Chapter 2

Paul's POV

I hate this damn reservation. I am always going to be stuck here. I loved the speed of being a wolf, but hated that I was destined to live on the rez. Starting trouble isn't even fun anymore. The kids are smaller and weaker than I am and Sam keeps breathing down my neck. I thought things would get better when Jake phased cause Bella wouldn't be able to be around anymore, but he had to go and phase in front of Charlie and then Bella guessed what we were. I hated that leech loving bitch. She was weak.

I woke up one morning and decided to go for a run and then have lunch at Sam's. It was another rainy day in this shit hole as usual. I was bored after I ate and was going home to take a nap. I said goodbye to Sam and opened the door to start running home when something bumped into me. I looked down and realized it was the leech lover. She started to say she was sorry, like I cared. Apparently fate did not think I had enough on my plate or she just hated me. Bella looked up after she said she was sorry and my eyes locked with hers. My whole world just stopped and all I saw was her. FUCK!

"What the fuck!" I screamed. "No fucking way! Why does the world hate me so much?" Bella must have thought I was crazy, not like I cared. Shit that hurt to think of her that way.

"Paul are you ok?" Bella my angel asked me. I mean the leech lover.

"Fuck off vampire bitch. You don't belong here. One day Jake is going to meet his imprint and once again you will be the loser. I need to fucking go leech lover. Get out of my way!" FUCK THAT SHIT HURTS!

I ran trying to get away from her and ignoring the pain in my chest. I wanted to phase, but I wasn't sure who else was phased and I didn't want anyone to know. I finally got home and crawled into bed. I couldn't shake Bella's face out of my head and the more I thought about her the more it hurt. I refused to be destined to a girl I couldn't stand. I didn't even know her. All I knew was what I saw in Jake's head.

The next few weeks I avoided Sam's and First Beach like the plague. I didn't want to take the chance of seeing Bella. The pain was almost bearable as long as long as I laid outside her window. I didn't phase unless I had to and I sang stupid songs in my head to keep everyone out. I would sometimes catch glances of her hanging with some chick I didn't know and didn't care to know. I knew Bella was it for me, but I didn't want to be with her. I hated imprinting. What sucks is that I knew my Bella would be heartbroken when Jake imprinted. They started dating a few weeks ago.

The one night I was phased with him it took everything I had not to kill him. He was remembering his first time having sex. At first I thought nothing of it. Figured he did it before he phased. Then I saw images of Bella underneath him. My wolf was dying to kill him for taking what was mine. I couldn't be mad though. If I had given into the imprint that would have been me.

A couple weeks later I saw in Jake's mind that Bella was coming down with her friend to hang out at First Beach. He invited me to go and I thought about it for a minute to be close to Bella. Although I was laying in front of the window it was getting harder to be away from her. She also seemed restless at night. I didn't know if it was the imprint or not, but I didn't hear anything about her being restless during the day.

I was getting ready to head to Sam's and chill for a bit before patrol when I smelled her. I never meant to be mean to her when I saw her, but it just came out.

"So leech lover where are you going in such a rush? Jakey break your poor cold heart?" I asked her feeling the pain as soon as the words left my mouth.

"Paul please I can't deal with you today. Just leave me alone" she almost sounded like she was going to cry. What was wrong with her? Who hurt her? I'll kill them. But still I kept going.

"Awww vampire bitch what's wrong?" I taunted her again

"Fuck off Paul." I have never heard Bella sound so cold.

She looked at me and I could tell she was fighting tears. She was so beautiful. Why was I always so horrible to her? Oh cause I was a selfish asshole. She looked at me again and right then and there I decided I didn't want to fight the imprint anymore. I loved this girl, even though I barely knew her. She was all I could ever want.

She ran away from me towards her truck and slid down on the ground and just started sobbing. Whatever happened hurt her to the core. The only thing I could think of that would make her this upset was that Jake must have imprinted on her friend. My poor Bella. I ran to her. How could I make this better?

"Bella? Bella why are you crying?"

"Paul go fuck with someone else. I fucking hate you. After all these months now you care? Bullshit! You mean nothing to me. You are an insensitive prick and you will always be alone!"

I didn't know what to say. I just looked at her stunned. It was like she cut my heart out. Could I blame her though? Of course not. I have been a dick for months. If I wasn't so stupid this would not be happening. I couldn't take it and I ran off for the trees and phased. I didn't care who was phased with me. I could hear Bella's truck and realized I may have just lost my reason for living.

I ran towards First beach, I had to talk to Sam. I heard someone going on about something. I finally realized it was Jake and Sam.

What the fuck am I supposed to do Sam? I love Bella. I don't even know this girl.

Jake….I know it sucks believe me. Fate chose Sabrina for you. Don't make my mistakes please. Bella will eventually be ok. We all love her. She is still family. We will help her.

Fuck yea we will!

Paul what the fuck are you doing? You don't even like Bella.

I thought about the last few months and the day at Sam's. Before I knew it Jake was charging at me full force.

What the fuck was that you asshole?

I imprinted on Bella when I saw her at Sam's

How the hell have you been fighting that?

I just stayed away from her, except at night when I slept under her window. It hasn't been easy. I just now decided when I saw Bella fall apart cause of you asshole that I needed to accept the imprint. AND YOU MADE MY IMPRINT CRY YOU MOTHERFUCKER. I COULD KILL YOU!

Are you kidding? You have been hiding this for months. If you had told her this could have all been avoided. I would have imprinted and she would have been happy with you. I never would have hurt her.

Come on Jake I am not stupid. You would have done anything to keep me from her and tried to come in between the imprint. Anyway that doesn't matter now. I want to make this work with her and you have found your soul mate. Lets phase back and go to Sam's. I will go talk to her tomorrow.