Chapter 6: I'm screwed.

DISCLAIMER: YES I KNOW I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT BECUASE IF I DID VAMPIRE'S WOULD TURN PINK IN THE SUN INSTEAD OF SPARKLE SO YES.

"WHAT" I yelled, the first person to break the silence. Everyone turned to me, in shock of my outburst. "Hey if your sadistic physco mate was coming here you would freak out to!" They instantly turned away from me and drew their attention back to Carlisle.

"Carlisle explain please." Edward plead quietly. Carlisle motioned for everyone to sit down, we did so in flash and he stood in the middle of us. He cleared his throat, even though we were all intently awaiting his words.

"You all remember Vladimir and Stefan of course, well they want to regain control over our kind. The Volturi were tipped off by an escaped newborn from their army, they plan to attack them in a last ditch effort to seek revenge." Carlisle explained. I hope I'm not the only one confused here, how does this involve us?

"What does dracula one and two have to do with us and the Volturi?" Jacob said, voicing our thoughts.

"Well when I was at work, I recieved a letter from Aro. It explained the entire situation in Volterra and how this was going to be an army of mass size. It went on to say how the Volturi had the number but lacked in skill, long story short they want us to help them." Carlisle said. I froze stock still and rigid, oh my gaga. I'm screwed! He can't come here, he's not meant to be apart of my life! Jasper sensing my panic, washed over a great amount of calm over me. I gave him a grateful smile and turned to address Carlisle.

"How do we know they aren't tricking us, we aren't exactly on the best of terms." I said. Rosalie shook her head.

"They do not kill unless absolutely neccessary, they will however kill us if we don't help. That can be read as treason against them and they might think we're in league with Vladimir and Stefan." She pointed out. Carlisle nodded solemly.

"Yes we have no choice, they're coming in three days time. Just in case we should organise a formation in case we are attacked. Sam I hope you won't mind, they'll be hunting in Seattle." Carlise addressed Sam. He nodded in understandment, though i could tell he didn't fully agree.

"Fine, but we need to be in this battle." He said.

"Yes indeed, we need all the help we can get." Carlisle agreed. I tried to calm myself down, close to hyperventalting. A small hand cradled my cheek carefully, making me turn my hand.

Calm down Chloe, we'll be fine. Nessie projected. I smiled weakly, nodding even though my whole system knew it wouldn't be fine.

It's never been fine.

"We'll need to get some rooms ready, Alec,Jane,Demetri,Felix,Marcus,Aro and Caius are coming first. Two weeks before the battle the rest fo the guard will join us." Carlsile informed. Great Alec has to come first, why me? I've been a vampire for 2 months! 2 months! I don't want to die now, I just got over the fact vampires friggin exist! Now this jerk is going to kill me if i say one word out of lie, I'll be easy prey, he'll just knock me out and boom! Dead Chloe. Why me?


I'm sat up in my room, hiding in the dark like a creature. Well I am a supposed creature of darkness, craving the light to be forgiveful. It's cruel really. You try and be the most humane person you know yet life always finds a way to stab you in the back, not caring. Ok so maybe I wasn't the conventional human in any sense, I was a little disturbed. Or a lot. But I've learnt so much in two months from people I never thought could teach me. I'll admit the Cullens are really not the people I would trust, the pained happy tortued people type. I always thought you had to be either openly evil or not. The Cullens made me realise that was never the case. They had to fight for everything they have and that they have every right to live a good life. The Volturi are monsters, the worst part is they never tried to be any better.

I looked up to the glass panneled side of my room, watching the sun set and slowly letting the night take over. Forks has the most beautiful starry nights to me, I remember watching the sky for shooting stars with my Dad. He used to tell me they were fairies coming down to save children from nighttime monster and that their magic goes weird and is set free so you can make a wish. I used to watch the sky night every night, wishing that I could fit in. That I would never be pushed away ever again. That people would like me, I guess that would never happen. Soon enough my Dad wasn't back for the night time star gazing, it bugged me but I told myself he would come back. He nevr could after his job took off, my Mom was always to busy as well. I spent most of my time alone as a kid, except for hanging with Rodrick and playing princesses. If only everything was a fairytale. This is more like a fart tail.

And it's Alec's fault. If he didn't need a mate then I wouldn't be in this situation, he could have settled for some stupid emo chick! No offence emos... Anyway moving on, it doesn't make sense that we're made for each other. He's a sadistic, egotistical, cocky and a plain poopy head! Did I really say poopy head? See what he does to me! And frankly he's not even that cute, much... maybe... possibly. Oh I can't help that he's freaking hot! Ok and I admit I wanted to find out for myself what he's like and all, but maybe then I thought he couldn't have been that bad. But after what the Cullens told me, let's just say it scared the fricking crap out of me. As much I hate to admit it, the dude is a badass without cause. I would admire him if A. I wasn't afraid to B. He's a total ass.

"I'm fricking screwed." I muttered to myself. I got my i pod from the dresser and flopped on to my bed, blasting rock music in my ears.

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