Chapter 3

BPOV

I just landed in Jacksonville and started making my way off the plane when this young couple jumped up in front of me. They were kissing and saying how much they loved each other. I couldn't take it and pushed myself passed them to get off the plane. I knew Jake couldn't help what happened, but it didn't make it any better. At least I knew he would be happy. Sabrina is a great girl. I have come to realize that I will most likely be alone the rest of my life. I couldn't allow my heart to be broken again. There is only so much I can take.

I found my mom at the luggage area and fell into her arms crying. Granted she didn't know about the wolves, but she knew Edward broke my heart and how much I loved Jake. I also told her about Paul and how much of an asshole he was and then all of the sudden decided to be nice to me. It hurt just thinking about him and I did not understand why. I hated Paul and he hated me.

The first few months were really hard on me. Jake and Emily called constantly. Jake to keep apologizing and Emily to find out if I was ok and beg me to come home, that I still didn't know everything that was going on and that she needed to talk to me. Eventually I guess they got the message cause they stopped calling. I still wondered if Jake was happy. I was always cold except the nights I dreamed about a big silver wolf laying next to me protecting me.

My mom suggested that I join a support group for people that had their heart broken. The last thing I wanted was to be around a bunch of lonely, pathetic people telling their stories of woe. I knew she was trying to help, but honestly it just depressed me. I joined an online chat group to shut her up and actually talked to some cool people. They weren't as pathetic as I thought and it was nice to talk to people that knew how I felt. I started talking to this one guy whose girl left him and he had no idea where she went to. He said the pain in his chest was unbearable and if she didn't come home soon he didn't know what he would do. I had that pain in my chest too and strangely enough it was whenever I thought about Paul. That scared me.

As the weeks went by and she continued to talk to this mysterious man, she started to trust him. She didn't know too much about him. Just that they were the same age, that he lived on a reservation and that he was looking for the love of his life. They didn't talk too much about what happened, but she was getting more curious. Finally she decided to ask him and tell him what had happened to her.

Brokenhrted: Hey there

LostinLP: hey

Brokenhrted: Can I ask you something

LostinLP: Of course.

Brokenhrted: What happened with you and that girl?

LostinLP: Ugh I was afraid you were going to ask me that one day.

Brokenhrted: It's ok I understand you don't want to talk about it.

LostinLP: Well, I met this girl that was dating my enemy and suddenly out of nowhere he upped and left her. I hated her for dating him and what he was. I thought she could do better. Finally after wallowing her in sorrow forever, she started to date one of my friends. She met this girl and started hanging out with and they became best friends. Well, her best friend met her boyfriend and it was like they had this instant connection.

Brokebhrted: Wow!

LostinLP: What sucks is that I discovered by accident that I love my friend's ex. I was always so awful to her. She hates me and I can't say I blame her. I miss her more than anything. I guess she decided the heartache from her ex falling for her best friend was too much and she left.

Bella was amazed by how much this story sounded like hers. The only difference is that Jake didn't have a friend that realized he loves her. It was weird though that Paul hated her and was mean to her and was a friend of Jake's. This story was too close to home.

LostinLP: What happened to you?

Brokenhrted: Funny your story sounds a little like mine, minus the friend that loves me. I was dating this guy and I was obsessed with him. I guess eventually he had realized that he had his fund with me and left me. He moved away with his family and I fell into a deep depression. It took my best friend to get me out of it and we eventually started dating, but he fell in love with my best girlfriend. I knew it the minute the they met. I couldn't take it and I moved back to my mom's. There is a guy that was an absolute ass to me. He hates me, so I know that is the difference in our stories. Strangely though I think about him all the time. I thought about going back to live with my Dad but I am not sure I am ready to face my ex.

LostinLP: Where does your dad live?

Brokenhrted: In Washington. A little town called Forks.