A/N: Hey, please enjoy. I gave you treat in the form of Magnus' POV.
Not mine, just the plot is.
And, read on! (wow, that was lame...)
Magnus' POV
After I walked away from Alec, I was screwed.
When Alec was around, looking at me with his beautiful blue eyes, it was easy for me to imagine us together. It was also easy to think that Clary was wrong, and I that I could be with him the way I wanted.
When she warned me to stay away, saying it wasn't safe for him, I agreed to stay away for a couple of days. I knew she was right, and I promised her I would try. She looked doubtful. She was right to be.
I knew from day one I was in love with the pale and beautiful Alexander Lightwood. I couldn't help it. One smile from him and I was done for. I also knew that if I loved him, I would stay away, and that was why I agreed and took a few days off from school. When I came back I was determined to just be friends, and it was going good.
Well, not exactly good, partly because every time he sighed or smiled, my love and desire grew, which I didn't think was possible, but it was bearable. As long as I didn't act on those feelings...and kept at least a foot in between us at all times.
I had made it to the last period. I didn't know what had happened to me in the back of that art room, but I didn't like it.
It felt as if my brain had turned off and I felt myself (along with Alec) moving forward, thoughts of sweet kisses in my mind.
I knew it was wrong, and I needed to stop, but the look on Alec's face convinced him just one little kiss would be okay. It was a mix of longing and determination, but I wasn't sure if he was determined to kiss me or to stop. At the moment, the sane part of my brain was hoping for the latter, because god knew I wasn't going to be the one with the self control.
Thankfully, Jace intervened in his what seemed usual rude way. Alec went speeding of to explain.
I could have easily listened from my seat in the classroom, but I wanted to see what was going on.
When I finally said something, I had become nervous as to what Alec was going to say. I was afraid he was going to be mad. I didn't technically know for sure if he was gay, and I was afraid Alec was going to blame the almost-kiss on me.
Of course he didn't, not my Alec, the one I held so dearly in my heart. He was the one who was sorry, and I nearly expressed my love towards him right then. But I didn't.
I didn't because of the promise I made to Clary. Because I knew if I got involved with him, I wouldn't be able to stop myself. I was wrong though.
I was wrong because I couldn't stop my self, period. I didn't do anything more than look into his eyes and I found myself giving him a peak on the cheek and whispering "I can wait." What the hell? As in I can wait for you Alec, I won't give up. I'll try.
That last two words words were exactly what I had sent Alec. But then, I was trying to tell him, I'll try to stay away from you. Now I just needed him to know I would fight for him. That last kiss was when I lost all my conviction and chose to my promise, and possibly Alec's and my safety, and do everything in my power to get him to be mine.
As for our safety, well I didn't want to sound full of myself, but I'm sure I can protect us both. The only problem is that I didn't know exactly what I needed to protect us from... oh well.
I smile to myself. The loving look on Alec's face whenever he looks at me lets me know he feels the same I way I feel about him. I couldn't wait until we were together. Although I couldn't tell him anything, which really sucked, but Clary's parents made it very clear to tell him nothing.
But just the thought of him and me...of Alec and I. What would our couple name be? I asked myself. Alagnus? Ew, no way. Malec? Yes, that was it. I swear, I would make Malec a possibility!
Just the thought made me giddy.
A/N: Haha, just thought you guys would want to know what Magnus was thinking. I don't want any doubt that they love each other, and I wanted to give you a hint at what would happen later in the story.
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Hanni