Chaptoir 3! hope the story is going good :S please review it makes me happy and motivated to continue writin :P btw I wanted to thank islandgurl671 shes reviewed twice thanks 3 im hoping for atleast 15 reviews by the end of this chapter cuz I know there are a lot more ppl reading than reviewing according to me being added to fav story and fav author ;) hehe :P so please review =] thanks guys (L)

Elena's pov

Our lips were inches apart, I could feel his breath, it was warm and made my sensitive spots tingle… what's going on with me I can't do this. Damon's stefan's brother for crying out loud!

"Damon" it came out as no more than a whisper

"ssh just stop talking" said damon, his eyes closed, him leaning in and our lips got closer and closer… I couldn't do this, its not right! I lightly shoved Damon back and looked away hoping I didn't seem rude.

"Damon i.. can you drop me to bonnies?" oh man he was probably pissed and hating on me right now…but I was NOT going to cheat on Stefan I mean he's been there for me so much and loves me so much…

"yea" said damon, rather quietly. I went upstairs and grabbed my purse

"im not staying I just wanna see her, so you can pick me up and a couple hours ok?"

"ok" he said.

We got into his car and starting driving. He didn't say a word to me while we were in the car. As soon as I got out, he left… without saying anything…. This didn't seem like damon. Surely he would've commented or snickered at something but no he just…left. Oh well, not like I care or anything… I went into bonnies place and told her everything… everything except our almost kiss…

Bonnies pov

"omg Elena are you joking! I mean he told you to take your shirt… Man that guy is going to get a serious lesson in respectin gurls!" what the hell Elena and him played a game like that!

"no bonnie you will absolutely NOT say anything to Damon" said Elena sounding more cautious than usual

"uh sure whatever you say… Hey how about some pop and chips and maybe you can stay for the night and we coul-" elena cut me off and said,

"uh no I uh can't I promised aunt jenna I would um" why was she stuttering so much? Was she lying to me? Yup she was.

"Elena you are my best friend and please don't lie to me.. I tell you EVERYTHING and I feel like you haven't told me half of the things you want to share…"I was upset, I mean I trust her with everything and she well she doesn't?

"ok im sorry bonnie but I can't stay cause' I have to go back to the bording house ok? Please don't ask why" Elena said. Now I didn't want to question her or ask why she HAD to go or it would ruin our afternoon together. After our convo we watched a movie and Elena left. Our meet today wasn't normal… something was wrong…

Elenas pov

It felt nice seeing bonnie but lying to her made the entire visit a ride down guilt lane for me… now for damon…

He pulled up on bonnies driveway and like a gentleman opened the door for me.

"hey" I said as I got into the car. He looked paler than usual and were those dark circles under his eyes…

"hi" why wasn't he speaking to me I mean ever since that incident in the kitchen his reply's have barely been a word! I sighed and sat quiet for a while just staring out the window. When I couldn't help it anymore I spoke with anger in my voice

"OK damon tell me what's up I mean why are you not talking to me?" I sounded desperate… yeesh

"wow I cant believe you, Elena gilbert need me to talk" he was getting on my nerves, whats with his voice why is he so pissed!

"oh my god damon I don't NEED you to talk ok I can go on living my frikken life without your interruptions but while im here I need to know if im the reason your not talking, if im not then go ahead with your vow of silence!" I realized I was screaming at him and the last sentence made him flinch… did I hurt him? Why did I feel a throbbing in my heart after saying that? I shouldn't care right..? Oh Stefan I wish you were here right now I need you more than anything… please come home

"get out" said damon with a straight face his eyes all black, the circles under them even darker. I was shocked… did he just tell me to get out!

"I haven't fed for the entire day because you wouldn't approve of it and I thought I'd try stefans way of sucking on a frikken animal but that didn't help, even after that I didn't bite a human but now you getting on my nerves makes me want to forget I even thought about pleasing you! Now get out im going to hunt something other than animals" he was yelling back at me and I felt the tears rush to my eyes. I tried holding them in but the hot tears poured on my cheeks and I got out,slammed the door and rushed inside the boarding house to stefan's room and sat on the floor and cried. He hurt me.. my heart felt like it broke into a million pieces but WHY, why do I care so much about what he says! I had a killer headache and I wanted to sleep, I needed to sleep but was afraid still, that the same nightmare I had during my bath would come again… so I grabbed my diary and began to write. I felt my eyes get heavy, but I was scared to sleep alone and I most definitely didn't want to sleep in Damon's room… not after what he did tonight.

"come on elena don't be so chicken" I said to myself, that's when the phone scared the beejeezus outta me. I went over and picked it up.

"heeello" I said In a slurred voice. Man was I tired!

"elena? Wasn't expecting you to pick up this late." that voice, it was Stefan

"STEFAN? Oh my gosh its you oh Stefan I miss you so mu-" a swallowed a cry and hiccupped

"Elena are you ok my lovelylove?" ok even though Stefan was everything to me, being called lovelylove just *shudder* creeps me out!

"i-I'm fine I just miss you so much and its so hard here without you" Why did my words feel fake? Like they were just coming out of my mouth with no emotion behind them?

"Oh Elena I miss you too but-"

"oh Stefan don't stop ooh yes right there mhhhhhm" what the hell….. was that katherine's voice?

"umm Elena I have to *grunts*go" did he just… is he… OH MY GOSH! He was fucking Katherine while on the phone with me…. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL WAS GOING ON!

"STEFAN! DON'T HANG UP ON ME LISTEN TO ME ARE YOU WITH KATHERINE!" I screamed loudly

" what the.. Elena bye" and with that he laughed and cut off… that… that JERK! How could he.. oh my… that dream I had was it a …a sign? It was telling me that Stefan was going to get with Katherine.. oh my god. For the second time today I cried. I cried for about an hour and by the time I went downstairs my eyes were very red and poofy. I didn't even notice damon looking at me

"are you ok?" he asked sounding less pissed off at me

"huh so your talking to me now?" I snickered while blowing my stuffy nose.

"Elena… are you ok? I mean your eyes and yo-" I didn't need his sympathy

"you know what damon just leave me alone ok! Go suck and fuck a human and just LEAVE me ALONE!" I was too hurt by Stefan and I knew that what I said hurt damon, so I controlled myself and calmy said, "im not okay and I don't want to talk to anyone right now ok….good night"

"g'night" said damon very quietly and he left the room. Oh god Elena you have become such a bitch! He was only trying to comfort you… I needed to be comforted. I went back to stefans… HIS room and slept on the couch. I dint want to be a part of him anymore. Memories rushed through me, the first time we kissed, when he told me he was a vampire the times we stuck by eachothers side and the first time we had… I never noticed when I started crying until there was a light knock on the door.

"what?" I said hiccupping and crying at the same time. I unsuccessfully wiped the tears from my eyes and saw damon standing there.

"Elena, please tell me what's wrong I don't wanna see you like this." He is so caring. Why? He's suppose to be the bad brother isn't he? But who cares I needed a hug and comforting. So I told him. I told him everything about the call that happened between me and Stefan.

"Elena im..im so sorry.. stefan is such a dick" and he pulled me in for an embrace. Tears flew out of my eyes the more he hugged me. His hug felt nice. Stefan was always careful with me like I was some toy that would break. But damon hugged me for real…

"Can I sleep with you?" I was afraid another dream would slip in…

"ahaha yes babe;)" oh gosh him and his cockyness

"Damon I meant sleep as in snoring and resting not.. oh gosh damon only you!" and for the first time that day I laughed a little.

Damon took me into his room and laid me on his bed. It felt different… it was nice.. and with that I pushed all the horrible things from today to the back of my mind and drifted into a nice and dreamless sleep.