grinding my teeth as the entrance I was pressing into tightened around me.
"Fuck," I groaned, gripping her hip for support.
"Jacob, God! I'm coming, please! I'm- I'm," she cried out, her body forcing me into my own climax. I felt the pressure that had been building up inside me finally release, like a flood gate had been opened. I shuddered and panted, cried out a little even. My thrusts finally began to slow as Bella's body began to ease up around me.
We lay there, a panting, tangled, sweaty mess.
And nothing could have felt more right.
A/N: -fans self- Alrighty then, there it is. Read, love, review, comment, message me! Can't wait to be back with more juicy lemons in the sequel!
