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WHAT AN ASSHOLE-CHAPTER 19
CLARE'S PERSPECTIVE
"No, he won't answer my calls or texts and you know what...I don't care anymore," I sighed throwing my phone inside my locker frustratingly.
Adam laughed at me and said, "It's Eli, not the president. He doesn't make sure he has all his connections intact. For all we know he could be home, sleeping, not giving a shit about you answering your calls or texts."
I bulged my eyes and I felt as if I was going to hyperventilate, "Not that's not true, I mean, I'm sure his phone just died," Adam stated as my heart rate started to turn back to normal.
Adam nudged me and I turned around and came in contact with Eli who dropped all his books on the floor and tried frantically to pick them up.
I bent down to help him but he groaned pushing my hand away when I tried to reach for his scattered papers.
"Just don't alright, just...don't," he hissed in a whispered tone as he shakily placed all of his junk into his bag.
When I tried to touch his shoulder to make him look at me he shook his head looking down and screamed, "I mean it! Just stop! Don't touch me!"
His head shot up and his eyes were pure green as they pierced through me in anger. Eli glared at me, his chest moving up and down in frenzy. He gripped his papers up quickly, mumbling to himself as he tied to pull himself together.
"Clare, just get out of here," Adam said pushing me away as he attempted to help Eli.
My mouth was slightly agape as I shook my head walking away from him, but, glancing behind to see if he was okay...
ADAM'S PERSPECTIVE
"Eli, Eli, look at me, it's me, alright? It's Adam, it's just me, not Clare or Jake, it's me," I told Eli as he slowly looked up and tears started to stream down his face.
His hands shook while he placed the papers down, "What am I turning into?"
"Eli, did you take too many of those painkillers?" I asked him wanting an honest answer.
He gulped and stopped what he was doing as he glanced around at people who were staring at him.
"I-I-um, I can't remember, I put my hearse in front of Jake's house and I reported it," he mumbled while getting up off the floor.
My eyebrows tightened in confusion and asked, "What did you report Eli?"
He smirked at me and pointed to Jake who was being pushed up against the Degrassi doors by police officers and he whispered, "I got him back."
"What's wrong with you? You framed the kid and got him arrested? What did you do?" I asked him in aggravation knowing Jake was an asshole but he didn't deserve to be arrested over it.
Eli got up, slowly walking towards Jake who was being handcuffed. He glanced at me and a smirk had appeared across his face. We glared at each other and no matter how many times I told myself Eli and Jake were both insane, but I just couldn't find a way to take Eli's side.
"Tell them I didn't do it! Eli!" Jake screamed as everyone around us glared at Eli, waiting for a truthful answer.
All I saw in Jake's eyes were fear, fear of being in prison, fear of losing everything planned for his future and fear, for himself.
Eli's mouth opened a couple of inches and he glared, "He vandalized my car, and anyone who ever did that should be punished. Take him."
The cop gripped Jake by the back of his hands and let him outside into the police car. I gulped as the crowd cleared and Eli, Clare, and I just stared at each other. We waited for one of us to break the silence as we didn't stop making eye contact with each other...
CLARE'S PERSPECTIVE
"W-w-what did you do?" I stuttered towards Eli as he glared at the ground, not saying a word.
He looked up at me and whispered, "He ruined my car Clare. What was I supposed to do? Was I supposed to just pull up a chair and watch?"
"Why would he ruin your car Eli?" I asked him pathetically as tears started to fall from my eyelids.
Knowing Jake, he would do anything to get back at Eli. But, I think he would stop himself before he would trash Eli's car, bad enough for Eli to call the cops on him. Adam sighed trying to break the uncomfortable silence between the three of us.
"He's a psycho Clare, that's why," he mumbled and I walked towards him.
Adam quickly disappeared so quickly I didn't even notice he left until I looked around.
Eli continued to stare at the ground, petrified, and I lifted his chin up slowly, "Hey, look at me."
"I'm sorry I can't convince you, I can't say anything to make this better. What happened-happened," Eli whispered.
Tears fell from his eyes and I said, "I believe you Eli. I don't need you to convince me...I should just believe you, right?"
I leaned in, pressing my lips against Eli's as he was already at a loss for words due to me smothering him. Eli moaned in the back of his throat when I tugged lightly at the hair behind his head. I breathed in, moving to the other side as Eli slipped his tongue into my mouth.
When we lost our breath, I pulled away and Eli's face was bright red.
"I-I can skip first period, if you need someone," I noted and Eli shook his head, "No, no go to class and learn. I have a surprise for you. I'll meet you after school, at your locker."
I nodded and when I tried to walk to my first class, Eli wouldn't let go of my hand.
"S-sorry, force of habit, just...don't like being alone," he said while dropping my hand and glaring intently at it.
I sighed and asked, "Eli, when was the last time you slept?"
He shrugged his shoulders and whispered, "Can't remember."
I stood hesitantly, glancing at the doors and then back at Eli. I watched my baggie-eyed boyfriend close his eyes every now and then, enjoying the darkness behind his eyes. My parents weren't home, and I'm sure if the school called my house I could delete it before my parents could see it.
"Eli," I said his name and his eyes shot open in shock.
I gripped his hand and before he could protest I pulled him out of the school...
ELI'S PERSPECTIVE
I forced my eyes open to look around me.
My eyes stared at an unfamiliar place and I rubbed my head glancing around a girly room.
"Clare?" I whined and when I tried to sit up, I noticed Clare had fallen asleep with her head on my lap.
Once I noticed, I stopped moving, and just leaned back onto the bed and watched as my girlfriend's chest rose lightly as she slept.
What I wanted to do to her at this very moment.
My eyes averted to the clock next to her bed and noticed, it was one in the afternoon. I slept five solid hours with no nightmares about Jake, or being rudely awakened by any kind of night terror.
Clare moaned lowly in her sleep and when she did this my eyes had noticed she was biting her lip...
Oh fuck.
If I get a boner, I swear to god...
I glared up at the ceiling in attempt to forget that Clare was sleeping on my fucking lap! I knew what I did with Jake was wrong. I knew that I was probably going to be arrested for framing him, but, until then I can spend time with Clare.
I knew that once I was caught, I probably wouldn't get out unless I had a lot of money...which is my predicament.
My parents definitely don't have the money, and I certainly don't have the money, which means when I am caught...I'm fucked.
"Eli?" I heard her whine my name, and when she did that I glared down into her eyes.
She smiled and asked, "How long have you been awake? How did you sleep?"
"This was the best sleep I've gotten in a long time Clare, thank you for taking me to your house," I whispered and kissed her on the forehead.
When she started to get up, I noticed she pulled her hand out from underneath my shirt and I had immediately missed the warmth of her hand on my skin.
"Clare?" I asked and she "hm'd," in response.
"What's wrong?" she asked curiously.
I wanted so badly, I wanted so badly to just tell her the truth about Jake. I wanted to scream the truth out and say that I had done it. I hated lying to her because she finally believed me. She trusted me and she had faith in me.
But, I just couldn't.
"Nothing, just...thank you," I whispered.
She smiled and said, "Anytime."
Clare got up, walking into her bathroom and she started brushing her teeth. I watched as she brushed her teeth and when she was done she tossed the water from a plastic cup in her mouth and she jumped up and down, tossing her head from side to side in attempt to wash out her mouth.
When she noticed the door was still open, she quickly spit out and wiped her face with the towel next to her and I giggled.
"Sorry you had to see that, I didn't know the door was open," she whispered taking a seat next to me.
I placed my hand on the revealed skin on her back and rubbed gentle circles as she placed her head on my shoulder and I inhaled the scent of her gorgeous hair.
It was this indescribable, beautiful, breath taking smell that I probably would never forget for the rest of my life.
"You know, this is the first time we are alone together and we are both sober," I whispered and she let out a soft giggle.
I interlocked our hands together and I glanced up into her eyes and she said, "Yeah, and even better...my parents aren't home." I smirked and leaned down, as our lips crashed against each other urgently and I gripped her in my arms placing her on her back.
She gasped when our lips disconnected and I smiled.
"I like being alone with you," I whispered and she nodded in agreement.
Before I could kiss her she smiled and gripped the collar of my dead hand shirt and whispered, "I love being alone with you."
That alone set me on fire.
I leaned down, pressing my lips against her's as I quickly lost control of my hands. They started to roam her body and out of instinct, I gripped her sides and she moaned in the back of her throat. I smirked against her lips as she played with the small hairs behind my head.
Her hands started to tug at the hem of my shirt.
I pulled away and said, "C-Clare, as much as I love...absolutely love doing this with you, aren't your parents going to be home soon?"
She shook her head and pulled me back down to her as our lips met halfway.
My hands explored her waist and then, they suddenly decided to take a different route...
I moved my hands to the sides of her breasts and I pulled away and glared into her eyes, "Can I?"
She bit her lip as I waited for an answer. I knew she was new to this, and trust me, so was I. But, this sexual tension between us was killing me and I just needed to touch something besides her waist. Don't get me wrong, her waist was pleasant...but, her breasts would be...pure ecstasy.
"Y-yeah, I guess," she whispered and I asked, "Clare, do you want me to or not? I'm not going to feel you up if you don't want me to."
She smiled and nodded her head, "J-just do it Eli, I want you to."
Her words seemed convincing enough as I reached down, rubbing her sides up and down while she pressed out lips together. I kept my eyes closed as I placed my right hand over her breast, but not touching. My hand shook lightly and I didn't...I didn't want to do it.
I was...nervous.
"Eli get your fucking head in the game!" The voice in the back of my head screamed as I placed my hand down on her right breast and she automatically arched her back into my chest.
I smiled when the vibration in the back of her throat echoed through my mouth and I pulled away slowly, "Don't stop touching me."
"Whatever you say," I whispered and gripped her right breast in my hand through her shirt and smiled when her hand traveled up my shirt as she played with the small hairs on my chest.
I loved when she touched me.
"Can I take your shirt off? It might feel better," I asked just wanting her to feel more pleasure.
She nodded and when she did, my fingers shakily touched the first button and when I tried to undo it, I heard the door downstairs being heavily banged on.
"Police, open up!" I heard a man scream. I froze up. Not thinking of the consequences that I might go through in that specific moment. How could I? My heart raced rapidly as I looked down at Clare's emotionless face...
END OF CHAPTER 19
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